todae practical test is on chest tube lei......haiz.......i tink i didn't score vri well.....becuz i also dont noe wat i'm doing....haha......jus hope that can pass can le.......

tlm ia nurses' dae...wish all the nurses hav a great dae tlm....i wan go see the celebration that frm 3.30 pm to 7.30pm.........but i don't noe where it held lei....may be tlm jus follow my friends....hehe......i'm so clever......

happi nurse = happiness.............but where is my happiness???????

actually looking forward to this week NDP training de...reali hope to see the whole program one.....but the training is cancel...sad........maybe they dont wan spend money on oue food ......tat why....haha.....anyone wan to jio mi out...if not i going out wif kwuda le.....haha......but like got miting at daniel hse on that dae...but no one jio...also dont noe if i nid to go ma........jus wait ba......

i tell him le........he jus accepted it.....he say he feel it quite long ago......but when he asked mi is there still hope between us....so i tell him........................

i feel super bad now.........but i reali feel more relax.....haha..........i also noe that i will feel more lonely too.......

actually i feel so calm when i'm telling him abt breaking up lor.........may be i'm too tired to feel anything............

hope tat he can find his happiness.......... and a great life........

he did promised mi tat he will not die, drink , smoke or do any silly things...........

we ended wif a vri tight hug and the best kiss..............reali hope tat he can find someone tat can give him more luv..........

blah blah blah..............

nv slp much todae.......waking up so early........haiz.........i noe i will feel sad and gulity and............ hope tat he can accept my request.......i'm afraid tat he will give up himself....becuz when i hint him the last time he told mi he will die if i reali giving him up......and tat is also the reason why i nv tell him until now.......even though the tot was like half a yr ago......haiz.....sld have tell him earlier.........

todae i shall end it...........but how to say lei?????? and when sld i tell him?????when we mit in the morning....eating lunch or going back home???? or sld i wait again.......sad............can someone jus teach mi...even though it quite late to ask le.....

i tink i'm not a good person....i rarely cherish things around mi.........i will nv think of taking photo of the things i like...i will not fork time out for my friend.......and i will onli do things that benifit myself........i tink i'm such a failure....hope tat my friend will still wan mi even though i'm tis type of person.......

jialat so many things is inside my brain....and tlm is my practical exam le......i tink will ot score well ba..........haiz..........

morning when tuition.......go there for 2 and a half hrs....stupid mi do so slow...so stay there frm 9am to 11.30am.......yeah!!!! tuesdae tuition cancel...........haha.....that mean dont nid to do homework...haha

thn NDP...mit ruifand b4 going o ITE....the rain super big lor......luckily nv rain when the show start...... todae fire work vri nice lor.......i enjoy it......todae i reali make myself super high...becuz of sth........onli xin noe......hehe.......

th when marina sqaure to eat sinner...share a noodles wif fang.......thn went back home wif fang and jolene...

get to noe someone like jolene....make a wilde guess ba.........haha

todae feel more better le.....haha
tinking lesser....haha.....may be too tire to tink also....

todae NSL exam is a ok paper lor......noe that i can pass...haha........

other thn tis i did a presentation todae also ....teacher say we did vri well......haha.......but i tink is my grp member not mi...haha......

thn todae also when to mit jiasin and shuling to pass them the ZEN stone reciept...

thn cut and dye my mama's hair todae......also dont noe can anot...but ionli cut abit nia.....haha...scare if too ugly she can still go out to find other ppl cut again...haha....

time pass so so fast........2 more weeks will be study week le....hope to regain my study mood by thn.....jia you!!!!!!!

i tink i will not be slping early todae again....i wan to finish my project b4 slping.....hehe......

todae!!!!!

i'm so stupid.......i overslept on the bus again...luckily not too far away...otherwise i will surely late for my 8am class........

todae have a small miting wif bagpipe member wif jiamin and ber......it a pretty striaght forward one........haha.....bascially everyone is not interested in the thing....haha....

feel a little sad abt it but still have to go on without them..have to solve the problem......jia you wenya!!!!

