finally i'm having my day off..
yea!!! finally i'm able to get enough slp

when to work wif mama todae..
erm....try to hlp here and there..
so that we get go jalan jalan aft her work
wa!!! receive ang bao frm boss..
but the sad thing is onli 10 buck nia.
ee....
but hao guo mei you lar..

heard that rui fang mama in hospital
also not sure wat had happen
jus praying hard that it nth vri serious
and her mama can get well soon..

so aft that..mi and mama went IMM to makan our lunch
thn thn jalan abit...
thn home swt home..
sounf abit stupid..
but at least i got to jalan..
wahaha...

ok i will be going dnd wif onli jiamin..
jing jing can't make it
same goes to him...due to his duty he can't attend
i will try to have fun there..
and drag jia min along for allt he fun..wahaha....
but now the problem is wat to wear..KNS...
maybe sth simple...hehe...

first of all...happi nu year to everyone..

shall start my post by toking abt chu xi...
wanted to blog ytd...but jus too busy and tired to do it
wake up at 8plus going 9am..
first thing i did is to buy breakfast for myself, mummy and brother..
thn pack and pack and pack my hse..
follow by preparing steam boat chai...
thn thn....went down hlp ah ma to decor her hse abit..
home swt home to bathe..plus reuion dinner...
follow by hlp daddy bao hong bao..
to put money in the ang mo is my all time favorite
wahaha...........
went down to my ah ma's to have 2nd round of reuion dinner
thn hlp my ah ma bao ang mo (so happi that this year got to do this twice)
thn went home....fan my parent to play majong wif mi..
so they also LL and bo pian have to play wif mi

but the funny thing is that...we have onli 3 ppl playing..
so i took out a set lor and i took out all the suo
but when we are playing the 2 round..
i discover that why is there a yi suo inside the game..
wahaha...yuan lai i took out bei instead of the yi suo..
stupid mi ......
but my daddy also vri cute..
still can tell mi he have mo this yi suo for 2 games le..
haha.....
but onli get to play until 11.30pm..
becuz daddy and mummy chased mi to go slp..
all becuz i got to work on da nian chu yi..hai

today...went back to my ward to work
i feel like going home sia..
wahaha...i can so all the things i like and have control over it
todae i get to handle 5 case..
thn i discharge 3 patients and have one home leave patient.
so todae i onli nid to hand over 2 cases nia..

my sweet preceptor actually let mi off aft i pass report which is 2 plus nia..
but i stupidl hlp here and there..
end up also leaving ward at 3pm...
she nag mi like mummy when she still see mi around in the ward..
i'r reali glad that i got her as my preceptor...hehe

faster i went to shower and stuff..thn went down to my ah ma hse to bai nian..
thn off i went out wif my cousin and my cousin's frenz for a movie session
we watch the wedding game....it so so nia lar..
i actually hope to see more de...
i find so weird during the whole movie becuz all the sit on my right side is empty lor.
it look like it purposely left it empty..so that "bro" can enjoy too
aiyo...make mi feel super weird lor..
have mos burger aft it..eat until super fulll
it so so unhealthy to eat so late..but jus no choice lar..haha..

i hope that i will stay at home more tis year.

ok....tired..but good...
went to see majong session..
let mi remind of my wai po...
since young..have been visiting ah ma every weekend
and all my cousin and uncle will be playing majong at my wai po room
while slacking on my wai po bed to see them play majong..
slowly i learn to pick up a little on it...
get capital from my mama and started to pay my sch fee to my bro, and cousin and uncle..
all my memory is that...
i keep lossing..and my bro keep winning..
so in the end..my mama capital is forever the same for every weekends
but too bad they nv teach mi how to count tai..
will try to learn...hehe....

aft that went PS to find jia min, wenwei, kok rui, bernice and yvonne
is kind of weird...haha....like weird combination.
haha...
but hav to thank them lots for letting mi choose where i wan to eat due to my diarrhea
but in the end i eat kwui diao gan wif chilli..
so no different..
i get a few more times of diarrhea aft my dinner....
aiyo...y my body so weak...haiz....

aft that..i left them at 9 plus..as my mama actually told m ito reach home early
so when i rch home.. i hlp my mama to fried the wu xiang..
it smell and taste super nice..
that one of my mama's dish...hehe...
kind of sad..becuz i'm not good in controlling the fired during the frying..
so so ..some too white..some to black
so chop chop finish and bring some of it down for my ah ma.....

