nil fever today...
but sore throat and flu is still present

hai...
swine swine swine.......
just heard from the news that hospital is going to change the alert into orange code.
that mean have to wear full PPE during work
aiyo.....i'm afraid that i won't be able to handle all this...
but i will stay strong and survive through it..

the only fear i have now is that..
what if i have...thn i bring home the virus and pass to my love ones.
i can only pray that all this won't happen...

am i worrying too much???

yesterday went to AH surgical wing chalet.
it consist of ward10, 11 and 12
it fun to makan allt he food..
plus help to BBQ the satay..
i can be a satay woman liao..
wahaha....

other this, i hlp to throw dorothy into the pool
when allt he ward 12 ppl were trying to grab ppl and throw into the pool
feel kind of bad after i throw, becuz dorothy don't have any changing clothes.
left quite early. so didn't really get to bond with my ward ppl nor my past prcp ward.
felt abit sad, as i love to tok....
so i try my very best to chase the last shuttle bus provided by aloha loyang.
so happy that i managed to board the bus, if not it willb e a long journey out..
slp throughtout the whole journey home with hmone.

once i reach home, chop chop shower and stuff..
off i went to visit a doctor..
as my stupid sore throat and flu have not recover yet..
aiyo..the consultation super expensive sia..
heart pain......
but the doctor jus commented that my throat look better,
so he never prescribe my any antibiotic,
he jus give mi anti-inflammatory and lozenages
it so so qiao that i met ruifang and shihua in the clinic.
so shi hua is sick tooo...

it so so scary to sick now, luckily i don't have any fever.
all becuz of the stupid swin flu..
haiz...anyway there still don't have any confirmed cases in sg
but onli a few suspected cases in TTSH, and SGH..
praying hard that the flu won't hit Sg..
but it so difficult to say due to the fact that now the world has globalize..
hope that everything will be find and don't rise of any code..
if not working in hospital will be terrible..
imagine, not having any aircon..plus u nid to wear the whole protecting equipment.
i will be doing free sunna everyday............

ytd went to AH early in the morning
tinking that i'm late for the seminar..
but guess wat..i'm super early...
chop chop went back to my ward to settle my rooster and stuff..
thn off i went to cheer to get my breakfast
thn back to auditorium for the seminar..
but i left the seminar early to find dear..

woohoo...
sticking wif him the whole day again
we had our lunch at waraku in novena..
it delicious...no wonder luv it lots....
thn off we go to far east to shop shop
dear say that i shld change my image..
which i totally agreed with him..
but but i simply hate shopping de...
becuz i don't have the stamina..
the most i can shop is 2 hours nia..
i noe that dear is also the same..
but we jus try to walk walk lor...
i got myself a jacket and a tube dress..
the jacket i cfm will wear de..but the tube dress ar..
see how lar......

dear feel quite bad that he nv take great care of mi..
but is ok lar..
i feel that i shld be the one taking care of u ..
since i'm a gal while u are guy!!!
haha.... i willt ry my best to take care of u...
luv ya.....

today...not a veery good day for mi..
i was almost late today...but luckily nv..
thn i got a patient that absconded..
thn i can't remember all my cases at my finger tip
i'm such a failure.....
but i shal learn through allt his shit..wahaha...

anyway..i learn how to do ehor...
even before my induction program teach mi..
so i'm sort of independent learner arh..haha...

anway tml will be a slack day bah....

wenya is super duper sick today
so went to vist a doctor after waking up by mama
so my swt mama accompanied to clinic and pay the fees for me..
luv her lots man.....wahaha...

so i'm currently dignose with sore throat, flu and cough
guess wat..wenya able to swallow her med sia...
maybe becuz i'm older now, that y i dared to swallow..hehe..
the cough mixture taste yucky sia..
bleah.....i will try not to take that since that not my main concern..

so my first day off is being use to rest...feel damn sian sia..
but nvm...xiu xi shi wei le zou geng zhang yuan de lu..
woohoo...............
so i'm trying to dl audition..
i noe i'm able slow, but but at least i did make the attempt to start right
my reason for playing is that i wan to make my reflex action faster.
so that in the future i will be able to function faster and better
hope that it will work...wahaha....

miss dear super lots sia......tml will be able to see him aft my seminar in hosp..
woohoo.............

my pay is coming in tml...happy...happy..
my first pay wor......but i tink it will not be enough for mi to use sia..since i hve so much tink in my mind that i wanna to do...hehe....

