like this song alot...............

even though it quite a old song le.............

i find it so so true in our real life..............

Don't u tink so?????

hope ur enjoy!!!!!

chong lai bu jue de ni te bie teng wo

zhi dao ni bu zai teng wo yi hou..........................................

ramdom.......................too free...........................

or should i say i do work until i'm too sian..................

yes!!! i'm sian...................i hate to study......................

watever.........................pray hard that CT week will be over soon.....................

oh gosh!!!!!!

i spolit my phone...............

it gone into auto shut down when i'm charging it................

thn cannot switch on anymore le......................

i'm so so sad abt it....................

why everytime i got alot of funny photo in my phone thn my phone cfm will have problem de...........

wth.....................f**king angry now.........................

beside this....................my HSE IS GOING TO RENOVATE TML.....................

and i jus manage pack finish awhile ago............................haiz.......................

nxt week going to be CT le.................still lidat...................

i tink i gtg to sch to study le...........................wenya shall survive..................

haiz............................

despite having a poor ending.......................

i reali have fun when i mit out wif my lakota..................

luv them super lots...............................lol.............

we all late for the 3.30pm miting at can 1 except for mak..........

thn he call mi and i called the rest..............lol...........

so we went in late.....................

but becuz ck medalist...................so we get the front seat................

so we feel quite paiseh when walking in to sits....as all the ppl are looking at us(i guess)

i tink he look funny in his graduation gown....................

got to see ck parents and sister........................

his daddy is cute.............................lol.........................his mother so-so ............

his sister look like him..................

ck is the taller in his family sia...........................

the whole grp of us.......................worn his gown and take photos lor...........

so we all physically graduated le...but not mentally...................

aft the graduation.................................

we went to crap in kap for 2 hrs plus going 3 hrs.................

first time crapping so long wif them since the famine camp le........................

good feeling............................

anw......good luck to all ppl that having CT.....................

morning!!!!

i'm going down to tampines polyclinic todae...............

it totally a sian thing to do...........as i have to wake up so early...................

todae is going to be a messy dae for mi...................to much thing on the list le................

watever...." i shall survive".......................

yesterdae actually feeling quite sad abt my practical.........................

i remember studying wif my frenz de.................

but...................haiz.........................

end up the teacher ask mi why i'm able to ans but not my frenz.............

and i was like of cuz becuz i got study mah...................

but actually in my mind i was thinking "becuz i got an engineer brain"

lol.....................haiz........................all my stupid teacher..................

she nv teacher as at all..................and now she say i got emphasis that ur have to study everything in the textbook and rationale it.............................

pls lar..........even the book is wrong lor..................KNN......................

felt reali disappointed by how our teacher reply us..............

she covered her own back side first lor..................so ur std grade not important at all arh.......

doesn't she noe that stf mark reflect how their teacher was...................

haiz........................sad sad dae.............................

didn't mention anything to jing, becuz she flying to japen for magmun competition............

i feel luck that her plane delay....................if not i will not be able to wish her yi lu shun feng le............lol.............

pray hard that will study when she there........................

this shine FANS......................ask mi to hlp her to update more thing...so that moer ppl will noe them..........................gonna miss her......................

miss her pushing mi aft i tok sth lame...................

that abt yesterdae...................

and todae.........................

is ck gradution...............................old freshies graduating...................lol...................

looking forward to mit ting ting they all..................hehe.............

jing jing ask mi hlp to promote this newly set up boy band...........

band name: SHINEE

country: korean

age: 14 to 18 (all so young lor)

set up onli 3 weeks nia...........................

jing are totally crazy for them, which i dont reali understand.................

but the onil thing i can agree wif her is that they reali are cute..............

enjoy bah..................

this video trigger mi in thinkinf if i mind jie di lian ma............

actually i dont mind if he is cute and hot and taller thn mi..............

wahaha...............mi tinking too much le........................

getting more and more busy le................

so maybe will decrease the rate of blogging le.................

too tired le.......................

feel so happi that todae got to knock off early for work............hehe............

so i can do my work.............................

blah blah blah...............................

got a gd new.......................

i will be able to finish my tution nxt month.............

it like finally............................

i have used 2 yrs for tis program..........................

there have been time that i wan to give up................

but luckily nv..........becuz i actually felt quite gd now for completing it.................