then started toking wif my aunt...
toking to aunt is a goood way to relief stress....
luv her lots.......

woohoo...ended my A&E posting physically..
i'm glad that i'm sick ytd...and came back todae..
becuz i get to do all the function test in resus room
get to hlp preparing catherisation and intubation equipment..
get to see intubation..
plus all the chao in drug dilution when pt condition getting bad..

thn get to assist doctor in room 6 to do some repair of head laceration..
get to give lots and lots of injection..
and send pt to MICU...
reali nid to push pt vri fast..

beside all this...
wenya also used 1.5 hrs trying to clear all the embeded stone in the patient neck injuries....
do until my pain also vri suan...due to height problem
but it a kind of achievement being able to clear the stone..
becuz i thot of my way to do it...
the staff jus tell mi...go hlp mi clear the stone out..
it cfm vri vri painful de...so mus do it gently..
that wat he say nia..
and i was ??? for a few sec...
thn i try to take all the things i nid and start working..
yea~~~~~ happi

great experience todae...

nv regret dragging my feet to hospital todae.
in the morning i actually have 3 episode of diarrhea again..
aiyo...la dao jiao ruan lor..
but aft much consideration..
i tink if todae i don't replace...i may nid to replace aft my prcp le..
which is super sian......

but wao!!! i nv have any diarrhea during my work..
i onli hav it aft i end my duty..wahaha...
tink onli jiamin will noe this...
becuz she hear it too...wahhaha...

waiting in process.....
that y i'm blogging in A&E tea room..
hehe.......
i tink i will miss this place bah..
this a reali good place to see things..

wenya todae super sian..
becuz start having diarrhea and vomitng plus cold sweat at 3 am in the morning
kns..at first thot that it will be better b4 11am de..so i can go work
but it worsen..
feeling super duper giddy

so drink lots of 100 plus to prevent myself from getting dehydration..
aft that went to see doctor
thn faster called my lecturer and DEM to tell them abt my MC..
eat medication and off i slp..
slp till around 1 pm...
have my lunch
and i went back to slp again...

i'm so impress by myself that even though my stomach is having hyper peristalsis
wake up at 4 plus..
finding myself feeling super duper hot...
so faster take temperate..
waolao....it 38.6 lor...

so the immediate intervention will be panadol and tepid sponge.
this 2 intervention is so well doen that my fever subside within 20 min
the temperate is jus 37.3...

this show that if nurses reali have time to hlp patient wif fever to do sponging..
the patient fever will be able to subside vri fast de...
right??

all this let mi remind of india trip..
wenya also have episode of vomiting and diarrhea..
i fasted myself for 2 days...
jus drinking isotonic water..
but i'm still able to participate in the activities planned..
i tink it all becuz of jeany and jiamin support bah...

hope that i will be well tml..
so tat i will be able to replace my mc tml and go makan wif my frenz..

that all for todae...
actually super sad that i can't finish my spacialise posting wif my mate..
even though at times i'm hard to be wif..
but they always try to pull mi along wif them..
thank lots to them..
will miss having attachment wif ur de..

i like working in morning..
so i can do stuff i like aft my work..

today went down to chuangyi hoping to get comic..
aiyo....ytd i called them..they say they hav
thn todae i went down..thn they say they don't hav
make mi have the roller coastal feeling...

also went down to clementi to get mommy a few piece of t-shirt..
so she could wear it for work..
i'm so sweet right...lol....

finally after walking so so much..
im able to reach home at around 5 plus going 6pm
so faster shower and myself fresh

off my mommy and i went to the market..
first we grab our early dinner..
aft that went to walk walk to see wat things we can still get for CNY...

so wenya is quite tired...
aft so much of walking...

luckily today is quite slack in A&E..
if not i cfm will sian

another pm shift
todae went down specially to national library to return my fine..
the fine that own for at least 3 yrs..
wahaha...
suddenly feel that it time to return..
since CNY is coming soon...

todae i'm at resus room..
but didn't have any cases in there..
so went to obs to hlp out..
luckily it not vri vri busy..
if not i will be damn sian..
hehe...

tml going to have my presentation..
super long nv present anthing le..
hope that won't stumble tml..

wenya is simply tired todae....

oya...todae get to noe from sumathi that ward 2 is having a chicken pox outbreak..
aiyo...poor siao hong kana too
plus she is pregnant now
i onli pray that she and her baby will be well soon..
but chicken pox is reali sian one lor..
becuz can't go out of the hse..
plus eat those blend foos..
yuckz...luckily chicken pox will onli happen once in life..
hehe..................

