Happy new year!!!
a new year is starting soon.......
having mix feeling: Happy, sad, stress and pain.. lol

my new goal of the year:

1. to be a more family person
2. to love my bf more!!
3. to stop committing myself so much on my work
4. to stop volunteer myself to be planner of event.. so tiring.. haha
5. hope to go for advance dip
6. hope that i will be more determine to lose weight..
7. stop whining so much...
8. having less social network
9. to have more time for myself
10. to start learning driving again
11. to sign up for upgrading or enriching courses...

i tink that about it.. will review again on 2011 year end.. hehe

soso happy to have a it out with gabby and doro..
and it sth not plan.. but on the spot decided.
wenya rarely do this type of things de..
she someone that like everythings to be plan well. lol..

anyway.. today was so tiring..
i wake up early in the monring 6am..
left my hse at 6.50am..
rched ktph at 7am...
and i stay there till 10pm then i left that place..
it double shift u know??
lol... so tiring..

and now i'm suffering from bilateral knees pain..
haiz.. it so painful.. ouch...

i'm worried abt my baby vinz vinz..
but i also scare to hurt his ego too..
how shld i hlp him?

stay at home today..
slacking.. felt good... hehe....

17 days more and it will be bonus.. so so looking forward to it..
i hope that it will be enough for mi to use, give my mama.. plus saving.. hehe..

i feel that there are changes in me...
i starting to be a more home person...
start to think of my mummy more..
even though i'm still lazy to dd housework...
but but... i will still try to maintain my room clean.. lol..

i feel that i also starting to learn how to use the min to maintain my relationship with alvin while staying in the comfort zone(tis only apply during my non-pms days...)
and baby also will try his best to sayang mi more during my pms days..
and i love it now.. hehe....
hope that it will be lidat long long time...

i hope to go over icu fast fast wor..
i wan to go over to learn lots and lots of new things..
i'm prepare to get scolding from all those old birds.. wahaha..
but at the same time i'm scare...
still not sure when i will be going...
shld i go and ask my sister..
but i nida to organise my ward party first..
so got to jia you lor.....
hope that sister will promote mi before sending mi over to icu..
will her???? not sure..

i love my day off today...
realli slept lots.. and relax lots..
hehe....