dada....
today work morning shift..
super tired...haha....
went home straight away to rest...
yes..tml will be morning again...and it will be my rest day

i'm so sad that intially i have 2 rest days de..
but but my rest day on saturdae i have to go back to AH to attend seminar..
kns....haiz......
but to look positively...
it a vri good tok to attend...as it will hlp mi in the future if i wan to further study or go into research line...
so my sat will be burn by attending tok from morning to evening..
sad sad sad.........
but wat to do...

yes!!! today is 22 of apr liao
that mean i got to get my pay after 3 more days
but i tink i will not have money to spend on myself..
since i got so much commitment..
sian......................

anyway ..today i have tis patient that keep on taking off her clothes..
luckily she is in single room..
if not she will be expose to the public sia....
aiyo...
hlp her wear thn she jus took off..
hlp her wear again..and she took it off again..
zhen ma fan......but we still have to hlp her wear back....

life is sad when u started working...
becuz ur social network will be narrow down as time goes by..
haizzzzzz..
hope that tis won't happen to mi...

Friday
nth much today..jus went hopsital for induction program from morning to lunch
thn sister tok to us abt fire emergency again..
thn aft that we went to AH celebration (i also not sure wat isit)
happy that we went for that celebration so don't nid to stay ain ward to waork..
but the thing is quite boring..
as it jus those da a li de ren toking..
aiyo...si bei sian ....
got to leave the compound at 1700hr...
so chop chop went home lor..since sat will be a morning shift..

saturday
morning shift...but becuz bo junior at the behind team..
so i was junior for the day
happi....even though it tax-ing during work..
but will not feel that stress as u are not the in-charge..
mit dear at AH becuz he wanted to visit the dr in A&E
dear gotten MC till mon for his sore eye....
but despite his sore eye, we still went to doby ghaut to have our movie, dou hua, shop shop
rch home super late sia.....
the main cause is that we stay bukit merah to slack for too long liao..
enjoy the slacking lots..woohoo

sunday
went out early in the morning to learn driving
after that went to mit wanyan to take the mims book from her
thn have a nice brunch wif her at mac..

thn off i went to dear's hse....
my intial plan is that i cn take care of him...
but end up his mama is the one cooking while dea play his com and mi reading my book
the onli thing i do is helping dear to appied his ointment and eye drop on his eyes nia....

rot at his house...thn his daddy came home..
i was shock...first time see-ing his daddy offically..
i tink his daddy was more shock to see a gal sitting on top of his son lap reading book bah...haha...

soon...i started to feel weird lar..
so i ask dear can go and slp at his bed.....
went for a nap with dear.....
but we were woke up by his mama...saying that ur dad wanted dear to do sth for him..
so off he went out...while i con't to slp..
but i also woke up aft due to my full bladder..
when i went out..his daddy look at mi in a weird way..
like trying to ask y is tis gal in my hse....haha...

slack and slack...thn went out to have dinner wif his family..
i have some internal struggle...
tinking whether to join or not to join...
it jus so weird..... so i try to tok to auntie nia...
aft our dinner...off we went to ECP to fish sia..
first time for mi and same goes to his family...
i tink this fishing outing did make his daddy like mi a little...
becuz i try to hlp and stuff....
i hlp to handle the living earthworm..trying to take it out and make it into smaller pieces..
y am i doing it..becuz theyu don't dare to do it...haha...
so i jus try to hlp lor..if not don't nid to fish liao le....
we caught 2 vri small fish...
ony by dear and one by mi...woohooo.
thn his cute bro say...i will not go hom eunless i caught one.
but luckily bo lar....

dear's parent said to send mi home first ..
as it quite late and also i told dear's mama that i will be scolded by my mama
so dear is the driver...he drove as fast as he could....
this make mi feel quite sweet of him....haha....
he also accompany mi to go home.. while his family wait for him in the car..
feel super paiseh...
thn he kana all the scolding from my mama..
wahaha.....thank dear for kana it for mi.......

but somehow i feel the care and concer from my parents sia..
i nv felt that b4......i promised i will take great care of them even aft i married..

monday
ward attachment followed by induction program.
aft that went to AMK to accompany dear to see dr..
his sore-eye haven recover yea...
becuz he bu ting hua....

he got 2 more days of MC....
actually i tink he quite poor thing sia..
becuz this 3 days dear asctually had his DI duty..
so that mean dear got to complete all his 7 DI duty in the following month.
jus hoping that dear can surivive in may....

