FEELING DOWN

why i always feel left out during event....is it becuz ther too many ppl..tat why they can't notice mi and my feeling....hope tat someone can sve mi out.....but i tink there will be no one....as i hav try a lot of time telling them my feeling.....yet it still like nobody business....ppl jus heck care mi...why like this....i dont like the feeling....i'm tat kind of ppl that can get happi easily( even small things can make mi reali happi), but i also get sad super easily....hope that i can be happi and always be...... reali hope that someone frm somewhere will always try to make mi happi and move mi away frm all negative feelings.......