always wanted to blog.. but didn't have the time..
not long ago.. my ah gong jus passed away..
and this is when i know who are the ppl that will stand by u...
i thank all the frenz that have given me their support..

for those who have study griefing process shld know that there are 5 stages..
denial, anger, bargain, depress and follow by acceptance..
some ppl might go in orders.. but some ppl might experience it in different orders..
but for mi.. i have skip all the other 4 stages and experience accpetance...
maybe it due to the fact that my ah gong is very old liao..
or he didn't suffer much during his last stage of life..
or maybe i'm just being train to be cold blooded since i'm a nurse..
i'm also not sure which is the reason......

but i know that i felt very very tired after that...
so tired that i'm not motivate to do anything...
i jus wan to stay at home to accompany my family..
i was worried that i won't be able to have enough time for my family.

i'm gald that my parent have stop their cold war after my ah gong passed away..
maybe my ah gong blessed them before he moved on to hie next stages of life..
but i feel that my mama is reali a great wife that will support his husband no matter in wat situtation...
and i hope i can be like my mama.. be a good wife in the future.. hehe..

i'm so tired during my working time..
not sure why. but jus don't have that much of motivation to work liao..
and i feel that my appetite is getting bigger and bigger..
isit becuz of higher stress level that cause mi to have all these signs??
i also not very sure...........

jus hoping that this period of time can be over soon.....