todae is reali a rest dae for mi...............haiz............i'm sick..........wif vri high fever........the highest temp i have is 38.4...it damn high u noe............so as a nurse to be......the first thing i do is......go bathe..........and drink lots of water...........thn take temp every half an hour.......nv eat any carbonhydrate food......do regular tepid sponge.........but like no use........haiz......

but the worst things is that i have to wash up all the things i nv wash yesterdae........aft that....i took a super long nap...i tink got 4hrs bah.....but the fever is still high....so hav no choice i hav to eat panadol........

hao jiu mei shen bing le.....i thot stupid ppl wont get sick easily......haiz......this cause mi to miss more...haiz.......but nv get any reply.......sad........

btw i got a job le....work for 10 daes.....will be working wif Xuefeng......at super east side.......paiseh jiamin i hav to fly u aeroplane le.....i will not go hlp out in halogen event.......becuz i tink earning money is more important bah.....if no money cannot go YEP trip lei.....haiz.............and tat mean that i got to work on my birthdae le...haiz......but the work is frm 10am to 4pm.....so my ppl who wan to jio mi out can find mi after 4pm.......

thn todae at 5pm....i walk to lakeside mrt station to pass the weiting the cake she left at my hse yesterdae......but end up hav to discard the cake becuz there are ants.....haha....paiseh.......i nv check first.........super tired when walk there.......sweat alot.......but when i went home to take my temp it become 37.8 lor......so not bad lah.......

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my temp :38.0...

omg......haiz.......is still so high.....i tink is becuz of the ice skating bah......but nvm....at least i dont have headache.....haha.......

hope that my fever will subside tlm.....becuz tlm still hav to go daniel hse...let pray for mi..........

actually not sure wat my posting too....jus type wat i'm tinking....maybe abit messy......haha.....

todae when out wif my lakota(weiting, mak, xuefeng, huihui, nicholas, yeening, ting ting, jocelyn, cai kwan and how chuen) , jie mei(rox, Xin and Jing), known frenz (azri) and unknown frenz(tanya and song yong)......

we went to jurong east to ice-skate......reali fun......take alot of pic.....i tink falling is more fun thn skating lor....haha...and i like to skate wif azri.....becuz that mean i dont hav to do anthing....jus let him pull mi.....haha.....poor rox and xin both so sick le still come... Rox cannot tahan so went home first......poor Rox....as for Xin she pei wo dao zui huo.....hehe.....thn jing got some family problem so when back at 2 plus....but reali have to thank her alots...she a good teacher to mi......hehe......teach mi how to skate....hehe.....poor azri and hui hui have blister on their legs.....poor xuefeng fall until vri jialat......then the rest still not bad lor...ping an wu shi.....lakota ppl so sweet lor....they give mi an advance birthdae present lei.......being love by them.....but i haven open the resent yet........will open on my birthdae itself........

than aft ice-skating...they come to my hse to have steam boat....wow the table is full of food.....and the amount of rice my mama cook is the largest amount the rice cooker cook had b4......haha....have fun eating wif them.....but super tired also....have to wash all the bowl and plate and mug they use....thn keep all the haven finish food into the fridge ...

i also enjoy playing ass hole dai di.....is fun.....cai kwan lian xu dang 3 times ass hole hole number 2 .....thn mak laugh until cry........thn in the ltr part mak even more jialat lor he lian xu dang le 8 times ass hole number 2 lor.....haha......thn i send them out of my hse.....

have to say sry to my family member......becuz they have a vri late dinner becuz of this.....sry!!!!

may be sldn't let him tink to much bah......since he himself dont wan to tink.....yi qie du shi jia de..........but i hope to make him feel real lei....haiz....suan le.......cannot qiang qu too.....jus try to make his empty life better bah.........hehe.....

my birthdae card.....so molest(touch) by my lakota ppl....they are the first grp to give mi present......

all use blue pen to write.....so bad for eyes...but i still love it......i like to receive birthdae card..so can keep.....

the present............i haven open yet...i will wait until my birthade thn i open it.......

all purple sia...and yesterdae i wear purple too......haha......

jus reach my hse......cai kwan like to be in the photo....if everyone notice.....haha.....

another photo taken aft they jus reach my hse.........

serious playing face becuz dont wan to becuz the ass hole number 2 again.....wahaha.....

laugh until bing when cai kwan lian xu dang le 3 times ass hole number 2......but who noe that he himself become ass hole number 2 for 8 times in the ltr part of the games.......haha....


playing poker..........got tanya, nic, hw chuen and song yong......

wat weiting wan to show to mak lei?????

dont nid to cover face le .....everyone noe that u are playing poker card......haha....


did u see the orange.........my cough get more serious becuz of that......stupid orange.....

wow hen feng fu dui bu dui......haha......this is the steam boat prepare by my mama.....i tink everyone enjoy it bah......

mak so kiasu.......stand up and eat.....haha.......

u see he still standing.....ting ting trying vri hard to use the chopstick wor......

eating happily........hehe......

