wenya finally went to jog le.
wahaha....
but it jus a short session (as it onli last for 15 mins)
even though it short, i'm exhuasted and fully wet aft it..
actually i fel like i'm going hypo aft the jogging
hope that tml will be better...hehe..

aft that went market wif mama..
actually my mama will get happily easily..
so happy that i make her happi..hehe...

have shower thn followed by my breakfast
and and i slept aft all this..wahaha...
wake up at 1pm..and went to find my mama in kumon....
feel abit sian that it rain heavily aft we finish our work.
so we tried to walk around and wait for the rain to become smaller..
finally home sweet home aft it..

started to watch naruto(anime)
plus study abit here and there....
omg....i luv watching anime...
aiyo.....y so late thn discovered..lol....
but it actually becuz don't nid to load that make mi in luv bah...haha...
shall continue..woohoo....

actually wanted to wake up early to have some jogging de..
but wenya simply luv to nua le..lol...
so instead of wakinh up at 5am..i woke up at 7am
hlp my bro to put fleet enema..since he nid to clear his bowel for the ligation of pile..
aft putting i jus went bak to take a little more rest...
haha...thn off we went to nuh after my bro poo poo...haha...
tha whole thing us took around 45min nia lor..
my bro is so miserable aft the op...he say the doctor just insert the stupid protoscope into his ass without his permission...wahaha.....
plus he onli got his LA nia....
so he say he can still feel wat the dr is doing to his ass...
aft hearing wat he say..i jus laugh all the way
anyway..have to thank my brother for going there to have his op..
becuz i finally got to eat in nuh staff canteen again..
i luv the lemon chicken rice there.....woohoo...
thn thn beside the rice..i got to yoghurt ice-cream i always makan in np de..
happi!!!! so i added cookies, mango and kiwi.....
taste reali nice sia......and my mama agreed wif mi lor....hehe.....
aft the procedure...we took cab ho,e
i tink we are all vri vri tired...so the 3 of us jus slp aft we rch home..
i tink the rain is also part of the reason why we are so so slpy bah....hehe..
ltr got to send my gugu off again.....
she going don't where..but i noe it somewhere messy...lol..
hope that she will be back safe and sound wif lots of local food...
wahaha.........
got to miss her....

You Are 60% Interesting

You are a fairly interesting person. Many people find you to be intriguing. You have a dynamic, adventurous life... a life that others envy. You are genuinely interested in and open to the world. You love making new friends, and you're always up for an unusual experience. Like everyone else, you can get a bit boring from time to time. That's normal. But unlike everyone else, you can pull yourself out of a rut. You don't stay boring for long.

wa!!! finally i have time to blog...
or i shld say i'm finally decide to update my blog diligently..wahaha

22 of feb
wake up early in the morning feeling sad that i had my dear piss off..
haiz....but i still went to my hse wet market and ntuc to get stuff to bake cookies for him
aft getting everything...i did the dough at my home and bought it to my ah ma hse to bake..
it kind of sad becuz the first 2 batch of the cookies is all chao ta de....
luckily kang jie teach mi that it becuz i put too much dough.that y..
thn manage to do more thn wat i wan to give him...
so i was happily eating while i was doing..wahaha
out of the sudden (around 2pm)..my uncle say...we going out to makan now..
so our whole family chop chop prepare ourselves lor...
so instead of having our dinner at 5 plus..we had a late lunch at 3 pm...
but i'm happi abt the changes..becuz that mean i can get to see my dear...
so chop chop msg him ....but once again i piss him off....haha....
aiyo..i promised to update u whenever there is changes in the future kay.....
so went to find him wif my cookies...but i tink he was over fed bah....
so i also nv force him to eat it......
aft that i mamage to reach home at 10 plus..
so chop chop went down to my aunt hse to borrow some jing shu..so i can study and start the process of self-actualisation..wahaha...

