morning call by my dearest mummmy again..
she bought mi breakfast.. and asked mi wat time i gg to mit jing jing..
and i told that i will mit jing at 12pm..

so i left home at 10.40am to pay bill..
follow by gg to toh guan to collect my phone..
(they onli upgrade my software nia lor, hope that it won't hang again)
thn i went to bukit timah plaza for our korean food....
thn off we went to island creamary for another round of food (ice-cream)
after storing up food and enegry.... of we went to the walk way that link alexandra road to mount faber....
is so so cool...i'm so happy that jing actually agreed to pei mi go..
as i always wanted to go there....
jing is like my personal photographer..keep hlping mi take photo...

after tat jing jing went over to my hse to have dinner...
happy that she likes my mama's cooking...hehe..
hope that she can come over my hse to have dinner more often...
jing jing kinda of miss wanyan...
maybe shld jio her out some day...

have a good working day with serene today.
maybe we are good combination..lol
but feel kind of sad that she is leaving ward 11 to other ward..
no more lame joke from her....
but somehow i just don't know to express my feeling to her..
sound like i wan to confess to her lidat..lol..
but anyway she is the one that always will go around daying i love u to ppl
maybe i jus love her present too...

in rationale tinking....it a good path for her.
ward 7 will be a much better place compare to my ward..
plus she cfm get to have lots of chances to prove herself too..
so jus wishing her all the best in the future...

happi....
OFF DAY.....OFF day....
can slp until late late tml...
thn go and take my phone thn go find jing jing to eat korean food..
we can go down to have mud pie too..
sound so cool that i'm so looking forward to it..
actually i tried to jio my mama...
but she is so not keen to join us...lol...
or maybe she jus wanna to give mi some space...
love my mama lots.....hehe....
she the cutest and strictest mother i seen...

my dream is to save enough money and bring my whole family to have some sort of hoilday oversea... i will jiayou to fulfill this....

suddenly feel so wanna to go suntan after gabby jio-ing.....
i wan my skin colour to be darker..
but the problem is that i get sunburnt super easily sia..
so i shall weigh the pro and con more indepth before i make any decision bah..

tired... got to rest lots lots tonite

nv update my blog for quite some time le...
anyway.... completely suay suay for the past few days..
back track abit.....
firstly i forgot to return the wound product to a discharge patient..
and went all the way to bedok just to return it..
when i was on my way back..i found my phone lost...
luckily dear was wif mi...

thn survive in ward without hp for 1 day
thn tried to get a phone aft work..but not able to do it any retail shop..
yet it too late for mi to go to any M1 shop to do it either..
so dear and mi just went home after makaing his dinner at BK

the nxt morning when to paragon to get my new phone..
i was 15 mins last due to the rushing of here and there..

survive with my new phone ytd..
and today it fail mi....
is spoil.....felt super seh...
as it onli with mi like 2 days nia...

so i have decided to go down to the service centre tml to service it...
so sad that it failed mi, as i have completely keying all my data in..
haiz.... y mus it be lidat....seh...

somehow i feel that i have hurt someone in my ward unintentionally..
unsure of wat i can do...
intially wanted to msg her de..but lost her contact..
when i get hold of her contact..my phone spoil...haiz...

beside hurting my friends.. one of my patient got hurt today too.
she had a fall while she was trying to walk by herself..
but she is in this total drowsy condition..
not able to verbalise anything, and onli acknowledge us by nodding and shaking head..
realli don't understand y patient can still wan to try to walk....seh...
spent 1 hr with my staff to write E-hor....so nice of mi right...*vomit*

but i still feel that tml will be better..woohoo....

looking forward to tues....will be miting jing for korean food..

will be doing nite shift on coming wed, thur and fri.. and follow by one whole week of leave...
maybe this the onli good things that happening to mi..
hope that it will not have any changes...

Forever is not a timeline. Forever is a feeling.
Forever is not reality. Forever is an ideal scenario. A figment of our imagination. A concept we cling on to.

It exists though, not as an entity on its own, but a subset of the subject.

Yes, not “happiness”. But “moments of happiness”. Not knowing how tomorrow might turn out to be.

Forever can be that moment. Once past, is history, not to be experienced again, and hence forever already in its own right.