YESH!!!!!! i don't have to do any more tuition homework le......................

i have 1 hr more everydae to do my stuff.....................

lol......................vri happi ..........^.^............

ok...todae wenya super duper hardworking..............

going sch early to crash other ppl practical class......................

i noe the lecturer abit sad abt us joining in her class..........

but i told her tat we will be in jus for observation nia..................

her student will be her priority............................

wahaha..............thn she nth to say ...............and she bo bian but let us join....

as her students are the one jio-ing us in..................lol...................

felt vri tired to rush here and there to do all this last min study and stuff............

but it wil be over once the CT is over............wahaha......waiting for hoildae..............

but my mama todae jus told mi that...............

she wants to renovate my hse during june???????

which mean i got no place to stay during june..................lol...............

anyone wan to take mi in (jus 2 weeks nia)......................

my mum give us 2 option...................

1. go my ah ma's hse (3 storey bedlow my hse) to slp
2. go my ah yi's hse (a few block plus a road away frm my hse) to slp

haiz....................how to slp well.................how to bathe............how to do hoildae assignment.............

no comment abt it...........................................

mus focuz on CT now................hehe....................

todae i find my catalytic in study..................

lol.................

my past classmate came over when w are have grp discussion..........

thn we started to tok abt nxt week practical test............

thn we found out that thee alot alot of stuff that we didn't learn...........

so my past classmate............teach us lor...........so nice of him..............

i can absorb quite fast abt wat he is saying.......

and i'm able to say out all the think he miss out............

i tink that the reason why i can score quite well when i'm in yr 1 bah............

we always have vri positive discussion on sch work.......................

i tink i lost my motivation in study since yr 2 becuz we rarely tok le.....................

onli hope that all the thing he say todae will be useful on nxt week practical test.............

jia you wenya!!!!!!!!

i tink i hav been ill-treating my leg..................

yes!!!!! and now it having her revenge on mi.............

i felt so painful walking ard for todae..................

but i still con't to walk as fast as i could.....................

lol.................zhe jiao zhuo si xing hui gai........................

suddenly felt vri vri tired............................not onli physically but mentally too.................

and i noe i will have a super pack hoildae...........due to all my stupid sch assignment..............

where is wenya's life?????????????????

can anyone jus make my life more exciting?????????????

i nid triggering factor.....................

i wan to play hard hard too......................haiz.................

watever...............................

my heart is crying.......................can anyone see?????????????

crying over too much thing that i can even remember clearly wat isit.......................................

i'm not strong as i present myself..............

i'm not as happi as my smile appears.................

i'm jus a human being wif a glass heart................

however i noe that sometimes i'm the one that shutting myself away frm everyone....................

nite time is always an emo time....................haiz...............................

happi vasak dae!!!!!!

feeling super hungry now...................rotting @ home since 11am plus...........and nv makan anything until now...........................

so yesterdae nite went guang ming shan wif my aunt and her frenz.......................

i feel vri relax there..............despite the crowd there..............................

it feel so good to see ppl doing san bu yi bai frm bird view.......................

suddenly have the feeling of bai-ing too..............but can't due to my attire(remember wenya like to wear shorts)

hope that in the next coming yr i can go bai tgt wif frenz (those who believe too lah)

mi being vri nice person i pray for every single frenz (i reali say out in my mind everyone name, no matter wat is ur religious u r..........hehe)

i pray that everyone will be he jia ping an and blah blah........................

so walk frm 10 pm to 12am plus......thn cab home......cab fee is on my aunt............

reach home ard 1am...................thn straight away i went to slp le.........................

thn morning 6am wake up to follow mama and my fifth aunt's family go temple bai bai again..............

as i told my mum that my work place got vri not nice ppl..............

so my mama suggest go temple to bai xiao ren.................haha..........

hope that my work place ppl will be better (which i tink won't bah....lol.....)

thn 9am plus reach home............thn slp again................

thn feel vri headache...so no choice have to wake up.................

thn rot until now............without any food.............

reali hungry................waiting for my mama to cook for dinner...thn makan tgt..............

when reading some article......................

i came across with this phrase............