23 of feb
dear bdae...nua wif him the whole day...
went down to his hse to find him
our intial plan is to go sim lim to repair his external hard disk de..
but due to the rain and stuff....we stay at his home to nua..
also due to my curfew and stuff....
i had to rch home b4 6pm...so i called my mom to inform her that dear is coming over to hav dinner......hehe
but i tink we both not able to makan much of my mama food..
becuz of our late lunch ..but i feel that the carrot cake is nice..
hope to makan that again......
so nua-ing in my hse in process...i simply laugh at his super slow rate in reading comic
and u imagine he can use a few hours to jus complete a volume...
where as i onli use half an hour...haha..
that how different we are.....
luv him to the max.....
i simply luv to jus look at him...
he look super duper cute...and handsome too....

24 of feb
wake up by my mama telling that i'm late for lesson..
so mi being vri vir fast..
chop chop prepare myself and off i went for my lesson..
aft lesson...went home and be xiao shun gal...
pei mama go market to buy fruits and stuff...
thn rot at home until 1pm b4 going to AH for medical checkup
i'm impress by the person who took blood for mi
becuz my vein is small..so by right it difficult to take de
but she manage to take by blood by one poke sia...she is pro....
got to say sry to gabby..i nv pand seh u purposely de..
sry!!! so i left gabby alone and went out wif dear..
aiyo...hao zhong se qing you wor..
i swear i won't do that again....lol....
mi and dear take bus 14 to doby ghaut....
i got to smell him...woohoo...he put on the perfume i gave to him...
he seem abit erm....stress throughout....so i so stress throughout not knowing wat to do...
lunckily got mit wh and ken...they make the whole atmosphere lighter alot sia..lol...
mus learn how not to be affected by dear but mus affect him...
hehe.....
currently i'm still in luv with nua-ing together wif him..
hoping to see him all the times... i tinkit becuz of the honeymoon period bah...

ytd dear received this bomb bomb msg from his frenz.
and todae i received this bomb bomb msg from xf

and jus now i saw this news from CNA:
a 19 year-old-old person is being caught for doing this thing..

i reali feel that the person is stupid lor...
y spread this type of msg...
will make bugis into a small economic crisis de lor..

haiz...
anyway it a false information
so everyone can continue to go bugis shop shop kay...

You Are a Visionary

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June

picture taken during my last day of atachment

mi and my attachment mommy...
unknowingly i posed the same as her..
but actually my intial plan is jus to lower myself to her height nia..
simply feel luckily to have her..
as she is reali friendly and teach vri well too


four babe plus our fave MO....

i feeling more tired thn i having attachment..
have been going out super late for the pass 2 days..
and i tink i'm mama is angry becuz of that..
haha...opps

anyway....i feel that i had wasted half of my day in sch listening stupid things.
it might be useful for my future..
but i jus don't nid it now wat..lol..
so jus slp while they are hsving their stupid lecture

abit sad that the whole thing drag until 5 plus..
so end up my jiemei and i only went to bukit timah plaza to eat the korea food..
yd ate alot sia....feel abit gulity..but watever...haha

after dinnering...went off to far east to jalan jalan without jing
mi and xin so so high when we are in the perfume shop
so aft nua-ing in there for 1hr plus we each get ourselves a bottle..
happi.....wenya first time getting perfume for herself wor...

soon..jen went off to mit her bf...and rox mitng her attachment mate to chiong too
so mi and xin decided to leave there too...

went to amk to find dear...
dear ask if i wan to go home
but i say anything
so i tink he get the hint that i wan to nua wif him instead of going home
i'm always so so ren xing....but that mi wat..
so he bought mi to the marine barrage...
wow!!! i'm happi that he bought mi there..
becuz i feel like going there aft reading huimin blog..
and there is reali a nice place to be..
i like the breeze there...
it jus make mi feel super relax..also have to thank dear for giving mi a nice massage.....
in the end rch home super duper late..
luckily that mama slp le..

