yo lor the blog look emo....but may be it a good thing too....actually the reason i set up tis blog is to pour out my neg thots.....but seem like i nv.....becuz more ppl viewing......

but aft a long tok wif gabby....i tink i sld not bother who is viewing it......i sld let this blog be the place i express my feeling and thots.......

gabby i will accept it........i will pull my ears long long to listen to u..........



yesterdae was my Gor Gor's birthdae.........his lousy sister nv hlp him celebration his 21st birthdae or get him any present......onli jus verbalise say happi birthdae....

suddenly feel like i dont reali noe him (even though we slp in the same room).............becuz when my cousin ask mi wat ur gor gor like and nid.....nth come into my mind.......when they ask wat ur gor gor like to eat....and my mind is also blank.....i tink we rarely tok also.......onli every morning saying "wake up liao"...or "wao lao my turn to the com le lah...u use the whole morning"..........i reali tink that we are not close lor.....

so i tell my mama....thn my mama jus tell mi...it ok tat ur are not close...but jus remember to care and support for each other......ya i tink is quite true........becuz my family hav been working like tis since i was born....we actually don't reali noe each other.....but we care and support each other.....i tink i still cannot feel my family's luv...even though there is a lot.....maybe can onli feel it when i get older bah
got to go to prepare work liao.....
5 more daes to go......
jia you wenya.............