"To prepare a face to meet the faces that you will meet"

it quite true and powerful if u apply on ur life............................

so hope that those who see this post can learn from this phrase too.................

i noe todae isn't a gd dae.................

not for mi .................but for the people ard(my workplace)...................

everyone seem to be vri weird todae..............

some are happi....................

some are emo..................

some are jus too quite....................

some are extra gossipy......................

and my boss worrying for her son....................

the one of my work friend son..............acting vri weirdly too.............

haiz...................wat going on......................

but @ least i enjoy myself..................slacking all the way, playing wif the student there...

hlping ard.................................heck care-ing those ppl that i don't even bother abt...........

first part of my feeling............................

but second part of myself is actually vri sad....................

not sure why................but jus sad lei.....................

always hope that everyone ard mi wil be happi...but yet..haiz............

wenya shld be more selfish bah..........................yao mai duo yi dian yu cai hao......lol.............

todae wenya vri free!!!!!!

or shld i say i have too much thot flowing in my mind ne????

one more theory out frm my brain:

each person actually have a lot of different of personality unknowningly.................

they will present different type of their personality when they met different ppl................

hence ppl tend to be bias toward some ppl ...............it also the same reason..............

so pls don't ask ppl why are u bias toward this person..................

becuz actually they also dont noe why???

maybe it jus becuz their chemistry are better...........................

wenya are reali free todae......haha..............................

one more theory:

you learn to accept everything, no matter is bad or good, so u will be able to be happi............

but it vri difficult to achieve as people jus can't accept and like to complaint.....

that why nowadays so many people are gossipy, emo and sometime sad...................

hope everyone will fast fast reach self-actualisation stage and learn to accept everything..............

my thot is being trigger again....................

have been thinking......why daddy will like daughter more and mother will like son more????

thn suddenly have this theory.............

like pole repel and unlike pole attract...................

so that mean even if ur are parent and children relationship...............

ur will still dote the opps sex more.................

wahaha.....................wenya de weird weird theory......................
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todae thn i found out that i got one classmate that have the same wavelength and processor as mi..........................

the thing she say is wat i'm tinking @ the point of time too...............

does tis mean that great mind think alike?????????
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someone comment abt mi that wenya u are more daring to tok abt ur thot le hor...............

actually deep inside mi i'm tinking actualy i'm like this seem young............

but somehow this character started to diminish when i was in sec 3.....................

i become a more quite gal and i will not give much opinion......................

haha.......so wenya hav find back her old trait sia............is it sth that i shld be happi abt................

not too sure too...............becuz it a character being suepr duper str forward lei..................

i tink most ppl now don't like other ppl to say them de lei.................

so in overall it a bad thing........haha.....but i'm sill glad to hav it back........................
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this week is an long weekend again......................

to make full use of the time to study le.................

start my engine again..lol...............

blog until here bah............got to study le.................

when to sch @ 12 plus even though i onli start class @ 2pm........

initially wanted to do my research project de.........

but end up playing game wif them in the library.........

the game nid alot of strategies................a good game to train ur brain...........lol

aft that when to lecture.....................lecture are boring......................

but still have to go....otherwise u won't be able to understand wat the lecture notes are writing...............................

suddenly feel like ...................................tell jing anf jm abt that...............

but aft seeing that i have to comit 2 daes for it......i felt quite sian......................

somemore the 2 daes are my working daes...................

haiz..........................i noe i have to work.................if not i have no $$$$ to spend le............

but i wan to hav fun too..............................i feel vri kong this few weeks........................

despite having to handle all my sch work and tuition work and to work.....i still feel quite bored.........................

haiz...........................................

i tink wenya like to have pack pack life bah..........................................lol..................

shall con't to do my work le............................

wenya favourite quote," i shall survive".............................................

watching the korea drama that jing jing borrow mi..................

suddenly thinking wei shen me ren bu yao mian dui zi ji de xin....................

can't understand why............................

why woman are so shi xin yan too..................

haiz............watever lah....................

every tues is the most hectic dae for the week....................

got to study frm 8 to 5 thn rush down to work......................

thn have to rush doing wed tutorial.............

it tiring but yet i don't feel the stress...........wahaha.........

not sure why....but i seem to enjoy this sem study vri much...................

maybe it becuz i did put in effort bah.......................

beside that i tink that my module is quite fun too...................

can train my thinking to be faster and better.......................

i discover that my STM is much more better compare to last yr.............hehe.......

it good sign bah.......@ least this show tha i won't have dementia in vri young age.........lol............