but but...todae i kana lor..
haha.....
mama confiscated my set of key...
and seem super duper angry when i told her i going out wif jiamin(becuz when i going out wif gabby i also say jiamin...that y mama have the impression that i gong out too much wif gal that whif this name)
wahaha...
so in the end i use jing and rui fang name...
so finally she let mi out..(sound so sad arh, like kana treat like prisoner)
but wif curfew...( to be home b4 5 plus)

so so off i went zoo wif them
waiwen is still forever that crappy...
i laugh until stomache sia..
but luckily nobody noticed it
zoo seem so fun yet not fun to mi...but enjoy the trip
aiyo...get to see mrs yeo there...feel abit weird..
but i did make the effort to greet her lor (somemore i greet her using ang mo)

but the most enjoyable thing abt todae is that...
we went to fish spa and and shoulder massage...
i feel so reluctant to put my legs into the water...
i can't imagine wat will be the feeling like wif the fish nibbling ur leg..
but in order not to waste my $$$ i put my legs in..
the feeling is more of ticklish rather than pain..
u will feel more ok after awhile...

beside fish...i got to say that the massage is great...
maybe it also becuz dear have loosen my muscle abit liao
that y when the person massage for mi i onli feel a little pain at the intial part..
at the later part i simply jus enjoy it..wahaha...
tis reali make be feel damn good can!!

wenya will be guai kia during thie vacation while enoy it to the fullest..
so when U are jio-ing mi out...pls ask abt my curfew!!
wahaha.....tat all i can say....
i feel that wat rox had say is true...why not u make an extra set of key for urself..
but i won't do that lar..
becuz it an act that will make my mama even more angry
so in order not to trigger anything..i will drop this idea off(but it reali a good idea)

i'm worried abt dear's leg!!!

happi!!!
today do junior in my ward today
it more relax comparing to in charge of patient lor
wahaha.....

so get to slack here and there abit
and take photo wif some of the staff
still awaiting for hafizah to upload the photo..
hehe.......

went out wif my attachment mate for some chilling and fun
actually use most of the time taking photo lor..
and also tok abt those doctor in our hospital..
sry that i'm abit not high..
becuz i'm reali vri vri tired...
but enjoy today's joy and laughter...
anyway our main livewire is doro and nicole lar...
they jus forever super high when it comes to toking abt doctor and photo..
looking forward to our chalet kay....

aiyo...feel kind of sad..
becuz i also feel that i'm going to have sore throat soon..
i tink is nicole spread to mi de lor..
but who cares...wenya will ctil continue to eat all the food that she likes..

tml going back to np...
super duper long nv go back le...
miss climbing the stupid hills from lesson to lesson...
but i find that tml will be a bored day bah
since we will be in lecture hall from 8.30am to 4pm
jus listening to ppl toking...haha..
may be i will use the time to rest instead of listening...hehe...

yea!!! i wan to rest...and earn money during this short vacation...

finally tml will be my last day of attachment..
have been doing lots and lots of wrong things for the past few days
even though i hope i nv do it but...

hope that tml will be a smooth day..
i not going to tkae any case tml....
woohoo....

read this phrase from a online stories

"Yesterday’s history, tomorrow’s a mystery.
Today’s a gift, that’s why it’s call the present."

"只有在你身边时, 我才会什么都不去想. 因为我每天想的其实就是你."

have lots of feeling while reading this lines..
haha......

like in order to give ppl present everyday..
is to share wat u have experience everyday..

and also the reason y i don't tink or miss him is becuz is he around wif mi..


i'm so so tired from my work....haiz...
aft tml i will no longer be jus a student nurse..
but a future staff nurse..
more responsibility will be there for mi..
but but i looking forward to it..
becuz it shows that i'm capable in doing things independently
no more countersign of works..
no more are u sure u can handle phrases from other health allies..
looking forward to it.......

but i will enjpy myself first b4 i go and face those stupid responsibility..
hehe.....

ok....wenya is offically declared as jing shi le.....
saded.....
so this how i look like wif specs.....