tlm is NSL exam le..why so fast??? but i'm happi...that mean tat stduy week coming.....i can go sch library everydae to study again...yeah!!!! wif who???? not sure yet...haha.......so anyone who wan to study wif wenya can approach mi.....haha......or sld i force ppl to go study wif mi......

todae i also finish all my project le....yes!!!! jus waiting for present nia..........thn nth much..i tink i reali hav good time management lor...haha.......always able to do the things i wan in time.......

looking forward to NDP...hope that more bonding can be see tis week........maybe sld jio everyone to go for dinner aft NDP.......actually i miss last year NDP...it more more fun thn tis year......more time to crap tgt........and more time to slack too....haha.....

i hope to be free...........

a randdom post a dae keep a person awake..........haha.......
( quoted frm an apple a dae keep a doctor away)

Random Post

think think think....

why human being like to think so much...and don't do anything...haha....random speech...hehe

todae is so so so boring...did nth much .....except doing a small debrief.......hehe.......

i tink i reali feeling empty le..........haha.........

now sth is always in my head..but i noe i nv dare to tell it to my BF one...haha....maybe maybe.......i shall give myself more courage........jia you!!!!!haha.......

reali feeling random todae....stupid mi................

finally can blog le....yeah!!!!

so busy for the past few days.....

D&D finally over le..i tink it not a veri gd one...as i tink it quite messy and alot of delay of the program....but hope everyone did enjoy.....

and i wan to use here to thank.....

my committee and how quen- for working so hard with mi..
committee=weiting, jocelyn, yeening, tingting, nicholas, cai kwan, mak, xue feng, hui hui
thn ruifang- for hlping mi frm the vri start of the planning
thn peijun and jiamin- for shooting photo for D&D
thn chin hiang- for hlping my sound system
thn jasmine kwan- for making the video
thn kokrui and forbes- for making the impact for D&D
thn forbes, melvin, bryan, kwuda- for performing
thn Daniel- For find so many Lucky draw
thn my sister( Roxanne, Xinyi & Yujing)- for making mi nice nice on that day....
thn those who hav come- for making this D&D happen

wow!!!! like getting wat award litat......haha....hope that everyone will hav happi memories..haha

basically on that dae i so busy like hell.......reaching there at 1pm ..thn work until night...haha...but i feel happi...also dontnoe why...

but i tink i will feel empty ba..aft this event ...no more busy life....hope someone will coem and fill up the emptiness...

todae my mam a say i may not be able to go for the YEP trip le...becuz she say it during qi yue....sad...hope that i can go....

looking forward to NDP again...to see more firework and ............

todae i pon my morning lecture...haha...bad gal...but nvm...it will not be coming out in exam....so it ok.....haha...

thn i go for my practical lesson..but it like teach er have teach finish everything liao..thn end up doing revision...haha...

thn an afternoon lecture again......i actually wanted to pon...but it liek cannot always pon ma...so i go...btu i regreted it...becuz that stupid visitor tok like he vri big like tat..and look down on us...stupid ppl....thn i jus wen t out of the lecture when he give us a 5 minutes of break.....haha......

so sfter tat i go find my lovely grp of D&D comittee to buy buy things.....haha...at first got mi, nick, joeclyn and mak ..thn nick left us after SIm ..thn follwo by jocelyn after buying cloth at clementic( she so sweet lor...pon her cca to bring us to buy things)....thn left mi and mak...we go to IMM to buy stuff...haha...thn i keep on saying not to buy tis not to buy that...becuz all like too not worth it....haha....but it fun to shop litat....haha...he so not gentlemen lor..he let mi carry all the stuff...haiz.......nxt time mus ask other ppl to go also...so got more ppl can hlp mi carry......thn after shop for the stuff....i accompany mak to take his bus 51 at JE interchange...thn itake 335 home......

