In india................. here are 2.5 hr later then sg.............

i'm die-ing for internet.........................

finally, i got to use it........................

i'm bored here.............

YEP lei...............15 days.......................2 days for travelling.........

and onli 1 day working nia.......................

oh my tian..............the rest of the dae touring..................

wat a YEP........................

hope i will survive...............................

i reali dont like all female environment...............................

nv ren shi san ba de..................................haiz.............

so....i didn't enjoy much.......................

more willl be coming up when i come back.............

dont miss mi ppl............

but miss u all.......................

miss singapore food

miss mommy..........

miss my bed..............

miss my rotting time.............

haiz.......................................................T.T

i will be off to india tml.....

todae going over gabby's hse to stay...........

so ppl unless vri urgent pls dont contact mi bah.........

if got anything urgent can call mi via 83424061......

2 weeks of curry........

here i come........

this blog will be slping for this few weeks..........

i tink i will start again onli aft sch reopen bah...............

jus self medicate myself..........

as my doctor onli give mi antibiotic and anti-inflammatory...

so go my hse fridge to dig flu and cough med...........

thn jus pop in striaght away without see-ing the expire date..........

but luckily it not expired yet..............lol...........

whenever i'm sick i will crave for those unhealthy food...........

so end up i eat Mac for my dinner.................

i noe it stupid.............but i reali yearn to makan it wat............lol

futhermore.........i got 2 patient that dont like to eat food (anorexia)

mus monitor them eat.............so to encourage eat.............i tok alot of crap wif them.......

so they will eat without thinking too much...................

i keep on blowing my nose todae............in order not to spread the viral........i always wash my hand aft i blow lor.............

wash until my hand become vri dry.................

sad..................but nvm.........i got apply lotion aft i shower.........hehe..............

busy packing my bag................hope that the thing i bring there is enough.....hehe.....

so i will be flying off on 24 of march and back on 7 of april..........

so i tink ur wont be able to contact mi during this period of time bah.........

so don't miss hor................lol.....................

looking forward to fridae..............go out wif lakota ppl........thn hav family gathering..........

i'm slpy...............(u.u).....................

luv ya............................................

i'm late todae............it super late........

i late for like 25 min..........so according to np rule.....we have to replace 1.5hr

i forgot that todae is first dae of sch for pri and sec sch........

so i end up trapping in the stupid traffic....................

kana say by my CF.............but it reali my wrong bah........

beside being late todae......i also kana send to other ward wif some of my friends to hlp out..........

so we will be staying there for this week.................

we are so angry when we reach there..................becuz the sister actually say that we dont nid student.........

wat kind of words is that.......................

and end up we did hlp them alot lor................

so our teacher decided to let us stay and hlp them............

actuallyi feel relieve when i'm beign ask to go to other ward...........

becuz i so scared that i can't work wif my CA mate.............

i'm so scared that i didn't slp well last night lor................

so quite happi that i have change ward................hehe................

so aft replacing my time............i went back to my original ward to sign out........

acually i tink i onli miss the patient, that i last time pass paper...........

so i actually say goodbye to him b4 i reali left the ward........

thn once i reach home...............i went to visis a doctor.......as my sore throat is getting worst.................

thn aft that when ard my hse market to get those thing tat are needed for my india trip........

i noe abit kiasu....but i tink it a mus to prepare bah..............

todae is super bad dae for mi.........

early in the morning i have a big quarrel wif my mama........

all becuz i'm going out early in the morning.................

she say i have been always going out..............

but i onli went out once in this week..........

but it due to my attachment that why i'm always not at home..........

haiz.................................................

i cried...............................

she also cried...................

but we still con't to quarrel even though both of us hav cried.....

haiz....................

and my stupid bro jus stay in the room play his com.............

she keep on saying why ur bro rarely go out.but u are always going out...........

somemore ur grade dropping le still go out......................

haiz................why can't she understand that different child hav different character lei...........

i oredi vri guai le.....................always trying my best to follow wat she wan.........

thn.........................................................

maybe i'm too guai le.......but wat to do...............

aft it...........i was thinking why my bro nv came and stop us...........

haiz.....................

