Finally i'm posting sth up after so long..
life had been very stressful..

only matter is it about work or R/S..
i feel that there is a plastic barrier between me and every other things..

i can see wat is going on, heard wat is going on, touch wat is going on..
but my air and their will always be different..
the space that we belong will always be different..

i can't understand how ppl feel, and ppl can't understand how i feel..
lief is getting more complicated..
but y is it lidat??
maybe due to the fact that my trust level towards other is getting lower and lower
but i also want to trust.. i wan to have the sense of security....
haiz.....

everyone is asking when i'm going ICU, but the fact is that i myself i also don't know..
which make mi feel very stress when ppl asking mi this Question..
how i wish ppl don't ask so much question when they see mi...
lol...............

going to fins roxanne tml to learn how to put on contact lens..
will jia you and learn de...........

i want to put and braces and start learning driving..
i will go and enrol myself with a private instructor, so that i can progress in my learning..
and i wan to go on for jaw surgry... becuz since i wan to do.. must as well i do it properly right??
nxt time if my baby have to mit client .. at least i will be more presentable..
hehe.

jus received my bdae present from my lakota.. and i love the present they had given mi..
felt so touch..
actually not only them..
but all the present that i had received this year. is the best..
i can feel that they are really didn't wat is the things i really needs.. and they gave it to mi as a present..
i will try to mit out with my friends.. and accompany my mummy as my priority...
both grp of social network is my source of enegry to moved on and work...