omg..i burn my off day doing case study..
my off day~~~~~~
haiz....

to zi wo an wei..
it a form of rotting too....
but doing case study is reali reali boring ...
haiz......

blah blah.....hao men ar......................

yea!!! tml is my day off....
suppose to be a happi thing de..
but got to stay at home do my case study...
hope that i can finish it vri vri fast(but onli hope nia wor)

life is complicate even though many ppl hope that it can more simple..
haiz........
maybe i shall jus wait for thing to be more simple b4 i step into it..
wait and observe...that wat i always tell ppl...and now i got to use it on my own..
but i jus miss him bah.......

stupid feeling.....y wenya always fall into guy easily ne???
haiz.......................

woohoo...todae i take 6 cases le..
and manage to write all my report b4 1pm..
able to do all my changes by myself...
onli nv do my trendcare and my nursing assessment for my new patient..
i tink i jus nid more time to get use to the workload bah..

i feel that my leg is getting use to the standing oredi...
i nv feel so suan and aching le..which is a good thing...

todae also went over to ward 11...saw leonice...
so miss that ward....i miss the bonding there...
but somehow i find some new bonding in my current posted ward too...hehe

so aft work...went anchor point(not sure if spell lidat) wif gabby
we have little walk walk..but nv get anything..lol..
thn we went to xin wang to have my lunch cum dinner
and we tok alot todae...lol......jus got to say jia you gabby..
u will be sucessful de..jus nid to do watever u tink u nid to do can le..
hehe......

dada..back to nursing again...
somehow i feel vri uncertain if i wan to work as a nurse or not for the past few days...
but aft todae i tink i still luv nursing lots...lol....
i luv my patient.....hehe..explaining to them abt their condition and trying to check them out...

but then todae my ward got a case for resuscitation.
omg.....early in the morning i reach lor...
but i don't feel much lei...except for all the mistake done by the health care ppl..
it sort of sad to see how they perform resusciation......haiz....
anyway.... from this incident, i will learn the proper way to handle collapse pt....

wenya is someone quite cold blood bah...
i actually don't feel anything when i see my patient died...
omg....i even can forget when i off duty..and onli remember it again when gabby mention to mi when we are makan-ing...
hope that someone can warm my blood bah.......

yea!!! todae is my day off...
finally i get my DAY OFF..
yahooooo!!!!
so i have been working for the past 12 days..
i reali impress by myself....i was able to work for 12 days without resting...
lol...

i tink i getting use to the environment and the workload..
maybe it times to add on somemore workload...lol.....

anyway...i presented my case study....it a simple one..but quite well done....
yea!!!!!

but got to prepare another 1 case for next week...sian...
but will con't to jia you de...
got to learn to survive in a harsh environment so u will be strong....
i still lucky to have frenz (gabby and doro) tgt wif mi in my this prcp...
they are reali good suppport for mi...hehe...
luv ya lots

ltr on got to attend my cousin wedding in the afternoon..
thn mit him aft tat.......happi!!!!
to my surprise i told my mum everything abt him
and my mama did not say much too...hehe....
but how to solve the complicate stuff ne???
watever...zhuang dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi...hehe...

tired.........and slpy....

i have been working for the past five day
and i got work another 6 more day(including todae) thn i will have my sundae off..
super duper looking forward to it...lol...

anyway...i got to thank doro and gabby for thaking care of mi for the past five day
they reali teach mi lots on how to make my time management good...
i also find the staff there all vri willing to teach..
but i think may be i ask too much...wahaha
or i shld say i'm over dependent on them..
but i think i will be more independent in near future..

i onli feel vri vri tired for the past 3 days..
after tat..not sure if it is becuz i oredi adapt to the work environment bah
i feel less exhausted at the end of my shift for the past 2 days..

got to thank alvin for encouraging mi in my work...
THANK YOU!!!!

my current wish is that
i wan to mit out wif my jie mei, lakota and jiamin...
so so so long nv see le...
haiz.....
but stupidly i got no time...

i also wan to watch movie......watching movie is a good way to relax myself...
but but haiz.....jus feel tired to go out aft i reach home from work...

anyway...todae will be the first dae i mit my precptor finally....lol...
but i haven sign my skill at all wor...
got to tok to my lecturer regarding it.....