Forever can be that split-second.

Forever can be those few minutes.

Forever can be a simple sentence: “Don’t shake your legs.” In the sincerest voice. By a person you might only meet once in your life.

Forever can be 51/2 years.

51/2 years can be forever.

You can be 51/2 years old forever.

For as long as it lasts, it is forever.

When you no longer cling on to “forever”.

Forever?

Forever…

or

Forever.

Forever does not have to last forever.

first day working after 3 off days..
and again..wenya not realli able tofunction well.
but onli able to finish my work in time..

so sian today that..when i discharge one of my patient back to nursing home and forget to return the patient the wound product..
aiyo... went all the way down to bedok jus to bring it to the nursing home..
but happy that dear went over to hosp to fetch mi (a surprise from him)
so veri nice of him to accompany mi to bedok and everything..

but maybe today is a suay day for mi...
so i lost my phone....
jus like 2 yrs ago....
wahaha.....maybe it fated...so that i can get a new phone..
luckily i have back up a copy of contact and everything in my phone...
so it isn't that bad...
plus no precious photo inside ....

but the onli sad thing is that i lost all the msg that i store in my phone..
haiz.....
saded......
i will try to get myself a phone as fast as possible..
saded that i don't even have a spare phone sia....

20/8/09-sunday
first off day..
went to my cousin's hse after having my breakfast.
so we started to discuss abt where we wanna to go during my AL..
due to our tight budget, we decided to go bangkok...hehe..
lol......it good that mummy agreed to let my go with my cousin and aunt..
as this shows that nxt year i might be able to go taiwan with jia min thay all.
woohoo.......

after that went to find weilian at his hse void deck to go to JP..
have a shock when i saw him..
as he realli did slim down lots lots..
my first impression was..is he a drug addict..opps..
becuz he realli slim down super lots sia..
hehe....

anyway......after we rch JP, we have our lunch in BK..
got to thank him for entertaining mi during the meal..
he was the one that keep on toking and toking...opps..
after lunching for 1 hr...we went to catch our movie- white out
actually both of us don't realli noe wat isit abt..
we just bought the ticket as it the onli slot that suit my tim-ing...lol..
but overall it a ok rate movie..wahaha...

after watching movie..weilian pei mi rush home..
veri nice of him to send mi back home...
he is always a gentlemen...hope that he can get a GF soon..

after i rch home...i chop chop shower and prepare myself for my far far relative(cousin) wedding dinner...
luckily wenya isn't like dorothy, who bathe like 1 hr++, if not i will confirm late de..
so i wore the heels i wore during DnD..
happy that i was able to manage the height of the heels and walk properly..
hehe.. i like the way ppl see mi when i walk pass them...woohoo..
i wil try to dress up more.....

21/9/09-monday
ytd belong all to my dear...
jus simply rotting with him..
we went to k song.. thn went to makan ..
thn to my hse to watch tv..

somehow the feeling is jus xin fu..
when dear is at my hse..
but bro also brought his GF over..
so have a little interaction session..
hehe....

but i discovered dear is realli a TV addict..
just like when i was young..
when tok to him or show him sth when he was watching TV.
he simply jus ignore mi sia...
realli angry sia.....eee..
shall ban him from watching it if we are tgt alone...

22/8/09-tuesday
went out wif my mama to shop..
and see this very nice dress....
will get it once my pay come...woohoo!!!
didn't get to see dear...kind of sad...yet glad...

having my morning shif today..
it simply tired..
even though it a saturday, but i was busy like monday morning...seh...
but this is good too, as it will make my time pass super fast..
hehe....

all my patients were so demanding....
yet i tried to fullfil all their call bell
as i feel that they shld be treated nicer since they are sick..hehe..

not sure y...but i'm always so busy....
i shld put more effort in my time management liao..lol

get to learn how to check listing for operation time and sms via our own intranet..
it so so cool..haha..
wil try to check things out the nxt time round...

having off days for the coming 3 days..
and i oredi hav thm all planned..lol...
hope that there won't be much hipcup..hehe

there a funeral at my hse void deck..
feel kinda of sad lar..
since i knoe that auntie, she was a food store hawker in our market..
plus she lived at the same block as mi...
can't understad y ppl just passed away without any signal..

