jus came back from my sec sch gathering dinner
woohoo...it always fun to crap along with them..
Sry that i had left early due to my stupid curfew...

if not i confirm will stay and drink with ur de..
as this is wat i hope to try all along...

feel kind of sad that i always being curfew by my mama...
and i always have to leave halfway....

i hope that i can have more freedom
but i understand tahth in order to have my freedom i have to show my mama that i could take care of myself plus i have good discipline to control myself..
so i will use the time how to build up all the trust...
hopefully as time goes by i will be able to stay out later...

ok....went to MOH early in the morning for asian youth game briefing..
while i was waiting train at lakeside...
it reminded mi of days when i'm having ndp training..

it on a sat around the same time.
we will all mit at JE last cabin for west side ppl..
there is always ppl that will late..
but we will still wait for them.

while i was thinking all these..
i saw weiyuan wearing the mentor t-shirt..
he was on his way to JE...
so chit chat with him while waiting for train and on the way to je..
i so miss those days...haiz......
too bad my stupid job don't allow mi to have this commitment...

went out with dear ytd...
watch monster vs alien with him..
the jelly guy is so cute...
he said sth like: i don't have a brain but i have an idea..
wahahaha.....he can actually thot of an idea without using brain sia...
woohooo.....even though it an stuid idea...

aft movie.....we had our dinner in crystal jade..
i love crystal jade zha jiang la mian to the max sia..
wahaha...happy that i finally got to eat it after so long..
aft that we go dou feng a while before heading home...
realli apprecaite dear's accompanied lots....

have been listening to su da lu's new song.
their new album rockz man...
u will feel super comfortable after u listen lor..

so i have to recommend to all ppl that reading my blog
the album is called: chun ri guang..
the singer realli have great voice...
woohoo.....

back to my IP today..
today actually learn how to give IV medication.
in fact we have been listen to tis lesson over and over again from 6 wks attachment to PRCP till now...

today is the first time that we have to return demo to NE..
i'm so lucky to get SN sieow
haha....she ask lots of question but i'm able to ans..
that make mi feel satisfy....
as this show that at least i have sth in my brain..wahaha...

aft skill check...went to slp at one corner..
but regretted aft that, as i felt more tired aft that..
i also had slight headache due to the bad slping posture...
lucky AH is a garden hospital..
so i'm able to regain myself by jus hanging outside the room that we are in..

tml will be another IP day...
follow by off day..but have to go for youth game briefing..
it near SGH sia.....jia min working pm...

there is one confirm case of H1N1 case in sg..
and now the lady is getting her treatment in CDC..
however there isn't any sign that the colour code will change.
so everyone don't worry kay..

anyway...what i wanted to blog about what happen 2 days ago..
mi and my mama actually went over to my cousin's house
after see-ing her Wii fit game..
mi and mother actually bought home the same set of thing that cost 500 plus..
i shared cost with my mother since i also want to use..
end up i'm getting tight for my $$$.
haiz...wenya is just making her life miserable sia...
sad sad..
but i'm so happy that i'm sweating a lot..
hope that i can slim down sia..so that i won't waste my $$$...

finally i'm starting to building rapport with my ward staff..
hope that i can have a bigger social network there.
so i won't have to suffer so much there..

felt so happy that tml is jus IP...
IP= to slping day for mi..
wahaha..

wenya hope to go to go study uni nxt year..
if i have chance to take my advance dip thn i may go degree later..

woohoo...free to blog again....
my mood is getting to pick up again...
no more emo wenya liao...hehe...

but i really hope that i can be more capable in doing work..
so all the staff that take mi during the shift won't be so tired...
so i will try my best to learn things as fsat as i could...

tml is my off day again..happy....
plus recieved pay liao....even more happy..
but aft calculated...i found out that i can't spend much this month again..
realli hope that induction period can be over soon..
so i can get my allowance....woohooo....

i just discovered that the medic thingy is actually the asian youth game sia..
it the first youth game sia...
felt so honour.....hope that i can learn lots during nxt sat orientation...