3 more days to go...
vri vri vri tired..
wenya had been allocated to the busier team for the past 7 days..
and there will be 3 more days of hectic life..plus lots of mistake..
haiz...
sth i reali hope to give my patient the best care..
but i jus couldn't due to my slowness and carelessness..
haiz......

wenya feel thankful that gwen give her a free ride ytd...
if not i will be rching home at 11plus bah..
that will be equal to not enough rest..
but but ....becuz of her..i manage to get 1 more hour of rest..
haha....
anyway...i stay over in my ward AGAIN to complete my work..
stupid de...haiz........
but throughout this posting i got to say both thank u and sry to all staff..
i reali learn alot and suffer alot in the ward...

actually today i feel more motivated to work....
becuz of wat gwen had said ytd...
she say that the purpose y most of us choose nursing is becuz we wan to hlp ad serve ppl, and also to gain knowledge..
so even though the stress level in our ward is high
we get to hlp, serve and gain knowledge at the same time due to the multiple discipline of my ward.........
wenya wan to be a good nurse wif good knowledge....hehe....

how wenya spend her v.day ne??
actually went ecp wif dear..
finally i got to cycle....but but....due to my eye sight..
so i requested dear to take the double bicycle instead of the single one..
even though it his first time riding a double one..
but i have faith in him...becuz i had to...wahaha...
luckiky no accident happen.....
we nv took any photo....as both of us not those zi-lian ppl...
but to tink back....i regretted not taking any photos....
becuz there is no record on wat we had done..
anyway....i enjoy...despite the fact that we nv reali did much...

i miss him....but wenya wan to know if i reali luv him that much....
hope that i will be able to find this out soon.....
when i'm free from my stupid attachment...
dear the days when i say i luv u again..
mean tat i have finally sort out my feeling for u....

OMG....his bdae is coming le..
but i haven think of anything that i could give him..
all the things i hope to give him is jus too complicated le....
so so .....
in the end i can't tink of wat i reali wan to give him..
wo hao ben wor.....

wenya have been feeling vri vri weird recently
i feel so mei li to do alot of things..
i suddenly have the feeling that i'm not suitable for nursing..
reali...it not like wat i tink it shld be....
can i reali finish my 2 years bond there???
or even push myself for further study and get bond with the hospital a few year more???

anyway....jus another 5 more days....jia you!!!!

sth i was tinking wat is love all abt...
do i reali now how to love..
suddenly have no faith on wat i'm doing now..
i feel lost....i'm not sure on how to show care and concern
not sure wat reali i nid to do..
haiz.....

another hectic day
first thing i did when i rch the ward is to see how many patient i have..
i'm feeling quite sian when there onli 2 empty bad.
becuz that mean that i got to take care of 9 patient..
9 patient is fine
but everyone have to go for some investigation test.
plus i'm super duper sian that i have 2 new admission..
and 3 discharge after doctor round..

lucky i'm still a student
so i still have one more staff wif mi to hlp mi to do things..
i'm so busy that i nv eat..sad sad..
but i luv gabby and hafizah lots..
they came over and hlp mi when they rch for their afternoon shift..
thank alot...luv ur lots..wahaha...

7 days to go..............happi!!!! but still haven get my last week schedule..haiyo!!!

i jus started reading a book called "Boy Meets Girl: say hello to courtship"
erm hope to finish is within this week...
i find that wenya is abit chong dong when she comes to doing things..
she will always do things that she feel that it right...
she depend too much on feelings le..
it time to build up a real foundation on everything she had currently..
i will try to understand and rationale all the things b4 she do..
afterall building a good foundation will make a relationship last longer..
seems like i noe all this things abit late..but not too late bah....

tired to the max....nid a long rest for tml am shift again!!!

wenya is just looking forward to 14 of feb, 19 of feb and 23 of feb.
finally my attachment will be ended in another 8 more working days..
so wenya will jia you de!!!!

wenya got to rest early..
tml will be another morning shift for wenya...
another war time...jialat.......................

wenya will try to love and care for people around her more..
especially my dearest mummy...
seem like i have been neglecting her........
but in my heart i tink i love my mummy the most
i do hope that i won't make her sad or angry
wenya will learn to be more responsible too, so that mummy won't have to worry for mi....