but i'm more curious y ppl got life in us??
wat make person live?
scientific explanation is that pumping heart make ppl live..
but wat causes the heart to pump??
living things are such a pretty yet complicated things...

work have been hectic for mi for the today..
maybe it due to the fact that i'm unsure wat i'm suppose to do
and i'm working in a very slow mode..
haiz....anyway....i shall plan my time better..hehe
wenya jia you!!!
i really hope that i can be someone that can work good and fast..haiz...

went out with mama today..
shop around with her at causeway point..
we keep taking clothes and went into fitting room to try..
luckily dear nv come..if not he will be bored bah...

we walk and walk for at least 5 hrs..
wah....walk until my knee seh...
maybe i'm mentally seh too...lol

beside shopping with mummy... i also bought lots and lots pens today..
woohoo....
got to start labeeling my name on all my pen again..
so that i won't lost it so easily..hehe...

actually today wanted to tidy my room de..
but i guess i'm too tired to continue with my plan..

there is an annoucement:
wenya is currently on diet..
so pls pls don't bring wenya go makan food that will cause increase of weight!!
hehe...
going to have nth for today dinner

wenya was trying to balance herself..
i shall start learning to be more you siew and more shu nv sia...lol....

V.S
our CEO are just trying to inmitate...but it not realli that successful...
but at least he try his best to be at that standard.....

anyway....after looking at this photo.. i felt that i shld start on diet again to slim down..
and i realli hopw to get a camera of my own....
hope that all my wish will come true..hehe

shall update on my blog liao..
sorry for neglecting this cutie blog again...

the day before... we just had our hosp's DnD
it kind of fun with the fact that our CEO dress up like the DMC
thn i'm getting high by myself.....
and some dancing session (with DJ playing clubbing song) at the end of the thing
but due to the fact that i'm on heels..i'm not able to do wat i want...saded..
there are always photo session.....i just hope here and there..
as i don't have any camera... i will try to get one when i save enough $$$
but it reallu tiring to work on the day and the day b4 DnD..
can u imagine that ytd there was a nurse walking like a corpse..haha...
but i'm glad that i was able to survive for the past few days....
and tml will be my off day le...

ytd went over to find dear b4 going to work..
so happy that i'm able to share with dear regarding my past..
so smart of him to know that i'm lying to him for the past few months..
but actually i have always wanted to tell him everythings..
it just that i don't have the courage to do so...hehe

back to my work again...
i was damn shag today..
due to the fast turn over of my patient movement.
plus guiding of nursing students...
didn't know that it so difficult to teach ppl on practical stuff..
i wonder was i so tu-tu when i was still a student like them..
i think i shld be like them or maybe even worst..wahaha...
yet i'm glad that i'm able to function as a staff now...

as i work... i really find that having the sense of belonging is very important..
somehow..i'm getting that feeling recently....
i'm able to communicate more with my working friends..
crapping with them...
but i have to say sorry to aisha, as i wasn't able to entertain her today..
paiseh.....

hehe..wenya shall survivie in the great society...
and get back to sch once i have enough saving..woohoo

today is my birthday..
beside tis..today is also the date that dear and mi date for 6 months..
happy....

ytd went out with my lakota...
weiting, mak, hui hui and xuefeng is absent with apologise..
but dear joined us instead when we come to update session..
hehe...happy that he had join..
as they are a people that i reali dote ....hehe...
anyway....very sweet of them trying to organise a gathering just to celebrate my bdae..hehe..

have a good sharing time..
once again...our focus is caikwan again..lol..
that was like forever..hehe....
happy that after the sharing session...
dear is able to mix well with us..hehe...
hope that the nxt time will be better..woohoo......
in summary i had a great day ytd..

today..wake up early to go work..
worked morning shift today....
i just slack throughtout my days...since i onli taking care of 4 patient in total..
but felt lucky that today workload is still light..
if not i cfm can't function well with my poor mental and physical status..hehe..
i simply loves to crap or sing or do funny action to my patient..
as i feel that it something tat can brighten up their days...
hehe....

i shall tink more abt my future..abt hearing wat CK said ytd..