what shld i do if i wan to change my life, myself and my character??
jus a random question...
however i wan to remain cheerful and young...
somehow i feel that i'm not a vri good person..
plus don't have vri specific character
plus not sure wat i wan in the future..
plus i wan to have my own thinking...
how lei??? haha.......

finally tml will be my off day..
but i forget to take my flu vacin b4 i left my ward..

i felt that i was super not in the mood to work sia..
but i shall jiayou...and jiayou more.....
i shall survive in this situation...
i wan to be a great nurse..which lots of experience, knowledge, confident and critical thinking..
from the start i oredi knew that i had chosen a very tough path for myself..
so i shouldn't have give up now...but should even put in more effort to obtain wat i wan...woohoo!!!!!!

first of all i think that i nid to do is equip myself with knowledge bah..
thn confident....thn the rest will come along by nature liao....hehe....
but the problem that i'm slow with low EQ...haiz......

woohoo......jia you to all my dear nurses....
we shall all survivie through....
can contact mi if u nid a listening ear

anyway..finally get my facial done..
felt so so comfortable sia....woohoo...
maybe the reason why i'm suddenly so motivated is becuz of it..
wahaha........

other thn tis..i called my sister today to tell her that i'm interested in volunteering myself being a medic in an event..
it my first try being a offical medic...woohoo..
hope that it will be a great experience for mi.....

have been thinking of a lot of things..
i'm not really sure what i realli wan..
and i hate this feeling...
i know that it normal to have this type of feeling from times to times.
but jus hate it...

i hope i can cope well with my work..
tml working morning..
which make mi quite sian..haiz...

anyway.....accidentally go and see all the photo Dr wang uploaded..
i feel that we really have a group of great doctor..
they are willing to communicate wif nurse plus they respect us..
woohoo....
i felt so luckily that i came to AH to work..
but i sill feel lost...haha.....

tired and exhuasted!!!!

ok...i survivie through the 3.5hrs talk by my CEO.
actually it is not as dry as i thot..
in fact it quite a nice talk...

but the fact is that wenya will switch into slping mood whenever it sth like lecture.
i tink it mus be the condition learning from poly sia..
it such a bad habit...which i don't tink i can kick out my life..opps..

so in the end i fell aslp during the lsat few speaker..
luckily stacey keep waking mi up..
if not i will be jialat bah.....
stacey is someone that realli treat ppl wif her heart..
rarely see this type of ppl liao..
hope that aft IP i can still stay in contact wif her

tml will be IP again...
feel so happi that this week is all this thing..
if not i will be vri tired bah...hehe...

today had super boring AH orientation..
whereby all those high position ppl came down to talk to us regarding AH philosophy..
so we had listen to those about the same talk over and over again from 0900 to 1700 hours sia..
it a torturing sia....
but luckily the last hour is touring around AH sia..
if not i realli will die lor....

but i felt bad today..
becuz i realli ate a lot of stuff during those orientation..
haiz...but that the onli thing i can do to keep myself awake mah..
hope that i will not do it again tml...
but tml our CEO going to give us a 3.5hrs talk sia..
plus cannot eat, slp or tok de...
hope that i will survivie through it....

happi today that i did STO for gabby
so long nv do liao..
but seem like my skill has maintain it standard..haha..
gabby say that there isn't much pain when i STO for her..
woohoo....
however we all think that the STO is being done too early sia..
and there is sign of gapping..
hope that it will not...
so gabby have applied sterile strip diligently kay.....

i miss dear lots....

here are the photo...
so i have ended my poly life...and starting my working life liao...
feel so sian lor....haiz....

our nice invitation card.....

jing, mi and jia min
my dearest friends that always accompany go primers event de...




gabby!!!!
my bff since sec sch.....
hope that we will still graduate together in the future....


my cousin, lan xi, mi and my mama



mama and mi.....loves her lots...woohooo


xinyi, jing, rox and mi
my poly jiemei....
thank for bringing so much joy for mi during poly life..
i know i always take things took seriously.
plus i don't joke around
plus i always onli know how to study nia
but realli enjoy the accompany from ur....
so sad that jen nv come.......so nv get to take graduation photo with her...