second batch of ppl eating...becuz they don't like to take phot so i nv take much too.......



wow all pink gloves wor.......haha...becuz all buy at the place itself mah.....haha.....

lakota rockz......................

guess whoes hand is it???//

going to fall........yu jing look cute right....btw she cut her hair super shirt and dye it red lor....

jie mei....................mi, Xin, Rox and Jing

Azri and Mak......stupid Azri point the finger out...polluted my blog......haha.....jking

we take alot of times cai che gong de.......haha...that why like all the smile vri fake....haha...

iside the ring...........wat he trying to catch??? not sure lei....

we reali skating lor....don't play play......haha.....

weiting and huihui..............

who is this two ppl?????mak and xuefeng.......see guy if u wan to hold gal's hand ice-skating is a goood way.......haha........

u reali nid to balance in order to take photo lor....otherwise u will fall......

feeling so so sad now............i lost something super important to mi....it where i use to record my feeling and life.....shit........stupid com dont noe how it make it dissappear......sad...........i tink this show that there nth in the world reali care abt my feeling and life bah......becuz even the onli place where i can be store my thots and feelings are being taken away......maybe i shall be STM forever bah....there no ways happiness will stay wif mi........stupid mi..............

i'm feeling vri vri tired.......i tink my body will collapse somedae bah........haha.......todae wake up super early to send sms btw also got ppl sms mi everydae one ok.....pls dont tink that i so mei shi chang....thn go market buy portion of the ingredient for steamboat......thn when back to my secondary school......feel good to go back.....took alot of picture....but most of it not wif mi......have to wait for joel to post on blog thn go save frm there......

who went back ne????? got mi, janice, suk wai, kelly, gwen, xinjie, elaine, suyi, per sian, pei xia, ying wen, joel, yee hwee and dick (who pon class).........we go every part of the sch to take photo lor........and we share a present(chocolate) to give to our teacher........it cost 38dollar...hehe...forget to give money to joel.......haha.....

thn we got look for ms chong, mrs yeo(she suan dick alot), mr lee, mdm tay, mrs er, mrs wee, mdm wong, mr wong and ms wong (all the wong wong wong......bee coming...haha...)

to my surprise there still ppl in sch that noe mi...i thot i'm to old for ppl to noe le......feel happi.....so qiao that todae got chinese orchestra practise so i did went back as promise to take a look......but is like so small......feel sad to see tis lor...haiz.......haha........but hav a good chat wif my wu lao(my flute instructor)........

wow he already ROM wif our shi mu le......haha........happi for him.....but he seem to look older liao le........work too much on nite.....haha......btw he jio-ing all guan yue ppl to have a gathering to celebrate his birthdae.....it on 8 of sep lor.....jus 2 daes after mine...so he say lets celebrate tgt....so i have to start jio-ing guan yue ppl back............hope that everyoen can be free.......hehe....

btw paiseh to my 4A classmate that i didn't follow ur to vivo to watch movie and daniel who i pang seh aft i da ying ni jin tian pei ni watch movie....becuz have to prepare the ingredient for tlm steamboat.... so sorry......

will blog until here...off to NTUC to buy things le.......hehe.......

back from camp.....i tink i have a great fun....but not sure abt others....got to noe more freshies.......hehe.......but still got a few guy i not vri sure who are they........they look so defensive that i don't dare to go near them......hehe........

i reach there at abt 9 plus.....i'm under forbes grp......got mi, chin hiang, jacquelin,hui yu, leanne, nellie....and dionne( she reach ltr)....wat our grp name is crack......haha.....i noe it sound not vri nice......but it due to my poor ang mo wat.....haha....and our group cheer is super solid......yi cheer zou jiang hu......haha.....let mi remind of my POC.......haha....

thn we play amazing race.......becuz our grp is small and good so we are the first grp to arrive....haha.....as if .....but our grp is focus more on R&R......so nv run alot too......since we reach early....we sit there play game......thn wanyan grp join in so we change to paly truth or dare.....i noe i'm a lucky person ....everythign i play i won't get it one...haha....so i'm always the one asking question.....haha......poor jacqueline....always choose dare...being ask to do stupid things....haha...but all the photo wif audrey .....so have to wait for her to send it to mi.......reali find that freshies is so fun to bully....haha.....mi so bad......

during lunch time....we eat chai fan......the food is not vri nice...but i still finish it up .....becuz super hungry.......haha.......

after lunch we go play captain ball.....haha....i nv do much thing ....becuz i think it vri scary to have 30plus ppl running over a ball.....but i njoy the running......i feel refresh aft that run......thn play H2O...running abt........actually all vri R&R lah...so no point i describe somemore.....haha....

but i like the night games........haha......

shall post photo.....hehe.....



a portion of freshies show committee.....


i look so tired......haha.........


use my handphone to zi-lian........shall post it for them....


portion of lakota................like u all............


actually there is someone between mi and cai kwan.....why can't ur see arh?????


wow!!!!! cute and lovely lakota GL......