btw...when mak and mi was on the bus going to IMM, we tok a lot abt BGR thing lor.....he like so expert ....but his idea get more perfect after hearing my input...haha.....but i tink that his explanation abt BGR is alreadi vri good....haha...so whoever got GR problem can go find him.....i tink no charges ba...haha

ok blog until here....shall leave abit for myself

yesterdae NDP firework is so so nice lor...but i'm too tired to enjoy.....yet i feel vri happi when i was watching firework yesterdae...haha...maybe becuz first time watching wif him around...dont noe lei.....haha...the feeling is like we are enjoying sth tgt....and it special to mi to have tis feeling......hope tat nxt week firework can also watch tgt..i promised i will get high that next week....haha(or maybe nxt nxt week)......

but yesterdae i also vri poor thing, keep on kana hit on the head by some ppl ..i will bao chou one...better look out during nxt NDP training.....haha.....

i hope tat my dinner and dance can be a sucess one.....becuz i reali pu in alot of effort......effort that onli i tink i can see...but nvm lah.........hope those that coem enjoy it even though there might not be much highlight..haha....

Haiz!!!! i sld take note on my own action lei...i feel tat my heart is getting more more separated...having too much ppl inside le.....it will surely hurt mi in the future one..... haiz....

oklah....maybe it normal to miss of someone ba.....but why am i always missing????

Finally posting again......

super busy for tis weeekkk..and i tink nxt week will be the same...haha.....i'm so so so tired tat i slp throughout for all my lesson....jia lat....no wonder nv understand anything or something during any lesson...

but nvm i shall catch up by eating more ketchup...haha....so cold here....mus wear sweater orh.....haha......

i reali hope that my D&D can have more ppl come...otherwise no point for us to do until so..... Nice...but i tink sld be can one lah...haha........

at first i already noe wat i wan to wear le....but aft shopping with rui fang and jia min todae...i tink may be i change le..they say how can organiser wear until vri shui bian ...so i shall do sth le..haha....anyone pls give mi opinion on wat to wear.....haha.....

poor jiasin.....actually wan to shop wif us todae one..but when we reach the concourse...it like everythin have close liao...reali everything lor...and it like onli 8 pm .....stupid shopping centre....haha......thn end up she going back home first to prepare herself to the camp...i tink she will get scolded by pauline...becuz she late... so sry jia sin ...i tink i sldn't hav ask u in the first place......

aft separate frm jia sin ...we three went to the china town big big THIS FASHION to see for clothes...and we reach there at abt 9.20pm le..thn the shop is closing at 10pm lor...haha..so we roughly see through onli....if we reali look through we will be lock up in the shop liao....haha....
but end up we onli shop and try but nv buy.....but nvm lah....... can walk again nxt time...

hi asking for opinion for the D&D.......sld i tie my hair????? sld i wear skirt???? sld i put on some make up???? sld i go buy clothes for jus this thing????? sld i go find a partner first????/ sld i .......

suddenly think tat i such a wen ti shao nv..haha....

how missing some ppl that i sldn't miss...haha...stupid mi always do stupid things..how????

todae is NDP again...getting more excited lor...todae is all primary 5 std..it wil be a high night tlm...so hav to jia you!!!! oil tank for everyone......

jus now when to far east wif rui fang, emily adn kok rui...we try alot of clothes......so can get nice photo....but rui fang and kok rui feel vri paiseh...becuz they think that we try so much yet didn't buy anything.....but it normal wat...alot of window shopper also like tat one.....

thn i saw someone walking vri fast wif one of her friend....when she get closer thn i found out that is weeling...... she going there to do project....haha...business project can go shopping centre to project one so good...haha..........

thn nth much le...jus looking forward to the selling of ticket ...hope alot of ppl buying.....i shall decide if it allow to open to non- primer....good nite to all....honey dream........

mondae....

todae is lecture and practical.....i fall aslp during lecture...this show that i'm vri tire...haha

todae practical we learn sbt 12 lead ECG...those use to measure how ur heart beat one...
if u wan to meassure u have to paste the thing onto ur skin...thn will accurate and able to detect the electrical impluses....haha....thn i also dont noe why.....i volunteer myself to be the model....haha..

