i felt that i'm being neglected by baby..
the feeling is so so bad..
i can feel that aching in my heart..
sian..

i don't like to have this feeling..
really..
i really hate it.. but i couldn't hlp it..

i think is all the hoping that make mi feel so sad..
i was hoping that baby will put mi slightly more important in his heart..
but this hoping always hurt mi the most..

isit becuz he has slowly becoming a very important person to mi..
thn maybe i shld jus control my feeling..
but can i ????

i'm so tired from all this.......................
when can baby be more responsible towards mi...
and learn to be responsible to the things around him...

tired...............