a simple diary

2012-01-31T01:39:00.001+08:00

I'm still studying... Bad bad bad...

2012-01-30T18:42:00.001+08:00

Tmr is the day... Going to have test tmr..

Scare scare... Going to start studying again now...

Studying very hard

2012-01-29T20:57:00.001+08:00

Like the title... Have been study vri hard for the past 2 days..
All becuz of my coming 2 test..
One is a 60% and the other one 20%.
So i'm currently chiong-ing my 60% de, although it test ltr thn the 20% de..

Supper sian to jus keep studying...
But wat to do....

Jia you...

2012-01-28T14:36:00.004+08:00

Wow... First time using my i- phone to blog...

Like finally i got a easier way to blog without having to switching on my laptop..

Anyway... Life still goes on even though it CNY now... Hehe

So next week i going to have 2 test coming up.

One on the tuesday and one more on wed...

Tuesday test is 20%, so i hav decided study it on monday.

While the Wed test is 60%, so i will be study till like nobody business for coming 2 says..

Frenz that is reading... Pls pray for me...

Going bck to study now...

Ya btw.. Today went jogging with Gabby.. And it 4 km... I almost died... Lol...

See my shag face.. lol..

Shall continue to study...

2011-12-16T22:15:00.003+08:00

blog blog blog..

super long did post anything le..

firstly.. i have to say i'm glad that i survive my first 2 months and 1 week in NYP

it have been tough.. as assignment, tutorial,e-tutorial, practical and test.. have been follow one by one bombing mi..

it kind of stressful... but this will train me better for my future degree..

i have to annouce that i will be going my degree next year July at curtin ( near TPY)

it actually very far.. but i tink is worth it..

as i only nida to take the degree for one year nia..

although it without honour. but still.. it a degree.. hehe..

after i finish my degree.. i will left one year of bond..

seriously hope that i will get married by that time.. and get pregnant by thn..

woohoo..

but rarely will things go according as we plan..

which is sad..

jia you!!!

tmr gonna mit my lakota.. woohoo...

miss thm..

2011-10-30T22:34:00.006+08:00

tmr going to be 3rd week of my sch le..

wahaha...

being a student is good!!1 but the stress being a student is not at all good..

being a joke of the week..

i was so stress that i fall sick.. slight fever + flu + cough + sore throat..

wat bad combine.

but i was being care and love by my BF, so everything is bearable-- wahaha. actually there is no link... opps..

somehow i's slowly getting use to be a student.. Yes!! no more shift work..

better skin condition..

however due to my skin medcation.. i currently stilll can't go for exercise..

so i wil sart exercising when my dr tirated down my medication dosage.

Jia You!!! woohoo..

i will slowly adapt to the stress level.. and excel in my work... jia you!!!

not sure y. but ppl nowadays don't blog as frequent as ppl in the past..

isit life too busy or isit the fact that blogging is out of fashion???

Last but not least..

Gabrielle and I finally lauch our blog shop le..

it kind of scary.. becuz no one order anything yet.. got to jia you lor..

2011-10-18T10:39:00.002+08:00

My student life started again..
all i can say is that i really miss NP.. wahaha
i miss the food there..
but anyway.. i shld learn to adapt to NYP..
may be i can find out good point out of it.. hehe..

sch seem stressful, even though it jus the first day...
maybe becuz there is more senior nurse there bah.. and plus my knowledge not very good..
ya lor.. but i will jia you de..

ytd.. so happy.. went out with baby to watch movie plus dinner..
spend quite a lot.. so tink will try to spend money more wisely coming date..
love baby lots.. hehe..

2011-10-06T13:51:00.003+08:00

Blog blog!!!!
I'm going to be student again like in 11days.
and i told baby that i'm tinking of doing part time job.
He scolded me for not doing my finacial planning well, which is true..hehe
anyway.. he said it my choose whether or not if i want to take up another partime job while i am studying.. hehe..

have been on leave since 1 of Oct.... and today is oredi 6 of Oct..
if u ask mi, wat have i done so far.. i can tell u ... nth much..

