Saturday, 14 September 2013
5:07 pm
I started to wonder as time goes by, is there really a reason for me to stay in watever i'm in now.... Neither am i learning new things nor am i in my comfort zone..... My energy level has been constantly drained to nth after work and feel demoralised post work. All this make me wonder wat the meaning of me working in this organisation, this profession again.
I have to admit i still luv my patients... They are the one and only source that gave me the little comfort when i was working. Without them i guess i will not be in this profession all time ago.. But as i work longer i realise that little comfort cannot support my emotion and my low morale toward my organisation. I hate my shift work despite high allowance. This shows that in the real world there no win win situation. Haiz.... Life still goes on although ironically i have witnesses a lot of death that happen in split second.
wenya