today is a slack working day..
nv really get to do much things..
hehe...

ok i cfm wif my sister liao..
day that we are having induction programe, we will not get allowance
but we will get allowances when we working shift in wards..
good news wor...

tml wil be working AM shift...
there will be fire drill sia..
which means....got to run when the alarm goes off.
sound stupid right...
plus it things like onli student will do de..
haiz..but bo pian lar..
tml got to run without my patient..wahaha

back to today...
i'm happy that i went running again..
to my surprise i did continue going for my running..
i'm freaking tired lor....haha
but i shall jia you!!!

woohoo..
went for a half an hour run aft back from work
i know ur will ask y right??
becuz Eleanor words make me to tink

if i really wan to exercise i should make any excuse and jus do it..

beside that..
i have been reading the 7 habits of effective people(all AH staff must read sia, so bo pian have to chop chop finish the book)
from the book, it said sth like
read down ur goal or it will jus be a wish
so i chop chop write down my exercise plan and startyed wif it..
wahaha..
hope that i can subtain it longer thn my last plan..hehe..

but i tink shldn't be a problem
since i find myself more discipline when i started working..
woohoo...

ytd i nurse a patient..
and the patient have ? aspiration sydrome during my shift
and cfm have aspiration during nite shift..
i tink it my fault...
i shld have nurse the patient personally de..
i shldn't have leave the ITE std nurse to feed that ah am alone.
but we did nurse ah ma in upright position when we are feeding her wor.
haiz....i shld be more observant when it come to life bah...
and my poor patient have to stay in MICU...wif intubation and stuff..
i feel vri sad and emo...all becuz i neglect that small portion and bring so much harm to my patient..
haiz.....but i jus try to stay positive throughout my ward attachment todae..

ok..luckily today don't have any diarrhoea or stuff
this show that i really have a super strong flora present in my stomach
wahahaha..

today is another lecture day..plus skill check day
get to don PPE...
woohooo..it fun.....wahaha..
but i'm constantly hungry throughout the induction program sia..
i'm so happi that i got to eat my cha kwai tiao
i noe it unhealthy...but i really craving for it sia..
recently always have craving of food sia..
hehe....maybe due to stress bah....

ok...aft hearing doro and gabby keep saying abt ICU ICU...
i'm abit dong xin sia..
it seem like a great stepping stone for my future nursing life
anyway have to congrate doro for being shortlisted for NUS nursing degree..
but my advise that: gal...don't go nus lar..u will jus waste ur 4 yrs there...
back to ICU....it a good place to learn how to observe patient better
but can i?????
i shall make my decision later bah....

tml will be working in ward instead of lecturing..
and i will be working afternoon...so got to jia you wor..
hehe........
have to love my patient more...woohoo

wenya is counting down everyday....
11 days more i will have my first pay
175 days more i will be confirm as AH staff
721 days more i will end my bond wif AH

in order to make all this day meaningful
i will adapt to doro and gabby's idea: to save 1 dollar everyday.
by the end of my bond i will have $730 wor...
hehe........and i can buy something to pamper myself..hoho...

wenya will be a great nurse despite the fact that i'm always doing all this countdown

woohoo
today was a slack day, as there onli lecture for our induction.
happi....

suddenly felt that i'm back to sch again..
miss all those lecture i had in sch(even though i slept in some of it)
like wat i always did..i fell aslp in today lecture again
have to thank stacey and gabby effort for keep waking mi up..
haha....
actually i can't remember much on wat they had taught us..
wahaha......

today thn i discovered that i did book evaluation for my final theory test.
luckily remember to ask bro to hlp mi check
but the person i nid to thank most is gabby and her dad..
for lending mi her jacket and sending mi to west mall....
that y i managed to get my last practise before my evaluation
yes!!! wenya passed her evaluation
onli 2 wrong sia...wenya is smart...hohoho

if ur do have nurses fren
ur shld noe that nurses like to treat chocolate as their meal
becuz it handy wif great calories plus it tasty
so went i reached BBDC, i got myself a kinder bueno
but but...aft i swallow my first bite
i discovered that there are full colonies of bacteria growing on the chocolate..
oh my tian...
it jus look like the experiment dish that have been use to culture the bacteria sia..
with lots and lots of small small bubbles...
kns.....i can't describe how i reali look like..
so i went back to the stall auntie and show her..
but she liked didn't care much and ask mi to change to other brand of chocolate(of cuz same price de)
but suddenly i remember abt all the food poisoning that happening recently..
haiz...
i'm jus praying hard that i won't have any diarrhoea or GE or stuff

i'm hoping that i can book as much practical as i can for the coming few month..
even if it at peak hours..
becuz i reali hope that i can pass my driving test b4 my bdae..hehe...