1/10/11- Saturday
Went to a respiratory therapy conference which is called "The ARTS of breathing"
I went with Jing Jing, Gabby, Kee Ching, Wing See and Emily Sin. Intially Peiqi shld be going de, but she said she working morning shift, so she asked me to jio a fren that is interested. Hence Jing jing came.. wahaha..
Slept in quite a number of the presentation. It not that they are very boring, but they had fed too much food.. lol..
after the tok.. we went down to JP to mit kitty..
Adele is still as cute as ever.. but she is so horrible when she is hungry.. screaming her head off like no ppl business.. other thn that.. she is good and cute..

2/10/11-Sunday
i tink.... i wake up around 1100hrs plus.. thn went market with my mother..
Went down to Ah ma hse with mama.. becuz my mama nida to sit the negative ion chair..
I weave finish the first pen i wanted to give to my ward ppl..
Went home, and i started sorting out my insurance policy.. like again..
like nv ending like that.. so sian..
do until i forget the timing.. and hence.. i'm late for the gathering session with Tian, Ken, Max and Willy. But love my Baby to the max, he waited for me before going to mit them..
so sweet to have such a BF right.. hehe...
i didn't drink any beer.. in view of my ance medication and plan of the body check up the following day...

3/10/11-Monday
Wake up at 0800hrs, didn't eat any thing except for plain water.
was a little shock to see my brother at home.. becuz he shld be working in Sch.. thn i realise he took MC for that day- due to muscle ache(he went to run for 21km on Sun).
left home at 0830hrs, called up Gabby to remind her about the health check..
luckily i did call her, becuz she is still slping.. lol..
rch my hospital at 0930hrs, only to discover that there is not much ppl..
sian.. still rush till like no ppl business.. haiz..
after that we went to star buck to chill till 1215hrs.. Gabby went back to work, while i went to JP NTUC to mit my mama to buy for ingredient for curry..

Went home liao, i jus slack and do nth, while my mama was busy cooking.. so bad of me..
lol.........
after mama settle down, we went down to Ah ma hse again but with curry this time for the chair.. hehe..
so mama sat for 1.5hrs, when we are going home, thn gugu came back from work.. lol.. so coincident wor..

R&R at home till slp time..

4/10/11, Tuesday-
intially wanted to go back to ktph to do my bond thing.. but i'm simply lazy..
so rot at home again..
went out at 1700hrs, to mit my insurance agent..
change all my policy to annually prenium.. and bought a saving plan (actually it an investment link plan)..
our apointment ended early.. so i hang around at bugis till Allan ring mi up..

oh ya.. btw.. Xiao Qi treated us dinner at crystal jade becuz she took her first pay-so nice of her.
Her job seem so interesting, she working as a script writer for the variety show in mediacorp.. isn't it cool.. She said all the host in singapore needs the script for their variety show.. it so sad to hear this.. becuz all along i thot they won't need a script de.. haiz..
but her job sound nice and fun.. but not sure y Allan sound unhappy that Xiao Qi got herself into this job..

our day ended with dessert at Ji De Chi- there is one branch in JP.. hehe..

Opps.. i going out wor...
to be continue after i come back...

2011-09-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

Super damn long didn't blog liao..
Actually have been thinking i must blog everyday.. but in the end i simply to lazy to spen a little time for it.. wahaha.. i'm a pig!! oink oink..

have been together with Alvin Kok Yin Shao aka Baby for the past 2years, 6 months and 22 days..
to be serious.. Baby and I rarely quarrel, is it a good thing?? i also not very sure.. But we do feel angry with each other very frequent.. wahaha.. but yet we still don't quarell, we just try to cool down and tok things out...

When we started, i felt insecure.. becuz I don't understand why he choose me over a his ex-gf that love him so much more thn me. And they are some hip hup here and there...