had my graduation today..
happy day....hehe..
all my photos are in xinyi, jiamin and gabby camera..
so awaiting for them to upload it..

felt so happy that my mama and cousin did come and see..
actually maybe i will be happier if dear had come.

ok ....saw jolene there....
it kind of surprise to see her...
plus the fact that i really long time nv see her liao...
so actually had a big hug with her....
haha.....
i felt that she like slim down abit..or i'm i tinking to much...wahaha

took lots of photos with jing and jiamin...
also the fact that jiamin brought the camera mah...
so can take as much as we want.....

aft that jing and jiamin had dinner with mi, my mama and my cousin..
we went to have the korea food..
cool...i simply love it...
saw rox and her bf when we rch there...and get to sit their place aft they left..
my mama was trying to tell mi that rox is too skinny ..
and she wants mi to intro rox to see some chi sinseh....

we had a nice dinner...off we went home..tired lor..
luckily tml is induction program..
so jus listen to lecture can liao....woohoo..

shall post the photo when i get all those photo...

ok .....some photo time...
super long nv post photo liao....
hehe......

.
this is boon hui...... look we are so happy....
intro: my new bf...opps....no lar....
but this guy knows mi since i was born..
always make mi cry and laugh......hee....
and he is my dearest brother....do we look alike???

second row, left to right: jing xuan, ting xi
first row, left to right: boon hui, kang jie and wenya
we are cousin that live in the same block...hehe....
luv rotting tgt with them....they are a crazy bunch...woohoo
they are all good drinker...all qian bei bu zui de... except mi....

the 2nd cross-stitch birthday card that i made...
nice right????
the owner: Alvin's cousin, Winnie......

dear and mi......
first time posting his photo in my blog.....
this the third time we took photo tgt.....
i look so ugly with my teeth..haiz....

i luv dear........

i luv my mummy lots...
wahaha...

she bought mi fried chicken wings rice
despite saying no when she left the hse to market..

sound so bad huh....
mummy gg market to get mi lunch during mother day...

luv mummy lots.......

MIA for 4 days wor..
erm....
wenya getting better liao...

went out with jia sin on the friday...
accompany her back to np to collect her graduation gown..
aft that off we went to orchard..
trying to get a present for her friend..
i have gotten myself 2 formal wear..
jus becuz i don't ahve any for my graduation day
btw...HSN graduation have resume liao..
good news arh.....hee..
but dear not free to attend sia...sad sad..
so ur wil onli see my mama with my bro or my cousin...hehe...

guess wat...
i saw forbes and jasmine in taka area sia...
kns.....realli not sure wat are they tinking sia..
are they tgt..or still in the we are dating but not relationship state.
but watever isit it not sth tat i can control bah

aft walk walk with jia sin until 6 plus...
i went over to AMK to find dear..
he was still slping when i rch his doorstep sia..
haiz........
maybe all this jus show that i luv him more thn he luv mi..
so sad to say tis.........

dear treat mi with a vri good dinner..
woohoo..
finally get to eat sth other than porridge and kwan tiao teng..
haha......i luv dear lots....

saturdae....went to expo with my aunt...
hlp to do some volunteer work sia...
but it fun..but got to say sry to my aunt that i nv go back today to hlp
as i'm realli vri tired..
plus the fact that mummy don't wan mi to go out today..
hehe.....

went to find dear at city hall aft that..
have a meal with him at marina sq BK..
dear seem so happy tat he got to makan BK...
aft that went around trying to find present for his cousin..
home swt home aft that..

today.....went over to my uncle's hse in je
do ur know wat is guo da li...
it sth like her future husband and future mother-in-law bring all those cake and others essential items to the girl hse..
woohooo...
it so cool sia.... at least i tink so....
yes..my that female cousin is getting married nxt week sia..
so xin fu lor......her wedding photo look vri nice too..
hope that they will fast fast have baby....hehe....