i'm missing my dear super lots...

finally i'm blogging again..haha
have been super duper busy recently
actually i'm simply lazy too..

so i noe ur all miss mi right....it has been 6 days without my news..
wahaha...

work from tue to thurs....
thn thurs aft my afternoon shoft..
dear come and fetch mi...so swt of him plus he waited lie 1 hr plus for mi..
i tink it a karma for dear..
since he always let mi wait for him instead
he cam over my hse to stay over...
i luv the the way dear hug mi...it warm..

the following say we went to bugis..but the rain so heavy that we change the location to doby ghaut
so we managed to get present for jm and max.
thn watch movie: knowing
aft that went to dear hse to wait for him to prepare himself for his 2nd round of chiong-ing
thn he send mi home b4 he head down to club wif his army frenz..

so swt of dear to send mi to work again the following morning.
it reali early in morning (6am).
aft work fasster rush home to take a shower and stuff..
b4 heading down to bedok to mit dear and jm.
dear waited for us..this the 2nd time he waited for mi
off we go to max party...
even though we rched at 7pm...but we are this under those early birds
haha.....
get to see liang chen and tok to him..
super long ago since the last time we saw him sia..
haha...

actualy i thot that i won't stay over there de..
since dear is leaving at 10 pm..
but in the end his clubbing is cancel and everyone is staying
so i called my mummy ro ask..
i noe i'm poor in communication..
i promised i will communicated wif my mama in a proper and better way..
but my mummy allow mi to stay over due to the fact that she dote mi alot despite the fact that i nv tell her much..

the follwing morning...luckily dear had followed mi home.
so he tok to my mummy... thn aft that dear came and tell and advise mi on wat i shd do the nxt time...

have been sticking wif dear for the past 3 days..
and now i missing him super lots sia..
haiz.......onli can wait for the weekends nia...

first day of work
nv late..that reali make my day abit better
saw my picture on my working pass..it doesn't look weird..
these make my day slightly better abit
heard that i'm going to ward 11 instead of gg back ward 10 (my PRCP ward)..
these make mi look positive towards nursing..

wahaha....
it not that my PRCP ward not good..
it reali a good place
it rare that in a female working environment and there no internal conflict between them..
but wenya is simply too slow for a ward that has such a fast pace le
when i'm working in my prcp ward i onli feel stress and more stress
haha..

that the onli reason why i'm so glad that i'm going to ward 11...hehe
somehow...my passion for nursing is back..wahaha...
i will jia you and give my everything to nursing de..
hehe.......
now mus act like a sponge...got to learn things and absorb things vri vri fast..

hope that i can becuz SN 1 winthin 2 yrs..getting my degree and advance dip in the within 3 yrs... followed by alot alot of things...like master, Ph.D...or degree of other course..learn some talent...hope that i can achieve everything b4 the age of 30.. aft that i can do other stuff that i like....

sound impossible...but wenya will make it possible...hehe.....

but but ..i hope to marry early too...and and have lots of kids too
so my ideal plan is that to carry out everything concurrently..woohoo...
it will be tough...but that wat make life exciting wat...hehe....

ytd went to find dear dear
thn off we went to sing k at amk
so nice og mi to go all the way to amk to find him kay..
haha...
feel quite bad becuz i onli can k chinese song
but i reali enjoy singing...woohoo

thn aft singing off we went to amk hub to see what we can get for mak
but seem like i didn't manage to eye on anything
haha....
so i suggested to buy voucher for him...
and dear bring mi to bishan to get capital land de..

sry to my cute children that i'm so so late....
thank mak for bringing us to makan there
it actually at the basement of heeren..
i got myslf a chicken katsu curry
wa!!! tasted super nice sia..wahaha...
aft makaning dinner we find a place to tok again..
haha....wenya simply jus like to sit down and tok..
tok anything under the sun...hehe

i'm so tired when i rch home!!!

haha...glad to noe that everyone had fun for the class gathering
and also the news that our form teacher(Ms teo) get to together wif our the other teacher( Mr cheng)...