When our relationship went into first year.. both of us have the feeling.. WOW.. that was so fast.. we didn't expect the time to past of fast..

when we are together for the 2nd year.. it like we just start to know each other a little more.. seriously a little only.. lol.. i still not sure if we are mean for each other, and feeling a little insecure.

and now... being with him for 2yrs and 6 months.. i feel that i know and understand him so much more... i have confident that he has been loving me so so much... and willing to do anything he can for me.. and i also think that he is the guy i wan to be with..

thn Gabby pop a question for me.. Do you still love Alvin or use to have Alvin. Thn i just reply her.. I'm use to having Alvin around me, but i still love him.. hehe.. Baby was so cute when u told him about this.. He was a little Mad.. hehe..

hehe.. life goes on.. we won't know wat will happen in the near future.. but i will continue to jia you in this relationship.. i tink the most important thing i learn from Baby is to learn to trust, understand and share with each other. hehe..

Work had been very very busy lately.. but it good.. bcuz we get to learn and see how is the world like.. becuz most of the patient that dmitted to our icu is very sick..

i thank god that last time my Ah gong didn't suffer as much as all my current patient that passed on..

i will do my best to hlp my patient to go on the path of recovery...
suddenly understand that people won't die so easily.. but if there are some very bad external factor, life is just like glass... it will jus shatter very easily unknowningly..

i need more knowledge in my brain.. lol..

went buffet with my family ytd.. so got my parents, my bro and his GF(kunrui), Baby and I...
went to jurong point to eat.. my mama was very happy.. becuz out family rarely have this type of gathering and my daddy took leave just for that. wahhaha..

As we are toking.. we start to tok my job.. Me being a nurse..
Kunrui said that my work is very tough and under pay.. which i agree..
And suggested that i may want to have a career switch..
actually this thot came to my mine at times.. but somehow i didn't.. i feel that my passion for this job is still there.. i love my patient.. despite the fact that i need to clean their ass....
so i jus replied her that i will have a career switch when my passion for patient has gone..
Although switching career at ltr stage mean that i will have more difficulty in adapting to the job and environment.. but i guess if i can tolerate being a nurse, i can be alot better in other field too..
lol.. i'm simply jus tooo over-confident. hehe....

anyway.. Sch is starting soon ..
Jus FYI I will be studying adv dip in NYP coming Oct till next year May..
Full time student again for coming 7 month plus..
heard that it super duper stress... hope that i can cope...
here come my mama favourite phrase: don't be too stress over your studies, jus put in all ur effort and get at least a pass can le..
I really appreciated this phrase.. becuz of that i always feel that study is a fun thing to do..
i love to study and absorb new knowledge.. hehe..
after my adv dip.. I will start my part time degree.. i jus have to tahan for 1 yr and i will be able to finish the course.. And aft degree.. will try to work harder to gain more experience before going to study master.... i know ppl might be thinking how come a nurse still nida to sutdy till master.. but it the knowledge gain that add value to ur life and not jus the cert.. Hence i believe by going aft a master will hlp mi gain another level of knowledge.. woohoo..
jia you wenya......
quote from Lua H.C.: "Just learn to be humble and u will learn alot by doing so", "Good things might not be good, and bad things might not be bad" and " to seek continuous improve while maintaining ur standard"

i will try to work as hard as possible to be a better person...........

i have been wondering.. when cann i get married anfd have my children.. come back to basic.. actually my smallest dream is to get married, to have at least 3 children and to have a house of my own.. Hope that my dream will come true soon ..............

2011-06-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

AL is here.. lalalala~~~~~

my first day of AL ended well with the accompany of Gabby..
we went to shop around..
and i actually used 500 plus to buy a pair of diamond ear stuck and necklace..
after that i manage to get my cream at the supermarket. hehe

we also went to watch movie: the hangover 2..
it funny in overall.. but yucky when it come the finger. and the sucking motion from that cute little monkey.. ..hehe...

afterwhich we went to ichiban sushi to have our dinner.
so so sinful.. i ate super lots.........
and i gonna put on lots of weigh bah.. sian..

happy.. that my first day of AL is well spend.. but i'm tired.. hehe..

the most happy thing is that baby came over to find mi in the nite time..
Luuv him lots.. always trying his best to come and mit me. hehe..