a gift frm christine......look nice...but abit smelly becuz it is leather.....hehe.......


a clue we get during amazing race.......

enjoy the wertz......hehe.........

todae i jus went to bai my ah ma.......thn go my ah yi hse.......i slp whenever i got a chance.....not sure why feeling so tired......maybe got some unknown chronic disease......haha.....sldn't be bah.....

todae i reali feel that i got a vri lovely, nice, sweet and ti tie mother...why now thn i noe how much i being love by my mother.......sld hav noe it earlier and appreciate it...but i tink starting now is still not too late...haha.....

i jus feel that my mother is different frm other mother.......she will try her best to give mi watever she tink i nid (i reali nid those things)....she will be tinking for mi...( todae she already started hlping mi to buy those steam boat stuff.......

thn when she saw my cousin cut her hair until vri nice....she ask mi to follow her the nxt time.....and u noe she even asked mi to dye my hair too.....haha......the whole thing would cost 100 plus dollar lor.....despite noe-ing the price she still ask mi to follow......

thn she also say it time for mi to get more new clothes....saying that she always seeing mi wearing the same one......and alot alot more........i dont tink other ppl mother will be so nice bah.....

i love my mommy.......but she cannot understand ang mo.....so she wont be able to see frm the blog how i much i love her.......

but anyway my birthdae coming le...i tink i wil get her something bah......since it the dae she ren tong ba wo sheng xia lai de........btw for information......the day when u are born is ur mother mu nan ri........they bear a lot of pain on that dae...so pls do appreciate them.........

but sometimes i do find my mommy abit bad lor....always saying things like u are the most beautiful gal in my heart even though it not wat other ppl thinks......or like.....gal arh is good that u dont stay in the kitchen otherwise i will have to use more hrs to prepare the dinner.........haha......but i still love her will all this comment.....haha........

paiseh to all .....haha.....tis post will be abit bored..without any photo and thing abt my mother....is like i'm hao lian-ing my good mother....haha.....but i reali tink that she is good....as she reali try her best to make our generation gap smaller (my mommy is 35 yrs older thn mi lor) and give mi and my gor all her love and care....

i change my blog song back to the original one.....haha.........

todae i spend my whole dae packing my hse.....becuz my mama say ur hse KNS still there to ask ppl to come.....so bo pian hav to pack.........but i tink got pack like nv pack ...haha...

btw my hse dont hav enough chair so i think for those ppl who come hav to sit on the floor.....haha.......

wat thing we can do in my hse......majong.........poker card......steam boat.....TV.......com........it u think not enough ur are welcome to bring somemore things to play......haha.....

i cut my daddy hair todae...i tink still not bad lei........haha...first time i cut hair and i tink is not bad......hehe...........

going to bai my ah ma tlm.....it her si ji again........hope tha she lived well in the other world......haha........stupid mi saying stupid thing........

looking forward for the FS camp.....not sure why looking forward.......maybe jus wan to go and play bah..............hope that there is no injuries or any weird things........

an email from jiamin.......hehe....i will highlight the part i agree....hehe

>>>>>ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

> >> >TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

> >> >THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

> >> >FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

> >> >FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

> >> >SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

> >> >SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

> >> >EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

> >> >NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

> >> >TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

> >> >ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

> >> >TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

> >> >THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

> >> >FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

> >> >FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

> >> >SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson

> >> >SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

> >> >EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

> >> >NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

> >> >TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

> >> >TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

i tink i reali vri bored todae.....go around linking ppl blog to read....now i posting my third post of the dae le......haha....stupid mi.....

let to the quiz gabby tag mi.....

what the ten weird things u do???

1. i like to slp wif my textbook
2. i like to bang my head on the wall when i was young(xing hao mei pian stupid)
3. i like to eat ants when i was young( but 4get the taste liao)
4. i watch pon since i was P4..( OMG..haha.....wtach tgt wif my female cousin...hehe)
5. can sleep at any place, any time
6. when i was young will eat my own mucus when i was having flu
7. i will hold to my gor gor hand when i was slping when i was young
8. i dare to do anything if the person dare mi to do......
9. i can forget all the exam question i have done 5 minutes ago....
10. i like to carry my teddy bear around the home....wherever i go it will be wif mi(except going to toilet)

suddenly i feel vri tong ming xiang lian wif someone.........i read his blog.....even though those post are like 20 daes ago...but i tink he still feel hurt.....as the feeling of missing and loving is sometime so hurtful........even if u hope to stop urself.....the feeling would jus get stronger and stronger......sometime is so strong that it make ur life into a mess........but i reali xian mu him tat he are more dare to express himself out......and reali ask wat he wan frm the person he like.........hope to be there wif him now...so i can hlp him out.....haha......as if i can litat.....

i tink mi and him not onli now thn tong ming xiang lian bah.......ever since we noe each other in secondary sch we are vri similar le......even our motive of action is the same.....always trying to hide things away frm ppl.....trying to use our smiling face or lame joke to hide our real tinking....but he is more brave to review it in the later part......but not mi......