wahaha....
i only heard rumor that they are together..
nv did i noe that they may get marry soon
omg....haha...

heard from doro that they will invite us if they realli married..
woohoo
super happi for them
woohoo....

hope that they can marry fast fast..
thn have baby fast fast...
thn we van go their house to play baby
wahaha...

looking forward to my cousin's baby arrival too
his wife will be due on nxt month
it a male baby lor..
i cfm will get sth for the baby de...
but wat shld i get lei...

didn't go for my sec sch gathering like i mention in my previous post
but went out wif jm, jing, wai and rf

first we went to far east..
poor jing jing waited for us super long
as mi and jm were late..
wahaha..

aft that we head down to PS
we walked there...
from orchard to PS
actually it quite near....
the onli problem is that my leg super suan sia

thn we chop chop went up to GV to get our ticket for the DMC (detriot metal city) at 7pm de
aft that off we went for our dinner at fish market(a restaurant)
it sth like fish and co...but the food there is more delicious in smaller portion
it worth trying...realli taste nice..

aft that rf finally come and mit us aft work
poor gal nv makan dinner while we had a good dinner
so get her a hotdog that the cinema selling de
thn off we went to watch the movie
i find it quite nice...funny plus touching
hehe....as usual wenya is the noisiest
laugh super loud wif lots of comment..
luckily those guy sitting behind mi nv kick my chair or wat
wahaha....
enjoy it......worth watching even though there a lot of vulgar words

aft movie off i went...due to my swt curfew..
while the rest of them continue their nxt movie at marina square.
they all vri bad sia..called mi jus to tell mi that they watching one more movie
ee....but bo pian lar.
i can't join.. hope that in near future i will be able to join them..

aiyo..tml miting dear...but have no idea where we shld go..
anyone got any suggestion??????
but looking forward to tml, becuz can see my cute children..

today went to temple to bai bai with my mama
she say since i'm starting work soon
it best that i go bai bai first
so i willb e able to get a good working enviroment
hope that i can get it aft my bai bai-ing...

aft hearing from jia min plus mama nag nag
i decided not to go for my sec class gathering

as tml will be qing ming
thn as ur know pulau ubin have those individual grave
plus also quite "dirty"
plus i remember kaili's incident
so so i have come to the conclusion that i don't wan to go
and i don't wan to get hurt again becuz of bicyle

my body can still remember the fall that happen in last year nite cycling
the feeling is more of scary plus hlpless...
and i'm so sad that the scars on both my knee are still there.
haiz......

so tml my program will be change
instead of going cycling i will be going to mit jm, waiwen, rf and jing..
hehe.....
so maybe can go shop shop tml le wor..
woohoo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN
hope that u had a great day todae

anyway today went back kumon to hlp mama clean all the fan
as it involved in climbing of ladder and stuff..
so i always tell her that if it time to clean
pls ask me to go and clean it
as it's not a job that sutitable for an auntie with some age and hypertension
haha..

aft that went off to find roxanne and xinyi to k-song
so we went to cash studio to sing
that like our lao di fang for singing
but but i feel that it time for us to hunt for a new place sia
that place like more welcome malay ppl instead of chinese lei
lol...or maybe i'm too sensitive

so i simply love sing-ing
wahaha...
but i'm like always holding the mic...
sry for that wor rox and xin..hehe..
realli enjoy todae..
thank for jio-ing mi out.
hope that we can go out to sing soon again..

OMG..wenya is addicted to sing-ing..
i wan more sin-ing session..woohoo

tml will be a rest day for mi
happy!!!!

intially wanted to go back to my sec sch to visit teacher de..
but but we nv contact any teacher b4 hand that we are going back.
so end up we nv get to go into sch to visit..
haiz...sad

but it may not be that bad..
so instead of visiting sec sch
mi, janice, weiyan, jian ming and peixia actually went to BK to slack
woohoo...
toking with them is enjoyable..as we jua crap and tok and lame..
wahaha.....

have to thank janice and weiyan encouragement
today i did pretty well for my driving lesson...
but i jus feel that my legs is super tiring....
hehe...
i did try to drive in a more confident way.
and i did it...
happy..
and the instructor today super nice sia..
hehe..
didn't feel much stress while driving with him..
but the only things is that he keep complaining that he is hungry
haha...
so so today finally clear my stage 1 le aft having 7 practical lesson
hope that i will be able to finish it b4 my bdae!!!