unknowingly i'm under a lot of stress..
i'm not sure y i'm feeling so stress..
but jus had that super stress feeling todae.
aiyo...
got to find my aunt on wed for some good massage..

so todae got a few medic, actually they are NS men lar..
they came over to have their 2 days of attachment
they uniform reali cannot make it de lor
onli got one word to say "ugly"
haha....
so they are guys that around our age grp
manage to communicate well wif the pm shift medic
the onli poor guy that working in afternoon...

other thn tat..
wenya reali can't stand patient that is FON de lor..
aiyo...i hope that i can surivive through my 2 yr bonds without feeling tired.

i wan to go watch movie
anyone that i can jio?????

anyway..todae went to bank to change my bank book
i'm so so sad that my account has so little money..
got to try to save up....
target to have at least 3k in bank by june....wahaha...
that a pretty low target...which is hard to achieve..
so got to jia you ....not to anyhow spend my $$$ le.....

life is getting more fan as u grow older...

todae wne tover to ah bin's gong gong wake
to send him off his last journey..
have been thinking if i wanna to go
and at last i noe i have to go..
becuz i wan to send off the guy that luv my dear lots.

i can feel all the sadness around mi..
but i onli feel sad at the moment when gong gong is being push in..
other thn tat..i feel that it good that gong gong has passed away
becuz it mus be vri vri xin ku to lived wif CA..
it reali painful...from wat i see from those patient i nurse

so during the jiu song....luckily got tis uncle rod..
get to noe him outside the toilet while i'm waiting to relieve myself
vri nice of him to acknowledge nursing..and agreeing that it a great job
get to noe him more..while on the bus journey
too bad...nv get his contact when he left..
but it glad to mit someone so friendly in somewhere that so unfamiliar

todae is a fruitful day..as i get to noe more abt dear from eileen..
i will try to noe my dear more...

thn aft that...went down to find jia min to shop..
try to shop for those pressy....
there are 5 ppl on her list..
but we onli manage to get for 2 ppl...
but hao guo mei you mah...

abit sad that jing jing nv reply my msg...
and also kana say by this uncle while looking at stuff..
i'm sad..but jiamin is angry..
luckily jiamin nv burst out..otherwise will be vri vri jialat bah

aft that home swt home...
todae is quite a tiring day....
but i hope that i will remember this day ....and do wat i promised...

feeling super slpy todae..
but still manage to pull myself up at 8am to go maket wif mama
hehe.....

actually i jus wan to pei her lar...
if not like i always not able to pei mama..
i luv her lots..jus tat not sure wat to do nia...

like how shld i express my luv to her..
wahaha..
maybe my hse is too traditional to express our own feeling..
but i still luv her lots.....hehe

omg i find myself getting more and more auntie..
isit becuz of the increasing of age
aiyo.....jus hope that it will not get worsen..
wahaha....

i'm so sian now...all the thing i have been tying jus gone le..
haiz...

no mood to type again..
so in short..
todae is a hectic life..
got to wrk form 9 am to 6plus with on 15 min break

thn went home nap

and boss also commented that i have slim down..
which is one of the happi things..

jus i ended my first week of A&E posting
reali enjoy lots....
A&E get to see alot of different patient
and get to do procedure.....
and furthermore..it computerise..
so we can see wat task nid to be done by seeing the screen...
suddenly have the urge that i wan to go there to work sia

so aft work...went back my ward to request for AM shift for certain day..
thn go flip the schedule for the week we going back to ward..
so sad to see my schedule......

aiyo....i onli get to off on thurdays...no CNY for mi....
nxt week will be the last week for mi to enjoy le....
the following week will be back to ward..
"super looking forward too it"
wahaha.....wenya shall surivive

went down to gong gong's wake in the morning..
went in to see gong gong..
he seem peaceful.....which is good..

but when i saw him..i'm quite heartache
he seem so fatique...
i hope that i can hlp him.....but seem like i'm quite useless...
onli can support him morally throughout this period...
so jia you kay.....

it another good memories in A&E...
i also tell myself to cheer up ..
yes i'm able to work wif a stable mood todae.
got to jia you tml too..

today..actually i thot i will be happi throughout my day
becuz i reali enjoyed my A&E posting
i'm able to tok wif all the staff i attached to currently
and i luv the freedom they give us..
able to perform things independantly are sth that can make my day happi

today geting to see a few funny cases..
get to see diagnosis that onli male will have it

but my mood started to swing aft receiving msg from him
i'm so so worried..
even though i'm wif the cute doctor i mention ytd...