so i nv go out janice todae.............

nv get to see the movie...................

but i insist to go our in the afternoon.......................

becuz i hav to go to support yujing competition.............

go there wif a vri sad feeling....but try not to show it................

so todae magmun didn't win for the open category...........but manage to get first in female category............

i noe jing jing vri sad................and i noe she will cfm blame herself de......................

becuz she didn't manage to do her own stunt during the competition............

onli hope that she will fang kai yi dian bah.......................

i tink that tis few daes is reali not my dae bah..............

always feeling so low.................haiz...................T.T

Todae is sort of a tiring dae...........

when to workplace from morning till 7 plus.........

and i having super bad sore throat................

feeling myself having slight fever throughout working time....................

aft i reach home.............

i makan my dinner....................

aft resting awhile...........i receive a call frm my cousin...............

saying that my the other cousin has pass away...............

i was like????????????????????

i remember he still vri young de wor............

why lidat???????????????

thn aft asking...............find out that it died of heart attack (in layman term)

haiz.................

life is so short.....................got to try to learn to cherish everything...............

but something is still not able to control by myself bah................

let tok abt result first bah!!!!

as i see tat the amount of visitors todae is alot...........

and i guess is due to the release of result.......lol........

This is my RESULT:

CLINICAL ATTACHMENT 2.1-------------C+

ETHICS, LAW & HEALTH CARE-----------C

NURSING SCIENCE 3----------------------B+

NURSING SCIENCE 4----------------------B

NURSING SKILLS LABORATORY 2.2-----B+

PSYCHOLOGY & SOCIOLOGY 2-----------B

GPA: 3.078...............

not sure to be happi anot........lol......

at least it 3 and above........but my GPA drop by 0.5 lei.....

but somehow i don't feel vri sad or gulity (onli little nia)

maybe becuz i noe i tries my best to save my result le......

as i get mostly C in my common test.................

anyway will try to jia you more in nxt sem...................

sry to those ppl that thot that i can get gd grade.........
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ok...actually i sense that ppl in my ward dont like to appraoch mi..............

and i tink the problem lies in mi.....................

and i'm willing to change frm now on...............

as i tink it vri important that in working world ppl mus be approachable bah.......

i tink in sch also bah......................

haiz....but wat to do it my character lei..............

mus be more open, gentle and blah blah blah...................

yes wenya got to change.................

as i'm someone that will get affect when ppl treating mi lidat.......

aft toking to Rox...........i feel that at least i'm still lucky to have at least 4 ppl that i can tok too......

but i''m not going to mention who are they.......as they should noe bah......

wenya rarely show her real feeling......she will use her sot sot laughing to cover everything.....

getting emo todae....................

todae i have a great time in my attachment....

not sure why...but i notice that all the pt i inc-charge the will get discharge on the dae itself.......

so todae didn't get to pass any report.....lol......as all my patient had left le........
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todae went out wif the guy.............he say i look thinner compare to last time.........happy..........

so first we went to buy ticket first.................

actually i wanted to watch 2 faces one.....but dont have le.......

so we watch the water horse instead.....

aft buying ticket, we went to eat KFC.......it so nice......

but still got 2 hrs b4 the movie start..so we went acarde to play.....

but too bad i'm those acarde type of ppl.......so i watch him play instead..........

but i keep on looking at other guys instead of him playing........i noe i'm bad......

we stay there until movie start............

i tink he dont reali like the movie..............lol.....but that wat he choose the lei....

can't understand wat he is thinking...but in fact i also dont wan to noe...

overall it good....becuz we both did entertain each other.......

i onli realise that i forget to take photo of him when i reach home.......haiz.....

but i tink also nvm bah...since he not that shuai also..........
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i'm vri scared now......

tml result will be out le...........

somehow i noe that aft the result is out, i might loss the onli connection wif him...........

haiz............

tian arh....don't noe wat i'm tinking also...i should be worried abt my reult instead bah......

but i'm thinking of other things.............wu ke jiu yao le........

got a little worry abt u.........

not sure wat happening to u too....

u can find mi to tok if u reali nid someone........

i'm more thn willing to lent my ears to u...............

