i tell him le........he jus accepted it.....he say he feel it quite long ago......but when he asked mi is there still hope between us....so i tell him........................

i feel super bad now.........but i reali feel more relax.....haha..........i also noe that i will feel more lonely too.......

actually i feel so calm when i'm telling him abt breaking up lor.........may be i'm too tired to feel anything............

hope tat he can find his happiness.......... and a great life........

he did promised mi tat he will not die, drink , smoke or do any silly things...........

we ended wif a vri tight hug and the best kiss..............reali hope tat he can find someone tat can give him more luv..........