i'm so sad that i'm not able to pay a visit to his gong gong..
not able to be wif him when he nid someone
(even though i did rush down to SGH within 30 mins)

todae i even make the effort to consult Dr tsu abt wat is T-Cell cancer
finally i'm able to understand..
but i'm not able to serve gong gong wif wat i learn..

wenya always thot that i won't cry even if that person jus died in front of mi
but somehow i jus feel that sadness and my tears jus roll out
i feel that suan-ness in my heart..
and out of the sudden i feel that i wan to cherish my family member more..
i shld go pei my grandparents, parents and close relative more....
i shld jus spend time toking or listening to their life story..
i promised i will do that when whenever i'm not working..

life are jus so short...it so short that it hard to guage when that someone will leave..
so i willl learn to cherish everyone in my life...............

my second day in A&E..
actually i'm super tired due to the lack of slp
but but i enjoy todae.
i tink that staff nurse florant is a super nice guy
he taught mi lots.. in procedure room.
and i get to do the things..while he stand beside mi to guide mi

beside him..i also get to known this super nice doctor..
he is not onli nice..but cute too...
he will teach us while is doing his procedure
hear that he is onli 27 or 28 nia..
but he is a medical officer le wor..
hao li hai wor..

wenya also wan to be that li hai in the future...
jia you!!! but in order to do that i got to brush up my medical knowledge first...

anyway...i hope that tml wil be fun too
and hope that i will be able to follow a good and fun staff....

today at my first day posting at A&E
abit blus and stupid..
hope that it wil be better when time goes by.

when to mit out wif my dear frenz gabby after work
abit shock to see her and gwen waiting for mi
becuz i thot gwen will be joining us
luckily not wor.if not i won't dare to tok to gabby too much le..

so went to makan the korea food..
todae thn i realise that the fried rice cake and black noodle it so so nice
will try that in nxt visit

aft makan-ing..when all the way to beauty world to get the belt
it nice and cheap..so got to thank gabby for jie shao-ing

aft buying.....off we went to gabby hse..
we are so motivated that we have exercise aft eating so much food
so we decided to walk to her hse from beauty world
we took like 45 min to travel. which is super duper long
but enjoy the walk..becuz get to tok and plus get to listen to gabby's singing
i still find that she has a good vocal...hehe...she shld make full use of it
but she say she wan to concentrate on nursing
wat a boring ans is that lor... but it wat she will say lar....hehe

reali enjoy todae..enjoy her accompanied.....the teaching session......the showing of facebook photo session....

hope to slack wif u soon again....

ytd was so so scared when i heard that my cousin is kana bite my dog
and she didn't visit any doctor...
aiyo........
mi being a vri concern cousin..
chop chop ring her up to ask for her situation
luckily my the other cousin oredi psycho her to go see doctor
and also for the injection (can't remember wat it called)

hope that she won't have any infection due to the stupid dog..

wenya went off shoping wif mama todae..
i get some things for myself..
happi...
but i was tinking will i reali use those things i buy
watever...i jus had the feeling of spending money

i'm getting sian and tired....
watever it is...i will jus do wat tink is right...
wenya nid rib soon.....hehe

aiyo so so bored..
suddenly remember the topic mi, rf anf jojo tok during working
i reali nid to rib
thn jojo say..why not ur go rig
thn mi and rf jus ask wat is rig
then she jus replied rest in grave lor

mi and rf jus sian diao....aiyo..
we nid to rest but not in grave..

i tink i onli can work in kumon for another few more months bah..
since i'm going to start off in my real work vri soon..
but i tink i gonna miss those kids there..
aiyo....
why mus human grow up ne????
but of cuz i noe i can't stay there forever..
watever i shall jus enjoy the time i have in there..
hehe....

ok.....work from morning till evening..
thn did tell mama that i won' t be going back to makan..
as i'm going to mit Quan for dinner...
happi to mit him...
went to JP aft work to mit him
bought him to eat mos burger..
becuz wenya simply jus luv mos burger

and we have a super nice tok
guess wat...he drving mi around jurong area so we can tok on a moving car..
wahaha..i find it quite funny..but i simply like the feeling too

even though he maight be the guy that hurt mi the most..
he is also the guy that taught mi the most things
todae he also hlp mi analyses alot of stupid things..
which i find it quite useful...............

