finally i'm free to blog..
today is my last day of work in kumon..
haiz...will miss those kids there...
especially those that i dote more de..hehe
haiz....but i nv tell them i'm there for the last day..
as i tink that it jus pointless lar..hehe.

so i try to slack todae while working...hehe..
got to thank my those who sat nxt to mi..
they reali did work extra hard to today to cover my job..

went to BBDC early in the morning to do FTP thn follow by practical
hai...wenya feel abit mei li le..
haha....suddenly have the thot that y actually am i wasting money on driving
plus currently my finacial is super duper tight..
haha....i'm always so chong dong...
but i will carry on learning it since i started it..
that a form of responsible....wahaha...
like the attitude i always have during my kumon student life..
tml i will be going BBDC early in the morning again..
follow by gg back to my sec sch..
thn back to BBDC again...hehe.....

actually i'm a super slow learner..
i always nid to take longer time thn others to understand thing that applied it..
but not much ppl noticed it bah..
becuz wenya is always doing her hardwork behind everyone
but i'm willing to do so, as it will cfm benefit mi at the end.
hai....i jus always feel vri mei li when the situation don't even allow mi to try...
hope that i can be someone good and pro at the end of the lap of everything
like abit too greedy arh...wahaha...

anyway.....
monday i got to rot with dear half of the day..
i simply love to be by his side..
but i also hope that i don't always stick to him..
as i nid my life and he nids his..right???
so ppl that ard mi...
pls jus told wenya off if u find that wenya jus stick too much wif him.....

oh my tian..
i'm feeling super sick...
i feel like vomiting...
i having a vri vri vri bad headache..
my back super sour also...

aiyo.....
but i'm still sitting in front of my com..
don't realli know wat i'm tinking..
i'm jus trying to do wat i wan
even though i know it wil hurt mi...


hao xin ku wor...
bleahx..............

todae both my father and mother side family went to bai bai for qing ming
my mother side went off at 4am plus
and my father side is 6am plus
intially my mama thot that it will be too rush for m to go for both side
so she insist that she will go to bai bai my wai gong alone
while i go to my father side to bai tai ma

but the stupid thing is that when i gg off to bai tai ma that time,i saw my mama with my other relatives at the market.
they are done wif de bai bai le..
haiz...feel damn sad lar..
i hav been gg to bai my wai gong every year de..
but this yr nv go like weird weird de..
but bo pian lar..
jus hoping that nxt year i will still be able to go..
i cfm will try to request rest day for it de...hehe...

so happi bai-ing down there..
but the onli bad thing is that the sun like quite strong..
my face now a bit pain pain..
will apply cream before it starting to get worse
gg to slp.. to catch my beauty slp...

finally i'm here to blog again..
like super long nv update arh

so jus now went out wif jm and jing
watch the mall cop thingy
the hall super emtpy lor

so i tink i'm the onli one in the hall that laughed super loud..
wahaha....even quite paiseh
but i enjoy it lots.....
hehe ^-^

actually wanted to watch horror movie de...but for jm don't dare to watch..
so bo pian lar...got to choose a comedy....


that for todae....i met sab(HKSS mate) aft i came out from the hall..
bot sure if she doing well anot
hear from rf that boss said that sad don't nid to come to work liao
sad sad.....but actually not affect mi much lar, since i'm leaving too...


yesterday......i thot that i got to rot alone at home
but but ...my swt dear came over to find mi aft he book out..
thank.....pei mi rot awhile....lol...
thn around 6 plus we left home.
he went to find his frenz.while i went to find my fren
have a nice tok wif him....enjoyed...
hope that he will have a good r/x wif her current gf....

tml will be going to bai bai for qing ming..
i luv to go bai bai..
it always so fun....i noe ppl might think that i'm pian tai de.
but it true wat..
it a times other thn CNY u get to see ur other relatives..
that u i realli appreciate this..
plus it a good time to understand or i shld cay say refresh ur memory regardinf ur big big family trees..wahaha
happi......

wenya have been having cramp the whole day
hao xin ku wor...
first time pain until so jia lat wor..
but i shalll survive....if not nxt time how to tolerate labour pain
wahaha..tinking abit too far....