oink oink zzZZzzZZ

jus came back from my aunt hse..
so i hand in some learning fees to my cousin and ah yi..
but ok lar....as long happi can le...hehe..

my main concern is that it seem like i'm still vri blur on how to play..
maybe it true that i forget how to play
plus too lazy to learn it back....
haiz.....

anywhere i can learn how to play majong????
lol.....

currently enjoying my last off day..
2 of my cousin's family came over my hse to bai nian
finally my hse got a little cny feel le
haha

ltr going over to my another ah yi hse...
woohoo..all of us..
and can play majong...
it a good training for mi

since...................
ytd went to ken's hse aft work
my first time learning majong formally
aiyo...abit stress...becuz they all like vri good in playing sia
at first dear teach mi ..so can play quite well
but when i playing myself..aiyo....reali can not make it sia..
but anyway..i got to noe abit on how to play...hehe..
hope that nxt time i won't feel so stress..

tml got to work 10 days straight sia..
abit sian........haiz...
wenya have to jiayou!!!!!

today i'm a junior in my team..
try to give my 3 patient all the best..
i tink i did well lar...
faithfully completing my 2 hourly turning, checking diapers, feed them and checking and releasing the restrainer..
actually both junior and SN job is tough..
but mus see how u able to handle it..

today will be working AM follow by a rest day..
happi......finally got to rest..even though the fact is that aft tis rest i will be working for straight 10 days before i end my posting..

to wif dorothy during bus jounery home..
thn i realise that valentine is coming..
i find that it jus another day for ppl earn money nia..
it actually nth vri vri special..
and i find it stupid to buy flower and bear bear on this day for ppl..
becuz it when the things are selling at it ex-es rate...
but i will be working on that day..
so i tink i won't be able to do much on tat day..
anyway currently onli hope that my PRCP can end fast..

11days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG..i forget to blog sth vri vri important!!
Rox say that i'm more pretty le..
wahaha...
feel like singing "我知道我变漂亮了"

anyway...todae 2 patient in my ward had passed away..
both are not under my care..
i thot of going over to hlp de..
but my staff in charge say that..u haven finish ur work don't tink of hlping others..
feel abit sad to hear that..becuz i reali hope to go over and hlp
and i reali hope to do last office..
i nv, ever try doing it b4 lor..
hai....may be i will onli get to do it aft i started working

thn as for my side..i took 7 cases todae..
happi that i'm able to take care of them vri vri well..
wahaha....
and able to predict wat they nids..
and get the doctor to trust mi and tell mi all the order they wants..
happi.....
plus plus...one of my patient remember my name..
it like..... wow!! finally
becuz wenya like to introduce herself to patient at the start of the shift..
but none of the patient remember my name..but jus noe that i'm a singaporean
so so happi that the patient remembered my name and called it....

12 more days to go....tml will be working together wif hafizah
happi....she is always the nice gal that will hlp mi when i'm super busy...
hehe......................

actually i'm quite unsure wat i reali wan for my future...
wat i will be in the future...
but i thing for sure is that i willl try to do things that i like....

acually wanted to wake up at 8am today
to go down to enrol myself into BBDC.
but not able to wake up..
so ended up i went over at 11 plus..
wahaha..
happi...finally i passed my eyes sight test...
so wearing specs to hlp mi see better (i tink tis everyone will feel that tis statement is fei hua)
anyway..i now declare myself as a student in BBDC....
hope that i will be able to pass everything by one time
and finish everything b4 Sep...

aft that went to kumon to find mama
and work wif her...
i'm not that guai lar...i onli wan to find my mama for lunch nia
but boss ask mi into the room to take both my mama and my pay
while taking...
boss say: wenya did u give ur mama money since u are earning??
i say: No, my mama say she will start taking onli when i offically start working..
boss say: since u have a little income, u shld give a little offer to ur mom, she will be happi when she received it
i say: ya hor..thank u...
so wenya will start giving my mama a small token starting from this month..woohoo....

