happi birthdae kitty!!!!!

enjoy the dae wif u...............and of course hui min and gabby.............hehe............bought a cute pink dress for her..............i tink she like it too...............

nth much to say..........................

so this the photo we take during the sentosa event..........thnak jia min for taking photo for us.....

all five of us take photo tgt wor......and this the first time the five of us go for the same event wor.......

why my eyes is still so small????? *.*

when has forbes join my jie mei de????

haha................weilian this my short hair.....hehe......

todae was a great dae.....reali enjoy it.............

so played a short amazing race...............reali short...............but wat make everyone high and bond is the beach volley ball bah..................

so we wnet to lunch tgt.............cai kwan was the last to finish................and he eat like hamster...like to store food at his cheeks.........haha........so kana say by us.........liek mus remember to chew ur food......or nid to blend ur food so can jus swallow stright away.....and also ask him to store the 2 fishball in his mouth...so dont have to wait longer....guess wat he was the last person to finish his dinner too..........guy sld eat faster bah.....otherwise hav to let gal wait....this is not vri nice......

i'm under wei yuan's grp..............wif team mate.........yujing(cute frenz), louisa, jenifer, terry(my dance partner) and lastly Bob.........wat a gd combination......haha.....hav a gd time wif them.......hehe.....

i tink i'm having slight burnt.....feeling hot and abit pain.............sian...why i always get sunburnt so easily one.......................

after eveything end abt 9.05pm bah....thn detour abit.....so 9.20pm thn reach busstop....take bus 30 thn change 154...met weiyuan on bus 154............i tink it so qiao lor......haha........but it so tiring due to the long day and super long journey............but at last i'm home................hehe..........i tink i nid more water feel so dehydrated...............

finally todae we jie mei get to take photo again........it so long ago since we last take photo tgt.......shall post it when xin send it to mi......

todae do project on ethical dilemma............super lots of thinking.........haha......so shall blog it down......

wat is dilemma?????

it mean u wan to do sth but yet dont feel like doing it............

noe-ing that it is wrong or no result...but still doing it.....

reali love it................... yet hate it.........

reali cherish it........but lost it................

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todae when IMM wif my papa and mama aft sch.....so mit them at abt 1 plus.................buy some clothes for papa.............all the clothes daady buy is choose by mummy..............see mummy hlp daddy tidy the clothes and stuff make mi feel that shopping wif ppl u like is such a sweet thing..........

i brought them to eat MOS burger..............my mummy luv it..........haha.........but it super ex wor.........so shall not eat so often.........and also becuz it junk food and not healthy to their not so functioning body........
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after tat when back to sch............for miting........and listening to other ppl miting.............so get to noe abit of how tlm event is going to happen.......looking forward to it..................yes!!!! i'm same grp wif yujing................thank to the person who do the grping.........hehe....tlm shall get high wif yu jing......................and get wet wif everyone...........................

Happi birthdae yujing!!!!

hope u enjoy todae.........................

todae was like wasted.........end at 1pm..........but having red camp spartan miting at 5pm.............so i use my long long break to travel to jurong point to buy pressy for jing jing........

i use 2hr to travel frm sch to jp thn back to sch again......................haha......sound stupid............

i realise actually i enjoy shopping alone.............but also feel weird........becuz nobody is there to give mi opinion whether is the thing nice anot...................ya that the onli bad point...........but the good thing is that i can see the things i wan onli....hehe....

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i tink my application form has done le................jus nid to zap document and take photo and i can send it out..................hopefully can be send out by nxt mondae.....since this week i have no time to find all my document out.................haha..................

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my cute mama....keep on asking mi to get vaccination.................she say i always expose to hep B virus so hav to take the vacine every year.................it painful to get injection wor..............have to arrange a weekend to visit a Dr............................................