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big big earthquake in si chuan........and alot of ppl died.................haiz...............

thn i suddenly remember wat my lecturer say.............

if u are register nurse and u happen to be @ the place...................

it a mus tat u go in to hlp and provide medical support to the area............O.O........

luckily i'm in sg otherwise i will be vri lost in that type of situation le............................

onli hope that the situation there will be better and the mortality rate won't keep on going up..................................

todae is my first time lor...............

even though it vri vri pain...............


and feel the numbness after it.................


but i luv the sensation when it inserted into my body..............

it make mi feel vri vri excited..........................


when the warm fluid run through my body i feel even higher.........


woo hoo.......................i reali luv it................


where ur tinking arh..................


i mean inserting of cannunla into ur hand's vein lah


this is inserting of cannunla....................but this pic taken frm internet de.............
becuz i forget to take down the photo aft inserting......................

it so so fun to have this real practical lesson...................

hope that there will be one more session........hehe..............

beside having this fun practical..........................

i also have a mock job interview by my lecturer.................it a practical test for one of my course module................

i felt so luckily to get a simple post......." staff nurse"....haha........

i tink i did answer to the answer she ask.but i'm jus speaking without confident bah..............

anyway it feel cool to done this...................

wenya will jia you more de..................yeah!!!!!!

Random photo...............................

this the plant outside my hse.............taken it yesterdae went i came home..............
tis flower will onli open @ nite orh................so quite lucky to see it...............


this the view taken fem sembanwang campsite.....................i went to the same place to see the sun rise...........................but to bad this time i'm alone see-ing the nice view................


ok..tis little cute thing is i make the...........i'm so bored on the briefing dae that.........i use the sweet and cart wheel to play......................but it cute right???????????? lol


taken during ushering for our post yep community service...................
all three of us too super tired.............and we are tired.......................
we feel abit angry that we are onli the few working........while the rest are jus tere resting..............
KNS..................................... the road sweeper shirt is reali sux lor..............eeeeeeeeeeee..........

happi mama dae!!!!!!

now rotting at my cousin hse...using their pc.................

hehe....................mt toopid gor gor is back.................

so he has been using the com since morning.......................

so being a vri nice sister......................i jus let him use lor.....since he nv touch com for like a week le............

yesterdae went to AMK to do post yep com service..............which i think is vri crap lor..........

we go there as usher and food distributor..................wth....................

somemore hav to wear the "road sweeper" YEP shirt......................

but have a good long chat wif jm...................hope that she will noe wat she wan aft the long long tok.........................

and i think i also get a better idea on wat i wan aft this long tok.................

hehe............................life is short.....so we shld live for the fullest.................

is ok if we make a wrong decision on our path...................it more important that u finally noe wat u wan and do wat u wan @ the end.........................

end of my philosophy bah..............hehe...........................

todae is a happy dae!!!!!!

finally my auntie come and knock mydoor le.....

i'm so happi that i annouce it in the gals toilet...........

wahaha....i noe i quite a stupid thing to do...........lol..........

thn have lunch wif my jie mei at kfc.................

this my first time eating kcf after coming back frm india...............

happi...................................

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jus read finish a novel called tell mi ur dream...........

it abt a gal who have mutli-personality disorder killing 5 men but she wasn't being charge cue to her illness.

mutli-personality disorder is actually some sort of jing shen fen lie...where by u will have more than one person personality in a person body..........for example...u will be this person for now but the other person at the nxt moment........

so this gal have this disorder becuz her father actually rape her everydae frm age of 6 to 10...........

as the gal is growing up she don't wan to face the fact.hence she make out another stronger personality that will protect her while the real her will forget abt the incident. since the real her have block the memory, she is actuall living happi wif her father without any problem.

however there is a problem. whenever there is a guy having sex with her, she will kill him, as the stronger personality will remember how her father torture her last time. while the real her will not aware of tat she had kill someone.

sound so complicated.but in overall i jus hate the gal's father........... i can't understand why he mus do this type of torture on his own daughter.......small gal in that age is so helpless, why they wan to do such a terrible on them. didn't they noe that it will become a problem for them in the future. as they will become more withdraw from her own social network. or worst developing the the same kind of disorder like the novel's character.

haiz.................i realli don't understand why??? those gal hav give so much trust to that person, yet they did such a horrible thing on them. wth the guy are thinking or they onli noe how to use their lower body to think........

stupid guys...stupid men....................hope that all this type of person will die in a horrible way...........they shld be punish or even die early for the sin they have done on the poor gal...........

this is jus my opinion....so pls don't get affect by wat is being written here........

wenya having serious mood swing for the past 2 weeks......

due to stupid constipation and late mense..............

but todae i finally relief my contipation le..............

i tink is becuz yesterdae eat too full.....lol....

so yesterdae went to clementi sakura to have our post YEP gathering dinner.............

but the sad thing is that there not much communication between us.........

everone ur clique in their own grp and makan.............

so mi, jeany and jiamin sit tgt to eat and crap..................hehe.........

i vri sad lor...........i eat vri little nia...............