yes!! tml will got to rot together wif my cousin...

haiz..
in the end i nv change my phone operator to singtel yet.
nvm...i will change it the other day when i free again...

aft reaching home...busy busy preparing for dinner..
second attempt to cook dinner..
the result is slightly better thn my first attempt..
hehe....
so i fried an egg with dice prawn
thn 2 plate of veggie
thn gao ki chai dang (soup)
and steam fish...

impressed by myself...haha...
hope that i will be able to do better in my next attempt..

todae went down to AH with mama..
i find myself vri stupid...
haha...becuz actually my shoes size and design don't have any problem at all..
is just that i forget to make my shoes lace loose that y i can't wear...
stupid right?? wahaha
but the trip is not wasted lar..
becuz i show my mama around my future work place
and also get my uniform..hehe..
starting to feel the stress liao....
sian.....

have not been online-ing for quite some times le..
feel so disconnected..

monday
went to BBQ with my attachment mate..
we were all in high spirit due to the effects of alcohol.
overall the thing is fun with the fact the dorothy get wet in the pool..
since it a chalet...actually reali hope to stay over de.
but mama don't let...
wenya is always having a sad life...
but but...i'm so happy that i'm not staying over..
becuz dear get to book out...
so woohooo..get to rot together with him again..
but i really feel sorry that i always hai ni late for ur things..

beside all this..i'm so happi that i sold my stupid pda out..
hehe...even though it just $150...but it better thn letting my pda rest at home bah.
thank gabby for selling it for mi...muackz....

tuesday
went over to BBDC to learning driving..
abit mei li and tired....
yes...this the worse lesson i even had...
guess wat..i can understand theoretically wat the instructor had say..
but i can't do it....aiyo....
so i jus told him that lor...plus is the practise lar...
i onli come a few lesson nia.cfm lidat de mah...haha..
actually i'm jus trying to find excuses nia....bad bad...
aft driving lesson..went to jurong point wif gabby
sry gal..u choose a wrong day to go out wif mi..
becuz i got to go work aft it...
i promised nxt time i will shop wif u longer kay...
so aft that rush to get my daddy and mummy dinner thn rush home
thn off i go to work ...
feel super hungry sia...but woohoo..wenya nv eat anything wor..
i feel that maybe i had put on some weight during this vacation bah..
since gabby keep saying that my tummy like getting bigger...
sad sad.....but i tink will slim down again aft i start working again...

todae
later will be going over to AH...
to take my uniform and change my shoes again..
and mama will be going with mi..
so aft that can go shop shop awhile liao..
i tink todae i will go change my line from M1 to singtel..
since singtel have the youth perk things that say unlimited sms...
so before i finish my student life...i will take up the plan..wahaha...
usually my bill will shoot up due to my sms...
so i'm so happi that there this thing..wahaha...happi.....

eee...gugu jus called up asking mi if i wan to go korea with them
but but it in may..
i oredi start work liao le lor..
haiz....saded
out of the suddenly wanting to go oversea sia..

maybe becuz gor gor going taiwan in the coming may bah.
eee....

haiz.......so sian...

tml going out for BBQ..opps..
i haven pay them yet....
don't have the mood of leaving my house lei...
i shall pay them hard cash tml.
sry doro...

suddenly feel like going back to secondary sch too.
but heard from janice that nid to inform a teacher first thn mus have teacher follow us around cai ke yi...
but i don't have any teacher contact...kns...
wat shld i do?????

actually this test i did once b4..but jus feel like trying to redo it aft see-ing gabby doing it.
and there are some changes aft redoing it aft 18 months

http://tohwenya123.blogspot.com/2007/09/get-to-know-urself.html

this link will link u to the test i did 18 months ago..

actually i can't remember wat i ans the last time.
so this time i jus ans the question wif my feeling..