2nd day of AL
spend my day at home..
went to help my mama to wash fan in kumon...
after that went to boon lay shopping centre to change thai baht..
and i bought all the ingredients that are needed for cooking... eheh
going to cook some food for baby this coming friday.
hope that it will be smooth and nice..
as i don't usually cook.. lol.. hehe..

started doing some contribution for my ward after my dinner..
i went to invent some chart.. for better monitoring of the movement of the restrainer..
hope that it will hlp them.. hehe..

now.. here i am blogging abt my life..
wahaha..

will be going out with my mama tmr to shop shop again..
but tmr got driving lesson at 1030 in the morning.
got to tell uncle that i don't wan to go for my TP..
as i'm not confident yet.
i don't wan to go becuz i know i will fail for sure.. hehe..
hope i won't get scolding for making that decision.. haiz..

as for thurs. i will be going to mit up with Gabby again.
for spa in Chervons.
first time in my life i go for spa.. not sure how it will feel like.
hope that it will be shiok feeling...

i kind of pack.. and end of the day..
wat i want is a slack AL.. that i can rot on my bed for the whole day..
maybe i shall rot when i go on cruise with my mama from 26 till 29 of june.. hehe..

2011-06-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling tired after i started having fever..
it nv gone, but keep coming back to me..
i jus choose to heck care..

going to desaru with my poly clinque tmr..
i know that it quite stupid to have jus a 2 day 1 nite trip..
but it something i hope that it will be short and sweet.. hehe..

somehow i tink i love my bf more and more everyday..
he might not be the best man in the world..
but at least he try to treat me well.
and i kind of have no resistance to it..
i love him... that all i can say..

2011-05-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

omg suddenly felt so irriated by my staff..

u are leader but not doing ..

now oredi tell u to jus sent te pic to mi via email..

but now u send mi via phone..

kns...........

if my phone can received and upload to my lappy i won't ask u to send to email..

and now ask mi how.......

of course the answer is the same sent to my email..

but then u didn't even make the effort to read my first sms again..

and asked me for my email again..

irriated..

y all the black black ppl lidat one de. kns

2011-05-29T22:24:00.002+08:00

suddenly got the mood to blog again.. actually te previous post is an imcomplete post, but not in the mood to con't it. hehe.. i'm so so wilful.. wahaha..

anyway.. i jus want to update abt my life..
feeling super damn tired from work recently.. not sure isit due to pms..
but canu believe it.. after my morning shift.. i actually got the feeling that i jus finish nite shift..
wah... feeling super damn seh.. so rest at staff room for awhile b4 moving back home..

it always a torture to travel 1hr home via mrt during peak hrs..
not place to sit plus rude passenagers..
don't understand y singgapore ppl mindset is still like uncivillise ppl lidat..
but there nothing i can do nor change..
as that wat the person had choosen.. i shall respect the person wish and let him/her get scolding from the back of other ppl.. lol.. sound so like a devil.. but who cares...

seriously i'm in PMS moode plus craving for food mood.
have been drinking porridge.. and more porridge to come for a few more days..
sian sian sian... actually also got noodle lar... and fish..
but wat i'm craving for is fried food and chicken.. lol.
watever.. i will wait for another 1.5 weeks and i can enjoy those food again.. hehe..

have been having right knee joint pain=sign of getting old??
anyway.. i was tinking isit abt the soft bone for ligament or etc..
scarli is sport injury.. u nv know.. becuz i went jogging so much perviously.
but i'm not that sporty kind of person wor.. haha..
if it realli sport injury.. i will confirm laugh util my head drop.. lol

my workplace is having JCI coming Aug..
and everyone is so anxious, tense up plus plus plus currently..
i think more roadshows, more protocol, more mock audit and more stress coming to us-all the small small worker in my workplace..
sian.. first time going through JCI, abit sian yet abit excited becuz nv do b4..
but i tink very fast it will be over..