shall blog soon when i'm free.....

today my second day of PRCP..
woohoo...
as usually i'm tired.....
but i feel my body is slowing adapting to it le..

so todae take 3 bed ...but onli got 2 patient...
i feel that i'm good at toking to patient
but not good in taking care of them..
wahaha...bad nurse.....

beside that.i'm reali reali bad in my ang mo..
how?? i can't spell a lot of medical term
and also phrase in grammatically free sentenses..
hai.........
hope that it wil get better aft i document more.....

i still like my ward currently....
the both staff i met ytd and todae are super nice..
learn lots from them.....

i will onli mit my mummy(preceptor) next week
hope to mit her lor...
hehe....

tired tired........i will slp aft my reflection

onli got one sentence to blog..

i'm exhausted!!!!!!!

went to see dr..
yea...i get dr clearance that i can work tml
so so tml i will be working morning shift..
yea!!!
the dr vri good...he reali inspect mi...lol...press here and there to see..
and he nv charge mi.....

anyway it kind of pong qiao...after i see the dr..
i met my hkss junior....they say todae is their last paper..
happi for them......
sheali(the junior i taught) say she wan to treat mi..
woohoo..got free meal le.....yes!!!!

but it kind of stupid to see them...that our conversation..
I: why ur anyhow wander around??
they: we just finish our last O level paper
I: oic
they: then u lei
I: i sick lar...
they: why nv rest at home???
I: i jus see doctor
they: thn why no medication
I: because my one don't nid medication..

lol.....they listen until blur i also tok until blur...
maybe that is generation gap????

anyway...happi that i finaly can work le..
but kind of scary...hao mao dun..
tml got to jiayou le......

i'm slacking and chit chating over msn..
my seond last day of mc le..
haiz..

get to noe from alvin that wee hoon and kenrick break up le..
but they patch back again..nice one
happy to hear that...
i reali hope that they will be tgt forever and married lor..
i reali find them the best partner...hehe..

not sure why..
but suddenly like heard alot of break up
y???
maybe to find their nxt ideal partner....hehe

haiz...tonite my mama don't wan to cook
eat outside food until vri vri sian lor..
haiz..poor gal....nv get to eat homecook food todae...

slacking in process...tok to mi via msn or sms it u wan...

wenya got to learn to be stronger..
as i will be starting on next week
aiyo..actually i'm not qi dai at all
since it working

working=no freedom
even though it reali bored to rot at home..
it still better than working bah.....

praying reali reali hard that when i go back i'm able to cope

but somehow i feel vri stress too..
not sure how am i able to complete my skills lor
heard that got to sign at least 40% by 17 nov

halo...i'm onli going to resume my work on 12 of nov...
how am i suppose to sign 51 skills within 5 days???
aiyo....stress stress.....

but it good that i FINALLY can start my prcp..
i have been resting for like 1 month and a week..
that it too much le lor...lol
i will be stronger and more proactive and more confident and etc
hehe...
everyone jia you for mi.....woohoo.....

ooo.....read this form joc blog....super meaningful....so jus use some time to read it bah

1. 真正爱你的男人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。　　　

2．真正爱你的男人，其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。　　

3．真正爱你的男人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。　　

4．真正爱你的男人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。　　

5．真正爱你的男人，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。　　

6．真正爱你的男人，会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。　　

7．真正爱你的男人，不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。　　

8．真正爱你的男人，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。　　

9．真正爱你的男人，可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。　　

10．真正爱你的男人，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。　　

11．真正爱你的男人，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。　　

12．真正爱你的男人，如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？　　

13．真正爱你的男人，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。　　

14．真正爱你的男人，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。　　

15．真正爱你的男人，总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。　　

16．真正爱你的男人，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。　　　

17．真正爱你的男人，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。　

18．真正爱你的男人，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。　　

19．真正爱你的男人，都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他嘴巴所有的热情。
　　
20．真正爱你的男人，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。　　

21．真正爱你的男人，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾．．
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Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.Life's short.
If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.
If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.
Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes.
Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