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

first sry to my dearest gabby...
i chooose to mit my dear instead of going BBQ wif u...

waited for him to book out from his camp
it a super long process sia...
but luckily there is rubic cube wif mi...

happi to see him and his frenz guan hong
it like finally i got to see this guy..
always disturbing dear when he is on the phone
but anyway..he looks ok lar..
not as kong bu as wat dear had said.
in fact can see that he is a nice guy..
will blush when i say that he look not bad..
wahaha.....

so have dinner thn off to his hse..
haiz.....
met his mama...
so so unpleasant sia.....
will get sth along wif mi when i going again..
luckily his mama is quite nice..

home swt home aft that...thank dear for sending mi home...

todae is the day for us to get result..

wenya is quite bored..so she went to read online today.
it ages since wenya last read English newspaper le..

and i came across wif tis article that say ppl working shift work have the higher tendency of getting breast and prostate cancer..

how sad to hear this...
becuz i wil be working shift work for at least 2 yrs or even more..
will i died of cancer someday???
sad......

but this mean that i have to start doing more protection now
like do more exercise plus makaning more fruit and veggie..

miss dear lots...hope that he will be fine.....

forgotten to post sth vri important
that is huimin's friend, jian ying commented that i look cute wif cute character..
wahaha....
i have to admit that beside feeling old, i'm cute lar...
even though this 2 terms seem abit clash arh....

today wake up super early to go BBDC to do my PDL
so i reach at around 8am, while the thing only open at 0830
i was like the third person for apllying PDL and 10 plus ppl there for conversion
but luckily managed to applied it before i had my 4th practical lesson.

so todae went out to road..
and was like finally...
but the instructor not vri friendly sia..
he tok until like i'm so stupid..haiz..
suddenly have the urge to cry..but i told myself that i got to prove to him that i can do it..
guess wat....i'm able to do it...
wahaha....he also commented that u did well for a person that onli for the 4th lesson...
hope that i won't get him again....realli have to pray hard sia....

anyway..it pretty fun driving outside..
got to drive faster... and learn how to drive within my lane..
but actually i'm learning quite slowly lar..sad to say so..
i will jia you!!!! hehe....

woohoo!!!
wenya passed her BTT...
actually wanted to appied my PDL today de.
but forget to bring my specs...
so i fail my eye sight test again..
got to try it again tml.......

went out wif my sec sch clique..
happit tat everyone had come..
but sry everyone for being late.....
i enjoy those slacking, toking and photo taking session.

but i feel super tired aft all this things..
maybe i'm reali getting old liao...
even though it a sad things to admit, i had to admit that i'm old liao..

so..saturdae work in kumon again....
abit tired during work...
becuz have been chiong-ing naruto until 2am plus going 3..
end up super tiring...
but luckily the kids there make my day..
i was tinking i will cfm miss those kids there aft i left bah....

so dear came over to stay over at my place on sat...
i was tinking how to ask my mama sia..
but when i asked..she jus say...he wans to come jus come lor..
haha.....
i tink my mama oredi xi guan him coming le bah..

so try to rot wif him during sundae...
thn off i went to mit my dearest lakota(all my cute children) for joc concert...
miss them lots..
they are still so cute and caring....
hehe..

anyway...the piano concert i don't reali understand lar..
but but did enjoy those pieces that were being played aft the break time..
they reali played well sia....
and they also make the effort to make the things not so boring..

aft the concert off we went to bukit timah market to makan...
haiz..the hokkien mee reali cannot make it sia..
it had a vri strong chao ta taste lor...ee..
but too hungry to waste any food...
so i jus finished it...
other thn tat ....actually the BBQ chicken wings taste good...

sry to my cute children....
like tok too long during our late dinner...
hope that ur nv kana any scolding from ur parents..
i'm so sad life lor..kana nagged by my mama again....
sian........watever....zao hiu xi guan le......

today have reali good rest sia...
jus pig and pig....hehe......
but did wake up and hlp mama to prepare dinner.
i feel happy that i actually cook
while mama stand there to give mi instruction on how to cook..
it turn out not that bad....
onli that it did not look vri nice..
but taste wise it still edible lar...hehe.......
not sure why...but my mama is super enthu to teach mi how to cook recently.
she say as a gal mus noe how to cook.....
anyway i also wan to learn...so that i can cook for dear in the future...
miss dear super lots...