due to my heavy lunch..................haiz...............

but luckily it being treated by the YEP fund......lol.............

so isn't that heart pain..................

so reach home @ ard 9 plus...which i tink it is quite fast..............

aft wash up....started studying again.................

thn kana scolded by my mama...................

saying that i shld slp early and wake up early to study not the opp........

that is also the reason why u having constipation and late mense......

after hearing i total sian diao...so i pack abit thn went to slp le.............

and wake up early to study..............

i'm so impress by myself lah............i actually like to lai chuang de..........but todae i nv sia..........

haha..................

off to sch..........................................

suddenly remember wat jeany is discussing wif mi todae................

so we suddenly started toking abt horoscope...................

thn she say she got a lot of frenz same horo as mii...............

so i started to analyse my horo for her................

like............my horo tend to

• think weirdly
• will do thing that we tink is right even though it wrong
• wan everything to be perfect....
• and super stubborn

thn i tink i have all except wan everything to be perfect.............

becuz i set quite a low standard for myself................

so to many ppl it not perfect...yet i tink it vri perfect le...................

ya.......................see i hav weird mindset...............

actually jus feel like typing to kill my boredom..........

doing sch work is so sian...........haiz.............but i shall hang on................. -_-"

lalala~~~~~~~

nth to blog todae................

everything went smoothly todae...........

but starting to fan nao wat to buy for my mama during mother's dae???

any suggestion.............................

todae i super duper guai lor............

stay @ home to study..............

but fall aslp like ard 3times during studying...........

i tink i'm reali tired..............luckily manage to study finish the things i wan to study......

i'm feel so good todae despite the tireness..............

becuz this my first time being so hardworking........

wahaha...............hope that i can maintain this everyweek....hehe....

yeah!!!!!!

tml my gor gor will be going to his sch camp................he will onli be back on sat..............

which mean................i can use the com whenever i like..............

hehe......happi......^o^

hope that nxt week will be a good week.............

aft studying the whole dae............i suddenly hav a thots..................

maybe i shldn't avoid bah................i shld accept it................

accept wat my heart is thinking...................so i won't be acting vri qi guai-ly............

that my dae...............................

jeany todae tell mi sth abt myself...........which i find it vri true...........

my communication skills are reali bad..........-_-......

wahaha.........................yes i agree wif it........\^O^/.........

i will be vri quiet, listening........ when i'm wif a grp of frenz..............

i will jus listen and tink.............................and won't hav much reaction abt it............

and i tink it shld be fine wif my frenz........since i can be their listening ear................

but i tink i'm not that quiet too............as i will still voice out if i find sth they say is wrong.........

wat i'm i tinking now?????? i tink i express myself better by toking to ppl online-ing and not face to face..................................

i don't mind staying quiet the whole journey wif my frenz if they don't mind too.................

but wenya now can tink much more deeper....wahaha.................

but if ur bu xi guan mi as a quiet gal......i can still be vri high if ur try to tok to mi........

i tink i can........@.@ ...........haha....................

does tis show that i'm growing older (my mindset)......that why i'm tinking more instead of jus toking crap???? lol...............................

happi labour dae...............

my intial plan is to stay home rot de since my mama don't let mi go anywhere.............

but.........................

my ah gong is hospitalise..............so hav to pay him a visit...................onli mi, my gor and my cousin went.....................

but the journey to SGH is fun.................it reali make my dae............wahaha..........

becuz my cousin (who don't hav driving license) actually drove us there............

my cousin drive, my bro looking at map to see how to go there, and mi trying to hlp my cousin to see the cars around us......

it so fun..................but i tink this make my mum heart rate and blood pressure increase bah.............

so aft that we reach the ward my gong staying...it ward 5*.........

it super huanted de (heard frm my frenz)................

before the ward becoming a general surgery ward........it actually a pead ward(for child below 18)

so it actually huanted by those kids that died there...................

when it @ nite time the drawing that hang in the ward may move........

and u will hear small kids playing @ the corridor.........................

and of cuz i nv mention anything to my ah gong........if not................

but jus pray hard that nth much will happen...............

i onli get to reach home @ 8 plus.................

luckily the journey back is by my the other cousin that have driving license..if not my mum wull nag until .......................................

actually abit regret for going......becuz i reali left a lot of my work undone yet............

haiz.......................

luckily tml is a short dae for mi too..................

onli have to attend 2hrs of tutorial and 1 hr of project....................hehe

tml going to makan wif my jie mei le............................woohoo..............

looking forward to it.................hehe...............