aft that rush home to shower and stuff..
thn off i went to bugis to find my jie mei...
have dinner wif them..
i luv eating crystal jade..
it my all times fav beside mos burger...wahaha
we tok abt our attachment..and also tok abe the weird weird waiter
thank u everyone.....thank for qian jiu-ing mi for the miting date..
plus sry that i'm late todae.....
luv ya lots........

we went home aft dinner..
as everyone was tired from work, except mi.....
wahaha........

so sian that got to work again.....
sry to bernice and frenz that i won't be able to make it on saturdae...
becuz i'm working on pm shift.....
haiz....13 more days to go.......and i will be a free person....

tata...today is a super duper busy day
i discharge 6 patient
1 to nursing home
1 to IMH
4 to home
all rushing like siao
thn have 2 admission

plus forget to give instruction to patient on her discharge medication
so got to go down to home visit patient
but the sad thing is that not able to find patient at her house
suspect that she not living there de lor
aiyo...watever...i tink the staff tml will follow up

end up onli manage to reach home at 6pm
at first wan to mit dear de...
but he pang seh mi....aiyo...sad sad..
so went to find gabby..to attend the alpha youth thingy

i'm glad that i have attend
it kind of fun and relax to have short discussion wif ppl..
and i tink it time for mi to under christian more..
haha..
anyway my main objective is to understand y life exist in this world
the onli reason i have is that: to maintain the human cycle..
wahaha.....
other thn tat..anyone can tell mi any other reason....

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.
Where Your life is Going
Death
Being Alone
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Looked down on
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

this quiz is so true..wahaha

finally i get to used com again..and get to online again..
i have lots to blog
but due to my STM...i can't remember the whole thing of wat i wan to blog..
wahaha..

30 of jan
told my cousin that i'm interested in learning how to drive
so he told mi..u go enrol lar..
my dad is free to send u there..so i use less thn 15 min to prepare myself
anf off i went down to bukit batok driving test centre to enrol myself
but but the sad things is that my eye sight can't make it
so i wasted my trip down...haiz....
aiyo...
dear came over to stay over..
it sort of sad that we onli can have time for each other during nite time..
so he and mummy tok awhile..aft that we jus go oink oink

31 of jan
am shift...vri vri tired...beccuz it a change from pm shift to am shift..
slp less thn 4 hours lor
KNS...
went primers d&d aft work..
mit jiamin b4 going..she look pretty..
i tink wenwei quite interested in jiamin wor..
women 6th sense

i feel sad that i'm not able to ans bob's question
i jus don't have the courage to ans any of them
i jus wan it to be simple and nice..
maybe in the future i will be able to handle it
i will not stress myself over how to explain
as explain shld be the guy's job..

1 of feb
working am again...
i feeling quite stress over my attachment..
not sure why..but i jus feel the stress level is building up
haiz....
whenever i got to work i will be dragging my feet into my ward..
haiz...
it will be ending soon...and i hope that it will be here real fast

i did a discharge..
i forget to return the X-ray film to patient
so i went all the way to senja road (somewhere ard bukit pajang) to return
luckily i'm quite familar to thr area (all thank to SGB..)
but it jus that i walk alot alot to rch my destination
have to thank dear for coming to fetch mi.
otherwise i might waste another 1.5 hrs to travel back home..
THANK U!!!!!
so he and mummy tok again while i'm taking my bath
i tink mummy was trying to find out wat is his plan aft NS
but nv reali go and listen wat the detail abt..
aft that try to get the material he needs
that abt my day

2 of feb
sry to all my je mei
i pang seh ur...sry that i got to hlp out wif bai-ing tian gong
all becuz my aunt..she insist that i have to hlp
but i tink i will try to hlp but not bai bah
since i'm not "clean"
today is another heatic working time
i starting to loss faith in myself..
i started wondering if nursing is reali wat i wan
i feel so stress nowadays.i'm scare that i won't be able to cope well
haiz...
i nid some enegry to motivate myself
pls jus another 15 days more..
wenya got to jia you!!!!!!