have my second driving lesson
pretty cool...able to control the ABC (accelerator, brake and clutch) quite well
able to make all the turns quite well aft few rounds..
wahaha..

i actually drive up to the kerb at my first round sia..
can see that the instructor quite erm....shock..
becuz i turn the steering wheel like no ppl business
other thn that it quite smooth..even though there is alot of car....

ok todae i did sth vri vri stupid..
AH staff called mi to go down and sign my medical check up report..
suddenly remember..aiya forget to sign on wednesday..
so bo pian lar...went down lor..
thn thot of changing my shoes size..shun bian right
guess wat i change the size to 6.5..
but the design different...so it now too small for mi to wear..
KNS de....wahaha...

it my fault for not trying there lar..
so i guess i got to make another trip down to chnage my shoes design again wif gabby
hao ma fan arh...
wasted my bus fare.....

aiyo...mama is nagging at mi for not packing my room again..
haiz...
got to do some simple packing again..
since no matter how i pack it will be messy again someday..
wahaha......

aft see-ing gabby's blog regarding the quiz
i remember that i did it b4 and my result is sth like hers wor...

but now is different le..
y lei???
isit becuz i have mature a little???
wahaha....

anyway.....todae basically another rotting day
luckily later can go kumon and work lor..if not i will be even more sian....

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others. Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise. Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. In love, you hold high standards... for yourself, for your relationship, and for your significant other. While it's easy for you to impress others, it's hard for you to find someone who impresses you. At work, you are organized and good at delegating. You understand how to achieve goals. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant. How you see yourself: Rational, calm, and objective When other people don't get you, they see you as: Inflexible, controlling, and overbearing

went back to AH for staff orientation todae
quite a short one....
the one that took a long time is trying of uniform and shoes size...

happi to know that i'm allow to get AL during my probation period..
that mean i can go for hoildae le....woohoo...

anway they still qian mi my dress uniform plus i took wrong shoes size..
got to go back again to take it.....sian.......

aft that went to mit jia min and the insurance agent wif gabby...
tok for super long sia...luckily it a lunch tok....
so gabby took up a cash back saving scheme....
since gabby took up sth..so i asked for movie tickets from him..
vri nice of him of giving it to us plus giving us a free ride....

he earning 5 digits lor...so much sia....
maybe it a good choice to be an insurance agent..
wahaha...jus tinking nia......may can go take the exam for stand by first???

but there isn't any movie that attract us..so we went to long john to slack and tok
feel kind of weird wif our combination..
but both are my good frenz.....haha..
so we jus try to tok wif any topic lor and slack until it time for mi to leave..hehe..
mus mit up to used up our movie tickets kay...hehe.....

home sweet home to watch anime....hehe.....
i'm so happi that i'm able to eat mama's vegie curry while watching anime..
i simply jus luv her curry......^-^

have my first driving lesson todae..
it fun...i got to admit it...

but i'm so so scared that i started calling "mama" in la pi xiao xin voice and follow by a drop of tears..
wahaha....

but aft the first few rounds...i feel that i have better control and able to have stable my emotion..
no more tears or calling of mama...and controlling the car well..
wahaha....

anyway looking forward to my next lesson...it shld be fun..

woohoo... i change my blog song to jay chou de cai hong...

luv this line lots...

看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著

i know is quite old liao..but i luv it..
wahahaha.....

enjoy!!!!!!!!

acting guai for the past few days..
stya at home plus pei mama go anywhere she..
and i got myself a freedom ytd..

went out to mit jing jing....
mit her o doby ghaut to watch movie..
first we went to ps to buy the $4.5 Mac lunch..
thn walk over to the cathay there to see wat movie we wan..
aft that we decided to watch marley and me but the earlier ticket we can get is 3pm ...
thn we buy the couple sit ticket (is becuz the sit is more comfortable kay, olus can see more things...wahaha)
so we got to rot from 12 plus to 3pm wif our mac lunch
we went to the fish pond to sit and makan our lunch in a super slow rate plus toking...
thn we went in to the book store to rot...
both of us like to rot in bookshop sia....