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life is so stressful.................feel so stress................everydae is so pack........................i wan some space...............a place that i can slp and slp and slp........and die peacefully.........shall forget abt everthing, anything and watever...........

i was super weird todae..................i tink onli jeany notice bah..........since u notice it u may get ur answer in this posting..........

so todae when SIM foodcourt for lunch.................onli got mi and jeany...so we decided to sit at a side..............thn when i was half way through my food.........saw someone walking that capture my eyes............but i tink he nv see mi which is a good thing...........so i saw him walking back to his sit............... thn i discover that we are siting at the same row..............but 2 tables away onli..........so near yet so far..........

so long nv see i tot i can act normally........but no.......i started to have Sign and Symptom of hypertension..............so i asked jeany if she wan to find other place to slack.........

so we jus left SIM...........i tink i'm so cute lor..........or sld i say i'm kuku......haha....

todae practical lesson is super er xin lor..............see video on how baby is being deliver naturally and sugery take out..........

both look so gross..............but i still wan to hav babies......i wan to have 3 or 4....haha.....babies is so cute.........jus a smile frm them and u can forget all the unhappy things.............

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happi birthdae weilian!!!!!!

u are such a nice guy tat i will always regard u as my best frenz.........i wont care if u are fat anot..........shall mit out soon.........

my frenz say tat i hav become more mature compare to when i was in yr 1......she say is becuz i tok less crap le........but i tink i still the same bah........jus tink more le..............(mean older too).......haha......

i also got frenz say tat i'm an AA type of person.........like to do lots of things to attaction ppl attention.............

so after thinking wat they say.........i tink is becuz i'm super outgoing when i see new people......as i will try my best to crap alot to make them feel less left out........

but when i'm wif those frenz ta t noe mi......... i will become a listener instead of crappy person...............i will speak less.............and jus listen bah...........then give a few comment.........i jus like to listen.................

unless we are onli 2 people than i will try to find some topic to tok................

tis is wat i tink of myself......hehe....isn't it wonderful having 2 type of mi............,,,,,

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luckily i nv ask huilin they all to wait for mi for the recee......becuz i my tuition end at abt 11.20pm.......which is their miting time.....haha...........reali hope to go recee wif ur one.................but i do my work too slow le.............but i will go for the actual thing...shall have fun on that dae.................hope tat tis event jing and min will go..........it rarely that we will go event tgt..............

so stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First week of sch nia..........but got 2 project on hand le....and have to present both on nxt tues and wed..............stress......T^T............

half way through............now taking a short break............so wont be tai chuan........haha............

so third dae of sch le............and everyone still toking abt their attachment.........i tink is becuz everyone CA is too happening le.......like...........ppl die....."dirty" thing.......how bad is the ward......stubborn pt tat will pull out anything that not belong to the body............pt collapse.....seem like everyone like this attachment alot too............

todae practical is so R&R............teacher left us in the class for 1hr aft 1hr of teaching.............so we jus tok crap.......play wif the fake baby......trying the manual milk pump..........which is fun......

basically jus normal sch life......haha..........shall go back to do my project...........have to complete by todae................jia you for mi................

today my brain was like going to explode.....haha.............

onli first day of sch lor................and i hav 3 lectures le...........and all teach super lots of things.......while my brain is still in hoildae mood.........

so i guess i can onli remember less than 10% of the information in my brain............shall read up on my own on weekend le...............since nth to do on weekend..........

mus work super hard for tis sem too....since my attachment grade is C again....onli hope that my theory can hlp to pull my GPA up le........................

so happi to see my jie mei again..............we all miss SIM tom yum you mian...............so we have it for our lunch................

actually looking forward to tlm lesson...........going to learn how to self examining ur breast and breast feeding.......haha.............but i also look forward to other topic too....since it abt baby...mother..and mental health..........haha...........

i tink that all i can blog........haha.......

todae is my 111 post le.........................

sry my blog..................i tink i will not post so often le............i will try to visit u more often................maybe 2 to 3 times a week...........becuz i tink i will be super busy once sch reopen.............hope tat i will be able to cope well bah................ (this para abit sot sot....haha....)

anyway yeaterdae IPOD was a super fun, even though i nv join in to play any game......but i still feel high by shouting jia you for np team........hehe....hope tat everyone hav enjoy too............dont be sad that we didn't win anything....becuz like wat kok rui said.......we got the mother while they got the son........quote frm "shi bai shi cheng gong de mama".................haha.........

yesterdae i was so worry for u............luckily there was reply frm u...........otherwise i will keep on tinking whether wat would happen to u...................