or even give u advise..................

to all my friend.....................

receive this interesting email frm Yee ning:




this formula is so cute lah......lol.........

i feel i abit more older after having this attachment...

as most of the kids called mi auntie.........sad sad thing.......

but nvm lah...wenya zao jiu xi guan le.....lol........

so my presentation todae...............didn't turn out to be vri well...........

however aft considering that i onli use 1 hr to do..it pretty well done le.........

tml is another morning shift.............hope that i wont be so blur.....

yes!!!! Wenya can do it de..................

going to watch movie tml............... finally...........

i wan to watch 2 faces of my girlfriend tml............hehe......

i also hope to watch:

• rule #1
• August rush
• playboy cop
• the eye
• sky of love
• horton (i luv cartoon)

i tink i will try to watch it.........if anyone interested in any...can jio mi along too........

but i tink i will try to see online tooo.............i noe it bad.....but hei!!! i'm abit busy to go out to watch....lol

wake up super early todae...

becuz i'm working morning.........

plus i got case study to rush............

yes....i finish my case study within 1 hr.....

woohoo................but ltr gonna present it infront of my friend.......

abit scary sia................

yesterdae i got to know abt this sad case.........

she onli 3 yr old...........

but kana sexualy abuse by someone (haven find is who yet)

the abuse is so bad that the small gal have to stitch back the torn area.....

aft reading it.......i keep on scolding KNS......

that man isn't a man at all............

KNS....how can he do this terrible on a gal...who dont even noe anything.....

and for sure when the gal grow up it will affect her greatly de (i tink lah)

KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope that they can catch that guy as fast as possible..........

but actually i tink maybe is the father that who do it de.............

KNS wat kind of father is this...................

super angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first dae of attachment at KKH............

so the standard thing we have to do

• case study (but got 2 lei...KNS)
• take report
• pass report
• take para
• interact wif my small client
• interact wif staff (they are not vri friendly)

that abt it bah................hehe.......

actually i still like normal hospital alot compare to IMH........

even thought the work load is more and more tiring........

get to see alot of cute patient there......hehe.......

but all my case is appendicitis.........so sian de............

so walk to my frenz side to see see lor.......

thn got this cute young guy.......sitting on his bed watching youtube lah....

i'm so tempted to join him......but due to professional image....i can't......

so i pass him a small notes..............

to tell him abt other web site that can watch online drama too.......

hope that he can enjoy it.................

i tink i enjoy more in ward setting compare to others..........

looking forward to tml..........

i luv ward............................

actually i not onli looking forward to tml bah......i tink fridae is also another dae i looking forward too...............

one of the top 3 std is having attachment wif mi too...........

can get to noe her result....lol............

ZzzzZzzzZzzzzzzzz

SAT..........

first timing working wif fang...............

she sitting opp mi..............so keep on having eye contact wif her............

but she seem busy and tired...............

i tink is normal bah...since she hav to complete so much work.........

hope she can survive....................

thn aft work she went my hse to rest for awhile b4 we go to the camp.......

so we went to mit jiamin to take cab in..........................

actually i quite angry wif the taixi uncle de............

wat the hell he loop until paya lebra that side thn go back to west side............

KNS..................

wat aft reaching there................i feel sad for the uncle for sending us there..........

becuz the palce is reali super duper ulu..................

it will have to pass by those "places" too...............

scary.................................

but i tink even though the place is ulu.................the camp is still quite fun..........

as the comittee reali put in alot of effort sia.................

but i didn't stay over..............luckily Daniel is kind enough to send us out and even send us home.............

todae...i jus went to the IT show nia.............

bought a printer............but onli can printer black and white nia...............

lol.............................................................

and also a thumbdrive...............................

hope that i wont lost it again.......................

waiting........................................................................

oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jus hear frm news that HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE is striking this small island again.........

it isn't a good news for mi.................

as i will be going to KKH pead (which mean ppl frm 28 days old to 18 year old)

oh my tian i tink i will have to see alot of this cases............

have to eat more vitamin C ......do twice time more of handwashing.............

and alot alot more............................

paranoid.....................

nxt week gonna be busy bah.........................................

SIANZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally i'm back home....................

reali hope to go for the camp but can't..........

haiz...got to work on saturdae..................

so yesterdae went over to my aunt hse to stay again.............

thn took a shower there..............

but i didn't enjoy it vri much...............

as i don't like to bathe with warm watch but my aunt on the heater for mi.................

i reali wanted to go out to turn off the heater......

but i can't as i'm not waering thing...and i too lazy to put on anything to go out and off it...........

haiz..................i noe sound abit stupid....but i onli like to bathe wif cold water.......
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so todae is my last dae of attachment in IMH...............

i tink i will miss my patient and CI despite the fact i reali hate them at the first place..........

but when we put on a party for them in the afternoon..............

they reali enjoy it and they approach us and tell us that they appreciate us and say thank you..........

wow!!!! the feeling is damn good lor.................maybe that the reason why i stay on in this course bah...................

and my CI actually hug us when we leave............

so nice of her lah........i feel like crying aft that hug...................

but i didn't........becuz i tink it quite paiseh to do so..........

i tink i wont be going back to IMH le bah......as it super far frm my hse...............

next week will be KKH posting le....................

there will be one more ppl coming to join my shift............

and i tink won't be able to get along wif her bah............

maybe i will jus treat her as invisible instead so wont gen ta cao jia bah.............

so tired................

nth much to say too.............

onli can say...............

my wards is in a big chaos todae.............

ppl screaming, wanted to hit ppl, keep singing song.............

i feel quite sad to see them in this state...................

haiz.but nth much i can do also..................

todae my grp also presented our case study to our CI.....

got alot of mistake............haiz............

so have to amend it and give to her again...............

why so niao???? can't she jus accept wat we have done............

it our hardwork lei...................

watever..................wenya's mood isn't that good this few dae....not sure why.......

actually i also not sure wat i'm tinking also.................

i receive a sms frm this guy i noe super long ago.......

he always ask mi out but i refuse to mit him..........

becuz i tink it not safe to go out wif ppl who i dont reali noe...........

but todae i actually accept his invite to watch movie..............

haiz......wat i'm i tinking????????

maybe i reali hope to watch movie bah........lol......

but like at least 2 yr nv see him le...not sure how he is doing now........

maybe can have a nice chat wif him nxt week.......

hai shi hao sha hao sha orh.................

ming ming jiu hai hen sad..................

dan hai shi gu qi yong qi gen ta shuo hua...........

ke shi hao xiang you shi ben dan yi yang..............

wo sheng me shi hou cai neng fang shou ne??????????

wo zhi ji ye bu zhi dao................wo zhen shi yi ge da sha dan........

wei sheng me dao xian zai hai zai deng...................
ru guo zao jiu ju jue wo..............wo jiu bu hui zai deng le...........
haiz..................................

zhen de hao xiang chu qu zou zou.......................gen ni....

todae wake up super early..........

went to TTSH to have my traveller vaccination.......

the nurse reali do it vri fast sia............

but the feeling of numbness come vri fast too...............

and causing my left hand not able to function properly...........

so aft that when to my attachment..................

during attachment........... i'm super paranoid................

becuz i lost my pen in the ward................

ur may think that it not sth vri serious.........

but in actually fact it is...............

becuz the patient might use the pen and kill themselves or hurt others.........

and somemore todae my ward got this new admission where by she not vri stablize de............

keep on crying.....wanted to find her hubby(but they nv ROM).............

she say she is pregnant....but we haven cfm yet............

and i remember my pen is wif her when i went of rmy break...........

oh gosh....went i came back frm break she is hiding in the toilet, crying............

thn i started to peep in (i noe it sound pian tai, but i have no choice).........

thn try to tok to her...and stuff....but i didn't manage to get her out.....

maybe i'm too soft to her le...becuz when my frenz try to threaten lidat that..she str away come out......

haiz..wo ren tai hao le......but frm my observation...she din have anything on her hand or in her pocket.....

so i started to search ard..............and i saw the note she trying to write when i went for my break......

and it it the rubbish bin.................

so i tink there is a possibility it in it.............

so i waited until there isn't any patient or staff ard.......

guess wat i had done?????

yes!!!! i go find inside the rubbish bin..............

like wat i have guess......my pen is also inside the bin.....and it broken one somemore.......

but i feel more relieve aft finding my pen.....

as that mean there wont be any patient trying to kill herself using my pen.......

i tink next time i will be more careful le.........................

suddenly feel vri sad sia...................

yuan lai ppl's sis used to see-ing all those words le...........

so that mean that a lot of ppl saying lah..........

haiz...............

wenya hao xiang da ben dan orh.................

wo xiang zui hao yi hou sheng me du bu shuo le...................

Angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ni shi ge da ben dan...............ben dan............ben dan............

IQ gao you sheng me yong.......

EQ chu li de yi dian du bu hao.................

ni bu dong nv sheng xi huan ting pian hua ma?????

suan le..................ni zhe ge da ben dan.............bu li ni le..............

todae reach home super early lah.........

take like onli half an hour nia..........

u noe why????

becuz i took a cab home...wif my frenz....

she is too tired to travel that long journey..so she jio mi to share wif her.....

of course i agree straight away....since i have program ltr on.....hehe......

but now i'm still chiong-ing for my case study (stupid attachment)......

thank god.....my "sweet" CI extended the due date to wed which is one dae later.....

so mi and my frenz got more time to edit our work.........hehe......

so on my way home......receive sms frm fang.......she will be tong shi soon......

yes!!! tat right she will be working in kumon too..........

hope she will xi guan de environment there...as there is abit gossipy one......

Task to be complete:

1. find more ppl to join the coming primers' camp(7-9 of march)
2. finish my case study by wednesdae
3. must get some stuff for the ward ppl......
4. to stop tinking too much (i don't wan to be IMH pt)

i onli realise that our exam result will be out in 12 more days aft Rox asking mi abt it...........

let countdown.....lol..........i onli hope to have a 3 and above....hehe....
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after 1 week of attachment in IMH......

jia min say i gto kana affected abit........

she say when i tok got abit wanted to cry lidat..........

OH my tian.................but actually i agree with wat jiamin have say..............

i do act abit weird this few dae...............

but i tink i will back to normal aft this stupid attachment bah.....................
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after browsing my old photo..................i reali miss my long hair............

i can't tied my hair with the length now.........sad..........

so i decided i will let my hair grow back to the length.........
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going to my aunt hse tonite................abit sian............

hope that jing's book can kill my boredom............

argggghhhh...i hate morning shift.......and somemore tml still got to presentation........
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paiseh this post abit random...i jus type watever i feel like typing.............

actually i tink those angmo vri poor ppl cannot read my blog bah....otherwise ur angmo will be worse like mine le...........lol.........but those andmo good the ppl also cannot read...becuz it so lousy that it different for ur to understand.......

random again.........pls forgive my random-ness.............

todae is a tiring dae.........

wake up super early to work...........

feel abit sad during my working.........becuz got one of the permenant staff resign le..........

haiz...a few partime leaving too.............

that mean.............fewer ppl working the same heavy workload...........

i tink i going to missed them lots..................

so this coming fridae going to have a farewell party for them in K-box.....

not sure how are we going to survive without them ard sia..............

thn aft work..rush down to pasir ris to attend Alvin 21st bdae..........

Alvin is not the chipmunk...but the lobster during NDP............

he is my tou tou in primer.....hehe.........realli learn alot of thing frm him........

especially how to PR with ppl..........lol............

got to see MAX, tian cai, wee hoon, kenrick(dont noe how to spell)............

so nice to see them....and we are the most damn high grp there...lol.....

and we play some weird game.....but i tink it fun....hehe.......

so stay until 10 plus going 11pm........and hoping to catch the last train.........

so when i board the bus..i ask the uncle is it possile to catch the last train.....

and he say it not possible......so tinking of taking cab home lor.....

but when we are near the MRT station....the uncle actually shout to us that.....faster go catch the last train.....

so mi and jiamin also vri cute.....we run all the way to the train........it so tiring...lol....

but luckily i manage to catch the last train........

con't more tml...vri tired le...go ZzzZ first......