but time jus past slow sia...so we went up to the sofa area to sit and tok..
thank gal for giving mi ur ears plus ur pat pat...

aft that we happily went in to the movie hall...
we are super early lor...becuz it super emtpy when we enter..
slowly the hall get fill up...
same goes to the sit that in front of us(it a couple sits too)....
but it being occcupied by 2 guys..
intially i still tell jing jing that..u see also got smart ppl liks us..taking couple seat lor..
more space and more comfortable..
but when the movie is coming to the end...
walao.....mi and jing being trauma dao lor...
we saw the 2 guys in front of us kissing..
and i saw it wif tongue somemore de....
aiyo.....mi and jing jus look at each other and not sure wat to do...
it my first time see-ing sia...reali not that good feeling....
but i will still accept their presence...

anyway aft the movie..i saw weilian while i saw walking out lor..
he look better wif his new spec..
hope to chill out wif him soon....

went to mit dear at nite...
at first wanted to find him at yio chu kang de...but i'm lost...so bo pian he got to come to mrt to find mi and we took mrt to amk tgt...
he look super shuai when he is playing guitar..
but his skill still have room for improvement lar..wahaha..
when to bishan park aft our dinner..
vri nice of him to bring mi there....
becuz i simply luv places that have trees and wind(or shld i say places that is closer to da zi ran)
so went there to play swing (tis is how i get my wind...wahaha)

finally have a nice chit wif him.....
i finally voice out my own feeling....
but not all..i will learn to express myself more de, as promised...
finally he asked the question that i wanted to hear the most..wahaha...
happi.....i'm still super happi abt it now...
i luv ytd lots.....but i nv take any photo for ji lian lor..saded...

hope that dear will read this "we will try together and have our future de..luv u"

feeling super sad.....watch tis....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwLrgxtALWs

this something that make ur day stupid...wahahaa

haiz....feeling super sian..
i hate hoildae...
becuz i will always have less freedom during hoildae
my mama will jus keep saying u have went out too much
but the fact is that i onli went out twice in that week..
haiz.....

my mama hope that i can be at home 24/7
if i wan to go out, best is go out wif her..
haiz......

in the end i will saty at home for most of my hoildae
as i don't wan to make my mama angry
haiz.....

i'm vri vri vri vri vri vri vri vri sian....
sometimes is not that i don't wan to go out
is that i'm not able to go out...
sry!!!!!!

ytd was a slack day
basically jus slack at home and nua
woohoo.....

todae...last min thn date rox out for movie at cathay
we watch the kong fu chief (i tink)
actually i'm not reali sure wat i'm watching
but i noe that i laugh abit here and there

pei rox to have her dinner at taka..
tok wif her vri long
thank for all the advised..gotta use them all (remind mi of pokemon "gotta catch them all")

miss my jing jing lots...
miss my jia min lots...
miss my lakota lots....
miss my sec sch clique....
miss my dear lots.....
hope to mit ur all soon..........

happi~~~
rot tgt wif dear the whole day..
went to singapore discovery centre wif dear for his army family day..
didn't noe that it a family day until i rch there..
i noe he wanted his parent to be there instead of mi bah..
anwyay it feel kind of weird to see his frenz, boss or his men..
lol...all are guys....to mi ..they jus look alike sia..
will try to remember them...lol....

i feel kind of happi that he brought mi there.
erm.....hehe.....anyway i try to be friendly..
but ppl there always speak in ang mo sia..
make mi feel abit inferior..haha...but thank dear for making mi comfortable...
muacks..luv ya lots...


i find that his CO and BCS quite ppl wor...hehe......
the GF of BCS is super cute lar.....

aft that...went back to my hse..
both of us took a little nap since we are super tired..

thank dear for hlping mi to do an account thingy...
i will make full used of it de..wahaha....

i feel that even slacking is so good becuz dear is wif mi..
lol.........but actually i simply luv slacking lar..wahaha..

anyway i slack again at hm todae alone...
haiz...sian...miss dear lots....