last time he told mi that i'm not the gal she wan..
but now he treating my damn nice..
why lidat arh...
but this also tell mi tat i can rely on him in the future if i nid it..
i noe it bad to do that to the guy but...
i also nv ask him to wait wat..
maybe jus let it develop by itself...

got to thank him for giving mi that good stuff...wahaha..
will use it preciously de..

finally it weekend...long time don't have this feeling le..
i can finally enjoy my weekend..
but tml i gonna work in kumon again...which i'm happi abt it..
so i can earn money....
$$$ is vri vri important.....wahaha..

anyway today go and kao jiao jialing abt johnson
ytd i forget to blog that i actually see johnson (HKSS de) fetching jialing..
and he is slim down so much that i can't recongise him
end up saying mi dao..
but that ok..becuz main concern is tha he is woo-ing jialing..

so went to tok tok wif jialing todae..
she say that she don't reali have feel for him..
haiz...sad sad....gonna hlp johnson...
hope that i can hlp him too... (actually becuz he say that i'm become more pretty le that y i wan to hlp him....wahaha)

thn date my mama on sundae to go shop for new year clothes again....
i wan to get clothes that is cute and nice..
since wenya can onli go for cute style..lol...
also becuz wenya wan to grow up le..
wan to learn how to groom myself...hehe...
actually i tink is not a wan lar..it more of nid and mus...
since wenya is going to be 20 this year..
Oh My Tian no more yi zhi tou de...sad sad

wenya have went to work in kumon on tues...
aiyo....i can't reali remember my std name..
haha..i'm a bad teacher bah...
it quite sian to work.. becuz of the super big pile of homework to mark..
mark until head big big....
ltr going to mark again....
hope tat wenya can survive from those marking...

ytd have a great time wif gabby..
went jp wif her and shop..
i bought wat i wan and she bought wat she wan
hope tat nxt time can go jalan wif her again..
becuz i reali feel tat it good to shop wif her...hehe

got to go work le....
jiayou!!!!!

i luv lakota lots....muackz....shall mit out soon

back from work
i have been slacking todae...
and it reali observe tat i'm slacking..
becuz i jus keep staying in the OR to see operation..
i find that see-ing and hlping in operation is fun..
i don't a little disgusted by the procedure..
maybe i'm suitable for OT..
wahaha...

suddenly i hav the thot of learning to drive again...
so so......i will try to study first....lol...
see if i reali have the interest or not...
beside that i also hope to learn other skills..
so that in the future i can do other things that not related to nursing...
but wat to learn ne?????

wenya is a bad and selfish gal...
and i have to admit it super duper true..
i'm sry tat i hurt someone when i luv someone...
but everyting got to move on de mah...
wenya has prepare herself that one day she might be the someone that is sad too...
sound so so sad.....but reali can't control wat..
but i had learn that i have to grow up and gain more social experience b4 i can understand him more..
i'm still so childish that at times i may not be able to understand wat he was tinking
haiz......jus hope that he will not be so stress.....

alot of thot starting to pile in my head again...
this is not a vri good sign...
as this show that wenya will soon swing to the low mood...
eee.....which is a bad bad thing...hehe..
got to tink of ways to relax myself le...hehe...
wenya JIAYOU!!!!!
hehe....

todae got to rest..
it so so long that i finally manage to have 2 rest day in a week..
got to cherish it and make full use of it..

so ltr will be a packing day for mi..
got to stay at home to pack living room + cleaning of those small small area....
so jia you wenya....hehe....

ytd when to CSSD (central sterilization supplied department)
it fun to stay there..
but i onli get to posted there for 2 hrs...so sad...
i enjoy packing those things....
i will have sense of accomplishment aft completing one packing..
hehe......i also feel that it CSSD is more enjoyable thn OT..
opps....actually is the fact that AH hav no exciting cases for us to see..
hais...sad sad sad.......

My New Year Resolution

1. to maintain my body weight
2. to learn more things..
3. to grow up and become more lady
4. to save more money this year....
5. to go clubing at least once(since i haven went b4)
6. to luv and stay in passion for my work
7. rest more
8. stop eating junk food and drink more water...
9. to work and tink faster..
10. to be in luv wif all the things around mi..
11. to stay at home more to accompany my mother
12. to do more things for my family...

i tink that all.....hehe......actually if reali going to list in detail ..there shld t alot more bah..

but this few are the main important one bah...

the most most important is to be less STM during this brand new year!!!!

happi new year to all ppl that reading my blog..