BACK FRM CAMP!!!!!

vri tired.................i nv enjoy the camp alot and it quite bored.......becuz i miss out the game section.........and ppl there already got their clique le.......so quite difficult to mix in too..............

i tink the part i like most is mass dance bah...........i'm super high while dancing but my partner is super low....thn gabby say i self high.................. -.=

actually nv reali get bonded to the ppl there...i keep on sticking to gabby onli.......but of course got get to noe new friend lah......is jus that i nv get their contact.........

once i reach home..i jus went to bathe and gone to my sweet sweet bed to slp............i slp frm 2 to 8pm...and here i am blogging.......haha............like pig lidat...........slp for so long.........

yes!!! tlm is IPOD le..............which mean can mit primers ppl......hehe....but i tink we hav to put up more R&R event so it wont be bored..........

yes!!!!!

todae i went to have my hair cut..............

i so xin fu todae..............both my parent accompany mi to go cut hair............shop wif mi........hehe

hope tat there would be nxt time......

i bought a blue bag...............my mama pick for mi one............i tink it nice too..................

back to my hair.................my hair is short and short until cannot tie up.......hehe...........but i tink i look cute wif my new hair style...............i like my hair........hehe........

now busy packing my camp bag...............going for camp tlm...................going to slp wif Gabby.................can tok tok whole nite...............happi........hehe...............

ok todae my first dae of work.....................can say quite slack but also quite stressful..................

so mark worksheet..................luckily got answer booklet one.......otherwise my head will be vri big.........haha.............

feel stress becuz mark until like endless one..................no matter how fast u mark.............there still alot to go.......................haha................

but feel quite ok lor..............since i noe the place vri well le................didn't have much problem coping with envirnoment............thn other teacher there i also noe them vri welll...................so wat can i say.................it a good working envirnoment.............haha..............

but i have to work for 2 month b4 i become a reali staff there..........haha............which i think will be vri fast.............

actually the feeling of without my hp is not bad too......maybe i even enjoy it..........haha.......becuz now nobody can contact mi and onli i can contact ppl (even though i may not have everyone contact............hehe) the feeling is like i have less thing to think...........dont nid to waste my enegry on sms-ing and answering phone.....................but the onli thing tat i dont like is i will tend to lost track of time easily.............

yes sch is starting soon..............................i like sch...................even though it a stressful place..........haha.....................shall see all my friend soon...................can crap again...................woohoo..................happi......:).................

reali have a great dae todae.............yes i reach home at 10pm......on the dot.......so dont have to go my ah ma hse to take key.......

so todae 12.10pm i reach orchard MRT...........i thot i will be late...........but i'm not.........mi and joc were the first to reach despite being late for 10 minutes..............so waited..........so Xue feng come.............thn Caikwan.....thn ting ting........thn hui hui.....thn nic and yee ning............mak and weiting is MIA................sad sia...............weiting is one of Oct babies wor.............and she nv turn up.............but we con't our outing without them.............

aft waiting for a while.....we went to food republic to eat........i ate the fried prawn noodles............i dont find it nice lei.why ppl say it vri nice..............so i tink they are selling the brand nia......haha..........

after eating our lunch we proceed to cash studio family karaoke box.............the price is quite cheap there........so can consider if any one wan to go sing...................i tink hui hui and xue feng have vri good voice...................sld go and sing wif thm more often.............so can get influence by them...........thn cai kwan keep on holding on to the mic and sing jay chou's song............but he always out of tune and rythme...........as for joc, nic, yee ning and ting ting......they are too shy to sing lei............sld have force them to sing.............otherwise like they waste their money..........haha....................huihui is reali high abt wang dong chen lor.................but i still think tha ya lun is the most cute one..........haha.............