looking forward to july... bonus bonus.. and it will cover all the worried from the above..
heard that it half month bonus plus 250SGD plus performance bonus..
woohoo.. happy done by tpm liao, so after tpm is equal to wait for money to come in on july. lol...
i tink everyone is waiting for that bah.. lol...

beside all this my leave is finally coming.. yes!! can go relax relax..
me!! i'm going to somewhere 2 days 1 nite wif my poly jie mei...
and going on cruise for 4 days 3 nites wif my mumy and ah yi's family=rest and relax plus plus...

so looking forward to coming few months.. lots of changes..

i really hope that i will be able to go for advance dip for the coming intake.
i will try my very best when the interview come.
i swear!! will perform my very best. even though i'm always tinking and reacting slightly slower thn others.

i also hoping for promotion.. i reallli nid to up up my salary.
i nid more money for my family.. for my saving and for my future studys..
life has become so so realistic when is come to $$$.. so pls let me be promoted.. hehe..
praying in progress!!!!!

so so many thots in my mind.. all randomly coming out from everywhere..
and it jus a typical pms gal brain.. lol..
everything and anything is connected and will be process at 1 go.. lol.....

ok enough for blogging.. got to do something moorrreeeeeeeeeeeee serious. hehe

last but not least.. i still love my BF-Alvin lots. hehe..

2011-05-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

luv the fact that baby came to wait for mi to end work.
through toking to more and more different ppl..
i realise that being together with a partner is not easy and it takes lot of effort to make it happen

like.. u must always make it clear to guys wat u want instead of beating around the bushes
appreciate the effort that he put in..
and etc.

but today baby highlighter to me that i'm not very caring type of Gf..
i don't cook for him..
i don't always buy food for him..
and etc..
which is true.. so i told him.. becuz that me..
but i promise if i will to married u.. i will try to cook for u when i'm avalible.. hehe..

i will support baby for his current career..
it might be tedious.. but that wat baby choose to do..
will try not to stress u so much in the future.. hehe..
but but i still hope that u will go for uni after u have ur career..
luv ya lots.. hope that our love will last..
thank god that it have last tis long. hehe..

2011-05-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

ppl that i will always remember:

Mdm Ang-my Pri 1 form teacher: Her favourite line is : i will spat ur buttok if u are naughty..

Mr Paruk-my pri 5 & 6 form teacher: He is the one that discover mt potential in study. He scolded me for not being serious in study and somehow i start to believe that i can be a good grade student too. so my grade from Cs and Ds become As and Bs, only my English is still Cs. But i'm still happy!! becuz i'm someone who always fail English.

Ms Ng-my sec 1 relief English teacher: She is the first teacher that came to tok to me to tell mi that as a gal we shldn't scold vuglar words or point middle finger. From the day she tell mi, i stop scolding and point middle finger.. but i don't mind ppl doing it, but i still insist that i won't do it..

Mr Wong- my sec 2 form teacher: I like that way he discipline us. lol.. we are always all for 1, 1 for all. it let me know how important teamwork is and no matter who is at wrong we have to face it as a team.(which i rarely see this)

Ms Teo(now Mrs Cheng) and Mrs Chong- my Sec 3 and 4 form teacher: they are so friendly and approachable. they are the one that make wenya a more sociable person. From someone that only study to someone who believe that both study and socializing is important.

Gabby -My sec sch mate till my working mate now: know her since sec 1, she is someone that will comment anything abt mi and someone that knows mi very well. we we went to the same sec to poly to hospital. somehow unknowingly she someone that play a very important role in my life.

Daniel Tan -my sec 2 sitting partner: the person i once love, but rejected by him. But i know that he is someone that i can fall back to. he always give mi the feeling that no matter wat happen if he is available he will try to come to mi and support me.