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To realize
The value of a sister:
Ask someoneWho doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newlyDivorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a motherwho has given birth toA premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

met my boss when i went out to buy my lunch
tok to her abit on my work and stuff
she say she fine wif mi onli giving her my schedule every 2 weeks
which mean i won't loss my income wor...
yipee.....

actually becuz i'm too bored ...so i calculate on my expense and stuff...
i discover that actually i nid my extra incom ede wor..
if not i will be using more than i earn....
haiz....why lidat...
does tat mean that wenya has to ma ma lu lu all her life??

anyway....aft my own physical examination..
i left onli one pox that haven't dried up...
happi...jus wait for the rest that is dried up de to drop can le...
wahaha.....

anway.....i feel so bored everydae...
haiz.....don't noe can contact who too....
jus rot bah.........

it super sian to stay at home for the whole day
haiz....
the onli thing i can do is study and study and study..
wat a sad life it is......
beside studying i also listen to music lar...
so not that bad

anyway todae i vri bo liao
so i calculate on how i can replace my mc
in order to replace everything..
i will not have any PH and got to work for 6 days in a week
it jus nice for mi to complete all my working day if i diligently work 6days throughout my 11 weeks

aiyayaya......

anyway got to gong xi that black man in america....
he won himself the post of president
but does it reali matter us???
i tink it would....since there is some economic crisis...
hope that he can stablize the situation fast bah..
and not jus use his mouth to tok abt changes..
blah blah.....

ok got to rest le..nite everyone....rest well too....

visited dr jus now
haiz...
being given one morre week of mc
wo de tian arh...
somemore nid to visit him again to see if i'm fit anot when mc finish.

ok....
heard from miss tina that onli dorothy pass for the AH test..
so got to congrate doro first..
but but wat happen to rest of my frenz..

pls don't tink we are reali that bad..
becuz our passing percentage got to be above 80%
NOT 50%.....

so i got to study more during this mc period.....

sian arh.....one more week of rotting at hse...
haiz......

sth not related to chicken pox.
i have tinking this few days...
am i reali ready and so wanting a BF..

actually to my surprise i'm not
even though of the fact that i'm always acting so desperately..
i feel that i'm not even ready to hand my real emotion to others
(except for those ppl that saw wenya dry b4 de)
i feel kind of paceful wif myself alone..

even though there are time when i feel that won't it be nicer to hav a partner,
it jus thot tat flash through at times and not always

i'm currently someone that enjoy frenz accompany
and hoping that there are always frenz forever for every single clique and frenz i have..
i still feel fortunate to have my current clique and frenz
aft see-ing ppl that will back stab and bad mouth and etc...

may everyone cherish and treasure friendship and kinship too!!!

tml gonna to visit dr again to see if i'm fit to go to work anot
actually cfm got extend mc de
but hoping that it wil not be long mc lar...
if not realli have to replace until siao le..

onli left those big one wif pus....
jus wait for those to dry up shld be able le...
so so .....any reccomdation on wat food will make it dry up faster???

so todae my mama hlp mi take my kumon pay back...got 500...
but in exchange i got chicken pox....haiz
plus my poor face complexion...
got to go facial more le.....

aft this few days i have come to a conclusion that i will stop my work in kumon bah..
even though it equal to no more extra income..
but i tink it still be ok bah.....
wif my monthly bond money...

anyway i tink i will hav no chance to spend on leisure stuff once i start my attachment bah...
in order to return all my mc date...
i tink will have to work 6 days week plus returning a few days during PH and RD bah...
haiz.........
so so ....those who reali wan to jio mi out...
i don't mind going out aft my morning shift..

so got to tell boss tat i will be quiting or on standby mood nia
plus i don't mind hlping boss to finish the math worksheet as student
so she will have one more math completer.......

lala~~~
wenya is currently enjoying myself bah...

i'm eating vri vri well..
drinking vri vri well.....
slping vri vri well
it itchy...but still bearable de..

i tink i'm currently going into recovering stage..
as some of the pox is drying up le..
and some red dotz have gone too..
wahaha.....

but the onli thing i don't like is eat medication bah..
can ur believe that every dae i drink up to 1.5 L of water to jus eat my medication..
lol...so i tink eating medication is a good way to force myself to drink water too....

anyway..jus hope that i won't gain weigh during this mc period.....