Super damn long didn't blog liao..
Actually have been thinking i must blog everyday.. but in the end i simply to lazy to spen a little time for it.. wahaha.. i'm a pig!! oink oink..

have been together with Alvin Kok Yin Shao aka Baby for the past 2years, 6 months and 22 days..
to be serious.. Baby and I rarely quarrel, is it a good thing?? i also not very sure.. But we do feel angry with each other very frequent.. wahaha.. but yet we still don't quarell, we just try to cool down and tok things out...

When we started, i felt insecure.. becuz I don't understand why he choose me over a his ex-gf that love him so much more thn me. And they are some hip hup here and there...

When our relationship went into first year.. both of us have the feeling.. WOW.. that was so fast.. we didn't expect the time to past of fast..

when we are together for the 2nd year.. it like we just start to know each other a little more.. seriously a little only.. lol.. i still not sure if we are mean for each other, and feeling a little insecure.

and now... being with him for 2yrs and 6 months.. i feel that i know and understand him so much more... i have confident that he has been loving me so so much... and willing to do anything he can for me.. and i also think that he is the guy i wan to be with..

thn Gabby pop a question for me.. Do you still love Alvin or use to have Alvin. Thn i just reply her.. I'm use to having Alvin around me, but i still love him.. hehe.. Baby was so cute when u told him about this.. He was a little Mad.. hehe..

hehe.. life goes on.. we won't know wat will happen in the near future.. but i will continue to jia you in this relationship.. i tink the most important thing i learn from Baby is to learn to trust, understand and share with each other. hehe..

Work had been very very busy lately.. but it good.. bcuz we get to learn and see how is the world like.. becuz most of the patient that dmitted to our icu is very sick..

i thank god that last time my Ah gong didn't suffer as much as all my current patient that passed on..

i will do my best to hlp my patient to go on the path of recovery...
suddenly understand that people won't die so easily.. but if there are some very bad external factor, life is just like glass... it will jus shatter very easily unknowningly..

i need more knowledge in my brain.. lol..

went buffet with my family ytd.. so got my parents, my bro and his GF(kunrui), Baby and I...
went to jurong point to eat.. my mama was very happy.. becuz out family rarely have this type of gathering and my daddy took leave just for that. wahhaha..

As we are toking.. we start to tok my job.. Me being a nurse..
Kunrui said that my work is very tough and under pay.. which i agree..
And suggested that i may want to have a career switch..
actually this thot came to my mine at times.. but somehow i didn't.. i feel that my passion for this job is still there.. i love my patient.. despite the fact that i need to clean their ass....
so i jus replied her that i will have a career switch when my passion for patient has gone..
Although switching career at ltr stage mean that i will have more difficulty in adapting to the job and environment.. but i guess if i can tolerate being a nurse, i can be alot better in other field too..
lol.. i'm simply jus tooo over-confident. hehe....

anyway.. Sch is starting soon ..
Jus FYI I will be studying adv dip in NYP coming Oct till next year May..
Full time student again for coming 7 month plus..
heard that it super duper stress... hope that i can cope...
here come my mama favourite phrase: don't be too stress over your studies, jus put in all ur effort and get at least a pass can le..
I really appreciated this phrase.. becuz of that i always feel that study is a fun thing to do..
i love to study and absorb new knowledge.. hehe..
after my adv dip.. I will start my part time degree.. i jus have to tahan for 1 yr and i will be able to finish the course.. And aft degree.. will try to work harder to gain more experience before going to study master.... i know ppl might be thinking how come a nurse still nida to sutdy till master.. but it the knowledge gain that add value to ur life and not jus the cert.. Hence i believe by going aft a master will hlp mi gain another level of knowledge.. woohoo..
jia you wenya......
quote from Lua H.C.: "Just learn to be humble and u will learn alot by doing so", "Good things might not be good, and bad things might not be bad" and " to seek continuous improve while maintaining ur standard"

i will try to work as hard as possible to be a better person...........

i have been wondering.. when cann i get married anfd have my children.. come back to basic.. actually my smallest dream is to get married, to have at least 3 children and to have a house of my own.. Hope that my dream will come true soon ..............