Weilian-my pri sch mate, my sec sch mate: know him since 10years old, he is a very introvent when he is with me. so unknowingly i want to care for him more and protect him. not sure if he can feel it, but i feel that he is a special friend to me..

weiyan-my sec sch mate: know him since 13 years old. always listen to him about wat he wants abt his future since sec 1 abt CDAC lesson. he is caring type of guys that will follow ur blog, facebook and etc. will pop out in ur life randomly. have to thank to his care and concern

Kitty, Hui min and Gabby-my sec sch clique: we always have our mitting every 6 monthly.. lol.. mean we only mit out once in awhile lar. but we nv feel weird when we mit. always so natural.

yu jing-my poly mate: one of my hao jie mei ar.. lol... even though she might reverse herself a little in front of most of ppl inculding mi. But i can feel tat that her character. somehow she is someone that i can whine to, i can cry to her in watever problem i have. she will always protect me too despite my size is bigger thn her. haha..

roxanne, yujing, Xin yi and Jen-my poly clique-make my poly life more interesting. always will study with me when exam is coming, always will plan wat to eat during our break time.. hope that we will go for an oversea trip together soon

jiamin-my course mate and CCA mate: somehow our life shldn't have intersect de, but life is weird, we are friends afterall. lol.. i always find her a good role model that i wan to learn from. her street smart, her confident, her observation skill and many many more. hehe..

Jenny-my collegue in AH: she is 1 batch earlier thn me from NYP. but i find that the way she tok abt working life enlightening me. and we hve to be brave towards our work. we are collegue of the medical team and not their maid.. woohoo!!!!

2011-05-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

Goals
Learn Malay
Go for dancing lesson
Learn 1 musical instrument
keep silm
Married with more thn 2 kids
study till the highest qualification
Ensure my account is tidy
Buy I-phone and i-touch

2011-05-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

since very long ago..
my wish was not to grow up..
till today i still hoping for it..
but it something that won't come true..

this the 4 months i'm in icu.
i like the workload now..
i like the extra knowledge i'm gaining.
but i don't like how the staff is being treated and the way my colleuge treated one another.

i still remember when i'm still in GW- everyone is good to everyone, no back stab, no so much of 1 gang here 1 gang there..
all diff country ppl work peacefully together with joy and laughter despite the heavy workload..

but now it so so much diff...
i have to been careful with my words when i talk..
i have to be as independant despite knowing very little stuff..
i have no power to voice out to anyone..
and i felt that it a pathetic state..
but wat to do............ i can nv go back to the past..
i have to move forward and face everything and anything positively..
it will be very tiring in long run..
becuz all i wan is to do watever i'm responsible for and be happy.. no fight and etc..
but now!!! for my benefit... i have to start to change myself to adapt into the complicated world..

have to learn to be more confident
have to learn to be more fake
have to learn to be more strong
have to be more knowledgable..
last but not least: have to learn to serve all staffs well

with all this have, i tink i will be surviving very well
but the problem is that will i be happy???

under 3 functional nursing supervisor??
and everyone in the ward scare of them instead of respecting them
without much empowerment
i saw a very dark life for myself in te future!!

hope that i can change the situation.. i pray!!!

after toking abt my work.. here come my relationship

my bro and i starts to tok more..
isit becuz i grow up liao ma??€
lol.. but it a good news...

while my mother and i still the same lor..
haha.. but i have to learn to be more patience with her..
becuz not sure y but she now tends to nag more thn in the past, plus my attention span on her become shorter and shorter as years go by..

Alvin and i:
can i say that we are still the same, but now more of like lao fu lao qi liao le.
becuz we only tok prn and when i wan to have listening ear..
he has been so so so busy with his current work..
while my shift work make the whole situation worse..
becuz we might end up not mitting for 1-2 weeks..
isit normal? i'm not sure..
but i know that we still do love each other, that for sure!!!

i'm currently very active in exercising.
becuz i really hope that i won't continue to put on any more weight..
lol.... jia you!!!
i really wants to learn lotz of stuff.. will list down the things i wanna to learn.

anyway.. no matter wat happen.. life goes on and on..

2011-04-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

my new goal.. to act like a tree!!!

no matter wat human do to the tree at the road side (e.g. trim them, moved them or etc)
they will still grow toward the sun...
no matter wat happen they will recover and keep growing..
such a good example to learn right??

i know it funny, but i tink that the nature that make the idea so great..

all human shld act like a tree...
learn to grow even ppl attack u..
learn to grow towards their goal..
hehe..

jia you !!!!!!!