i tink we sing until 7 pm bah...............thn we left the place.........................thn joc, nic, yee ning and ting ting nid to go home eat dinner...........so they nv join us for dinner.......................

so after saying bye bye to nic, joc , yee ning and ting ting..................mi, cai kwan, huihui and xue feng when to far east...............thn eat long john for our dinner.................thn go jalan jalan there............nv bought anything.................cai kwan walk wif us too.............not sure if he is bored anot........but he is the one that wan to tag along one...................so he cannot complain or wat also...........haha.....reali have a great dae wif ur...........thank ................

so sad.............todae nv take much photo...................

todae going out wor............celebrate weiting, tng ting, and xuefeng bdae.....hehe..............

so we will be doing..............maybe have a lunch thn go sing sing........thn dinner(maybe)thn home sweet home...............i tink sld be it le lah.........haha.................

my mama yesterdae told mi to be home at 10pm.............and i was like why??????????thn she say becuz u dont have key le....................thn i have to wait for u .................so i will onli wait of ru until 10pm .................if u haven reach home by the time...............u haave to find ur way to come in le(which is go my ah ma hse to get my hse key).....................

i tink i going for a hair cut.................cut until shoulder length or shorter or wat...so dont nid to tie them or tidy them..................becuz i dont noe how to take care of my hair..................

i'm starting my part time jobs tis coming tuesdae.........will be working on tues and thurs nite..............

guess where i work.........................haha........

i will be working in KUMON...................go there and mark worksheets.................

the feeling was quite strange too..............once a std there...............and now going there as a teacher..........haha......................

hope tat i can cope well............................

i tinking of getting a bond again......................so have to send application form again..............

i hope to get either AH or TTSH..............................but the first thing i nid to do is to send out the application form bah...........haha................

i have a wish.....................................


will u make it happen for mi?????????? u still remember u say u wan to mi happi even if i'm not asking frm u.....but did u reali do it.....why is it always a empty promised????
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why is my luck so so bad nowadays ne???????????

todae was a super bad dae for mi.............................i was so sad and wao lao lor...................haiz..........feel like crying now........

firstly i woke up late in the morning............and i fel super pain on my left arm(last for 2 dae le)............so have to rush out of hse while eating my bread............

when i abt to board the bus thn i discover that i forget to bring my ez link card.........so have to pay by coin.......

thn i didn't brought any money too...becuz i thot i got brought my POSB card...but i nv bring the card too.......so got to borrow frm my frenz first............

at first thot of going home to take my cards thn go bugis mit them one...but my frenz say she will lent mi her extra ezlink card and money for buffet......so being super lazy i didn't go hom e lor......

i lost my pen in hospital.................super sad lor.............it the pen rui fang give mi.....i like the pen alot lor......................haiz............

when i board bus out to take MRT wif them..the ez link card tat my frenz lent mi hav no money inside..so have to ask coin frm them again...........sian.......

thn bought standard ticket to take MRT to bugis to walk walk........and i got to borrow money frm my frenz again............

when i reach bugis street...super happi ....finally can shop le..................but i LOST my phone while shopping...............i tink ppl steal it....becuz i remember placing it into my bag.........and when my frenz hlp mi call my phone shi ................it always busy..............sad..............

the phone wif mi for more than 1 year le lor..............and it cost mi 400 plus lei.......but the sad thing is not i lost the phone .......but the phone numbe in the phone and the picture we took in the hospital.......everyone photo is inside the memory stick lor...............i tink got alot bah..............and hear frm azri he got naked photo inside too(onli half naked lah......haha....)and the sms i save inside too.....super sad............how to get back althis information.............haiz...............

stupid mi...luckily my frena hlp mi call M1 to deactivate my sim card......otherwise will be more jialat bah.............but not vri sure wat to do nxt......maybe live without hp......haha.........why not arh.......haha...................

todae is a super dao mei dae for mi bah.............................hope tat tlm will be better..............

hey lakota............will shall mit on mondae.............12pm at orchard mrt...........pls do take note of mi.............becuz i can not make any contact wif ur...........hope tat ur wont be late.............

i got a 72% for this attachment...........but overall 2.1 CA is still C+..........sad................i nid onli 2 more mark to be B................haiz...............................

hey ppl that reading my blog.....pls give mi ur contact again.................i tink through MSN or email bah......................ny email is tohwenya123@hotmail.com

curse and swear that person that have stolen my phone.......................

