i felt that i'm being neglected by baby..
the feeling is so so bad..
i can feel that aching in my heart..
sian..

i don't like to have this feeling..
really..
i really hate it.. but i couldn't hlp it..

i think is all the hoping that make mi feel so sad..
i was hoping that baby will put mi slightly more important in his heart..
but this hoping always hurt mi the most..

isit becuz he has slowly becoming a very important person to mi..
thn maybe i shld jus control my feeling..
but can i ????

i'm so tired from all this.......................
when can baby be more responsible towards mi...
and learn to be responsible to the things around him...

tired...............

yoyo..
my ward is going to be open up tml..
that mean i will have lots of admission tml
actually i myself also not very sure too.
but wat i know is that i need to learn everything fast tml..
hehe..

looking forward to it sia.. happy!!!

i was on my way back from work via MRT
guess wat i saw on the train..
i saw it happy nurses day..
and all the nurses from different cluster..
and the one representing alex health is Mala (one of my previous ward staff)

suddenly feel that actully nurses in Singapore is slowly being appreciated by public..
happy!!!!!

baby also coming back tml...
miss him super lots wor..
hehe...hope that he is fine..
aiyo.. if tml i'm not tired after work. i will go adn find him before going back home..
hehe............
wondering if he will get mi any thing or not.. hehe...

i will start inviting ppl for my bdae when it August..
thn thn book buffet.. thn take leave..
tink that it will be ma fan to do all this things.. hehe..

wenya.. jia you wor..

Have always wanted to blog..
but simply too lazy to even log on.. hehe

tml will be my day off..
and baby will be flying to gentng early tml too.
sian.. won't be able to send him off, as it too early for mi travel down to send him.
hope that he will have fun there with ken, wh and pam.. hehe

have moved to work in yishun..
intially i feel that it still ok..
but as day passes.. i feel that the travelling distance is reali very far..
hope that i will get use to it faster...
my ward is offically opening on the 28 of july..
i will be doing my first round of nite starting from 31 of july..
hope that sister will give us only 3 nites..
if not i will die sia..............

hope that i will atart blogging regularly again

stay at home today.....
intially was hopinh to go out with baby de..
but mummy don't let mi stay out late...
so i told baby that i can't make it for today..

guess wat i do today???
erm.. pei mama go market to eat lunch...
do some account for my ward chalet..
fixed my hse old sewing machine(super old that type, that kind that still use legs to pedal before the machine will move de)
after that i use 2 pieces of cloth and make them into my thin matress bedsheet..
the 2 tasks above used mi 4 hours to complete..
but i felt good after completing it.. hehe....

baby is now having fun with his friends..
how i hope that i can join them..
i can only pray hard that my curfew will be gone soon..lol....

going facial tml.. thn going to mit aishah to buy ward chalet decor..
woohoo....

woohoo!!!
happy 1 yr 4 months to baby and i... hehe..
hope that there is more happy to go.. haha....

ytd morning went out to find baby...
we went to chevrons to book chalet for my bdae!
thn i accompany baby to sch..
home sweet home after that...
i felt that i shld care and concern for baby a little bit more..
shld c&c more on his basic needs first....
even though he might feel weird in the intial stage, soon he will get use to it de...

aft that when to kumon to hlp mama .....
becuz i went to hlp.. so mama get to go off 1 hour early..
woohoo.. that good right?? hehe..
we have our lunch......

went home after working very hard...lol...
take a shower and off i went to bukit timah plaza to mit jing jing..
we went there to have our korean food again...
thn we took bus to the cathay...
we get to watch the sneak preview of despicable me..
it in 3D somemore....
woohoo...... got to thank jing jing for that..
as it was my first time watching sneak preview.. hehe...

after the movie we went to TCC to have dinner..
their food is reali good....
plus they have this 1 for 1 promotion..
so it make the food very reasonable...
will still go there to makan b4 25 of july..
as the promotion will end at that date.. hehe...

nice mit up with her..
hope that i can arrange a gathering for my poly jie mei soon... hehe...

happy bdae!!!! lol....