so i strip myself in front of my class...haha....and i let my classmate touch mi..haha...but the weird thing is i dont feel vri paiseh...but i feel how patient feel.....i noe it not nice to let ppl touch...some ore is a stranger.....haiz...now i reali can feel how patient feel ...haha

school is starting soon again.......sad...haven do project yet....and i think i'm too tir to start also.....

todae got NDP again...i'm looking forward at it even though it might be another liu han tian...haha...my mama is going later.......so i will be going home wif her after everything end ...so i not going to hav dinner wif ppl liao...dont miss mi....haha...

yes!!!! d&d flyer is out le.......but i have printer the wrong version..i printed the draft versioninstead of the ending version..but already printed so nth i can do also...hope daniel will not see the flyer.....haha...

hope that todae will have a great weather..no sun and no rain...haha

todae do nth much lei...onli waiting for the ticket design to come out and to wait for bag pipe training...

i tink i sld think of think of thing to do.....but like now abit to late to tink also becuz going o sch liao....haha....tok fei hua.....so anyone who read this entries will feel bored ba....

i promised i wil make it more the entries more interesting even if my life is not so .......haha........

About yesterdae

so yesterdae i when to sch to fetch my ppl to parkway parade to see the venue..i tink the place is not lah...i like it lah..but my member like all not reali like it..i tink it becuz of the colour ba..or is it becuz it too small or wat...but anywaythe venue will be still ther i wil upload the photo .....all photo of the place is taken by jiamin.

she so xi xin that she took the photo and video of the venue for ur...love her so much ......hehe.....
thn we hav our meeting at mac....that mean we eat and hav meetin at the same time....luckily kok rui and jia min got go ..otherwise i will hav no mood for that meeting liao....i so not in the mood that i nv finish my macspicy...it such a weird thing that i nv finish my food lor.....haha

but anyway i wan thank fang, malvin, forbes, kokrui and jiamin.....for coming to my meeting...ur did give mi courage to hold the meeting...i also wan to thank my member to come to a so ulu place for meeting....haha.....like i getting award sia thanking everyone..haha

yo!!! happi wor........todae i went out wif gabby, janice, hui min and kitty......we went to jurong point...hehe...i quite long nv go liao...it like lie some of the shop is different le......but nv.....we still hav a great dinner at Bento Box and a great shopping time.....

i actually bought myself a belt and new shoes........the belt is black and the shoes is white.....haha......

shall wear it when sch reopen......jialat i now yue lai yue ai mei liao......how arh......nvm...i tink it normal....haha.......

blog blog..... hehe.....

why now everyone is feeling emo????

isit becuz as we grow older there are more things for us to consider...haiz......hope that everyone can always say happi.......

i reali dislike ppl tat force their ideas into other ppl brain and want others to follow wat they say!!! but there is nth i can do...i still hav to follow and do wat they say.......haiz............in the future i shall be the one listenong to others thn to forcing ppl......

how arh???? i like not sensitive enough to care fro my friends felings.......hope tat ur will forgive mi.....

todae went to delication service at expo..........it like we still have to fall in for some inspection...i feel like fainting when standing down there..hai...my body is too weak for this type of things......

thn after inspection we went in to hall 10 to sing song......i find it too impact for mi lah.....but i like the teaching of bible...haha....they tok abt receiving and giving.... and i tink tat it a good thing to learn...haha.......it truth that u hav to receive sth first b4 u can give sth.......and the sth u giving will lead u to hav more receiving.... it a good cycle provided that u reeive and give good things......

so hope that everyone will give when they receive........

getting some mood swing after reading some ppl blog...i was like hoping that ur will be together.....but haiz.........

dont get sad or too angry over each other due to small things....ok??? it like it difficult to find someone tat like each other........onli ppl tat like u will care for u......normal friend will jus heck care u... and not paying attention to u....so hope that ur can cherish each other....

when ur read my blog pls don't think i kpo ok......it jus i reali hope tat ur can be happy and being love by someone.....