T-T all my bao gui information in the phone was gone..................so so sad lor.......................

haiz..............

todae is a super bad dae for mi..................... really hope tat some one will care for mi...........even if it fake one..................super down todae...............

todae my cubicle super busy lor..................pt discharging.....patient transferring in and out..........hai wo take para until siao.........but nvm becuz.....

finally tlm will be my last day of attachment...............dont reali like the ward....dont feel any bond there....i tink the staff there dont even noe my name bah.....but nvm....the attachment is ending soon.....why my communication skill is so bad.......haiz......but i also heck le lah....haha....

yes!!!!!!

tlm everyone will be in the morning shift...........that mean can slack le..........after working we are going to bugis to jalan jalan thn break fast wif our malay frenz.......i tink tlm will be a fun dae.....hehe...............

even though it will be fun...i'm still worry abt my attachment result.............T-T....all my attachment result vri poor one.....the bad result i get is C+....hope that tlm will not get D......haha.....half of my atachment already get their result....all ppl get B and above lor......reali hope that i'm not the onli one that get C or even D......haiz....pray hard for mi...............

it my 100th post le.............................haha...................let mi hui kui those who always read my blog one........

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todae is my 99 post le................so fast sia.................and my 99 will be a sad post....................

one of the ward patient died todae..........saw their relative cry until super sad..........saw the AN and my frenz cry too..............but i didn't cry..............and i even feel that the ah ma is xin fu de.................

she is being suround by her family members.............she get to jie tuo frm tong ku..................at last she complete her responsible being a human being....bu yong zai fan nao or watever...........

when i see this ah ma pass away........i suddenly thot of my wai po......she also died in hospital.........but around 5am in the morning.............so nobody was there to accompany her.............she left wif her eyes open...........i tink she hope to see all her children b4 closing the eyes bah.............somore that dae was last dae of sch b4 a hoildae.................so i went to attend my sch b4 going to hlp out in funeral.............i was super sad ........becuz i noe i wont be able to see her and feel her body heat anymore.......... but still i feel tat she is xin fu too.......becuz she dont nid to suffer from her illness anymore........... she dont hav to cry over her son matter anymore...................................

miss my wai po..........................................

but it not gd to hav ppl to die in the ward ......becuz there believe in jie er lian san...............so may be there 2 more ppl to go.................haiz..........................3 more daes to go..................jia you gal

tlm miting pei jun out for miting..................so hav to jia you for the miting too...............hope that nobody will late tlm............and everything will go smoothly................hehe............

todae i got to insert NG tube..........but nv complete it....hehe....becuz i put it wrong displacement..........luckily the staff is there.....hehe.........but still hope to try it again nxt time...........

todae super F**k UP lor..................kana say by a lady on the bus.............say wat laugh until so no manner................stupid.............if some one reali laugh with manner that mean that is not a real one...............becuz it a fake one............maybe i should learn to fake too...........as i surely nid it in the future.....haha.....

suan le...............................

post some attachment photo and some scenery tat i taken during my volunteering:


beautiful cloud.....

nice greenry............

and is vri hot.................................i like nature alot.....i like the green smell...haha.........

isn't the candle light nice..........

enjoying my ice-cream

five babe...................

nic is emo-ing...................

feeling so sian and hungry now...........i tink mondae blues bah........haha..........

ltr got to go work.................not sure if got mood to work ma........becuz having stomachache..........

suddenly hope tat i have nv grow up..............if i nv grow up....thn i can enjoy children's day le...........

happy children's dae to all.................

have to prepare to go work le................super SIAN arh..........but luckily onli 5 daes left.........