wenya currently is recovering..
no more fever...
pain still present..but minimal during swallowing...
swelling at the lymph node also reduce abit le...
happi...

but but...i'm so sad that my sch has postpone our graduation
haiz....
that mean we will not graduation from np on 11 of may liao..
sad sad......

wenya don't feel like doing anything..
she will only feel tired after shw swallow all her medication...
yea!! i swallow my medication...
wenya finally master the skill of swallowing medication...
lol.......
haix.......tired and unsure.............

i miss dear lots.....

yo ppl..miss wenya lots right..
anyway..i have been ban using com for the past few days..
as my parents feel that by using com will actually bring my temp up..
which they don't wish to have..

but today i'm completely fever free...
onli feel vri pain at my throat area..kns...
despite the pain..i still have a great appetite..
and also i did drink lots of plain water and herbal tea..

becuz of this stupid fever and stuff...
i didn't go and take my FTT....
as my parents feel that i shld bot walk arounf spreading my germs
which i totally agree...
so i went to book my next test date..
which is on the 12 of june... (have to wait so long sia)
but suddenly have the thot that i shld stop having my practical lesson for this period..
i nid time to let my body to recover to it optimal condition..
before i start to use it to it fullest...

abit heart pain becuz i spend of total 280 dollar jus for this stupid things..
alot right...
but the fact is that i visited GP for 4 times and AH-A&E for 1 time..
aiyo....it such a torture to gone through all this...
tml have to start working liao...
abit scared that my body can't take it...
since i have not been working for so many days....
haiz..

during this period of time i miss alot of ppl...
but nv contact anyone..becuz don't wan too much ppl to worry for mi..
i shall be independent bah....
anyway..got to thank my parents and dear for the past few days...
dear actually take care of mi from friday to saturday..
thank god he got come voer to stay..
if not my poor mama don't nid to slp liao..
since she has been taking care of mi the previous day...
thn aft dear left..mama take over to take care of mi..
plus my daddy taking half day off to look after mi..
this few days..i keep having on and off fever sia..
and it highest spike is 39.3 sia...scary....
suddenly i can understand how my patient feel..
oredi so sick liao..still nid to makan so much stupid pills..
hoping that it will make mi recover.
today...my dadyy actually took off too as my mama scared that she is too tired to take of mi...

felt being love by them lots...
my sweet gugu also came up to visit mi....and bring mi my fav strawberry..
woohoo.......
loves her lots.....

suddenly feel that maybe my body is not sensitive toward panadol sia..
as my fever still continue to increase despite the fact that i had taken it..
aiyo.......felt so mei li lor...
but luckily now no more fever liao..
hope that tml will be fever free too....hehe...

lastly....my parents both said that i will NOT be ALLOW to go out for the next 3 weeks..
OMG.....they said i nid times to rebuild my immune...haiz....
and they say i have to slp early too..and also continue my water regimne(which i don't tink i will)
haiz..........
so ppl....sry if wenya have to reject ur date...

wenya is super sick..
haiz...so i went for my third visit to the doctor..
ut i change the other clinic...
the doctor said i'm startng to have mild fever..omg...
actually i can feel that after back from work..
as i felt quite weak..that was also the reason why i wanted to go and see doctor.

so she give mi antibiotic, flu tab, cough syrup, paracetamol tab(it taste yuck) and tab to dissolve my mucus.
after eating all these..make mi super drowsy..
actually i'm not sure what i'm typing..
i just type watever that come into my mind..
so have been slping from yesterdae 1900 to today 1200..

my sweet mama actually came over to slp at my room..
so she could take care of mi..
and wake mi up to eat medication..
so nice of my mama....

the worst feeling of all is that u have no strength to do the things u wan.
but i felt that i did feel better today..
no more fever..
no more sorethroat..
no more running nose.
but still have productive cough...ee..

vri sad sia...
didn't get to see dear for a lot of days liao..
miss him lots...
looking forward to dear coming over later...hehe...

sian....i'm very drowsy.........
hope that it will recover b4 sunday.....so that i can work normally...