2011-03-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

today is my first day of AL and my sec day of braces
happy that i still can eat you mian.. but in a much slower rate...

actually didn't do much..
slp though my afternoon after back from market with mama..
thn clear and tidy my room a little. but still messy
have porridge at home as dinner
taste good with my mama's luv.. hehe

thn went out to mit Alvin kok a clementi..
ate curry rice with him and his working frenz..
taste good.. but some of the rice jus stuck inbetween the braces.. sian.
used up lots of time to clear the rice out..

after my 2nd round dinner.
baby send mi home..
happy that i rch home b4 10pm..
hehe...

tmr going to my poly kakis..
miting rox first at city hall to have lunch cum visiting the toy museum..
happy!!
looking forward to it.
shld bring ccamera along to take lots of photos..

2011-03-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

today is the day that i put on braces....
and is my slping day too..
at 1125hr, my braces were being install on my upper jaws
woohoo..
i choose green colour for my band..
happy..
and i stand by lots of oral ulcer paste.. wahaha..
hope that i won't use that much..

i going to plan lots of things to do during my this AL...
i will be away from work for 10days..
happy!!!!

2010-12-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!!!
a new year is starting soon.......
having mix feeling: Happy, sad, stress and pain.. lol

my new goal of the year:

to be a more family person
to love my bf more!!
to stop committing myself so much on my work
to stop volunteer myself to be planner of event.. so tiring.. haha
hope to go for advance dip
hope that i will be more determine to lose weight..
stop whining so much...
having less social network
to have more time for myself
to start learning driving again
to sign up for upgrading or enriching courses...

i tink that about it.. will review again on 2011 year end.. hehe

2010-12-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

soso happy to have a it out with gabby and doro..
and it sth not plan.. but on the spot decided.
wenya rarely do this type of things de..
she someone that like everythings to be plan well. lol..

anyway.. today was so tiring..
i wake up early in the monring 6am..
left my hse at 6.50am..
rched ktph at 7am...
and i stay there till 10pm then i left that place..
it double shift u know??
lol... so tiring..

and now i'm suffering from bilateral knees pain..
haiz.. it so painful.. ouch...

i'm worried abt my baby vinz vinz..
but i also scare to hurt his ego too..
how shld i hlp him?

2010-12-01T19:16:00.002+08:00

stay at home today..
slacking.. felt good... hehe....

17 days more and it will be bonus.. so so looking forward to it..
i hope that it will be enough for mi to use, give my mama.. plus saving.. hehe..

i feel that there are changes in me...
i starting to be a more home person...
start to think of my mummy more..
even though i'm still lazy to dd housework...
but but... i will still try to maintain my room clean.. lol..

i feel that i also starting to learn how to use the min to maintain my relationship with alvin while staying in the comfort zone(tis only apply during my non-pms days...)
and baby also will try his best to sayang mi more during my pms days..
and i love it now.. hehe....
hope that it will be lidat long long time...

i hope to go over icu fast fast wor..
i wan to go over to learn lots and lots of new things..
i'm prepare to get scolding from all those old birds.. wahaha..
but at the same time i'm scare...
still not sure when i will be going...
shld i go and ask my sister..
but i nida to organise my ward party first..
so got to jia you lor.....
hope that sister will promote mi before sending mi over to icu..
will her???? not sure..

i love my day off today...
realli slept lots.. and relax lots..
hehe....

2010-11-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

5 more working days before i get my next rest day..
tired.. wenya got to jia you lor..

baby said that i'm a workaholic today....
actually it not that i'm a workaholic..
but i have the sense of responsible to finiah my things before i go home..
if not i will feel very uncomfortable and uneasy...
like today i only reach yishun MRT at 1800hrs..
which consider as very late.. since i end work at 1515hrs...
will continue to jy de.....

sslping

2010-11-26T00:47:00.001+08:00

haiz.. i'm still awake even though i'm working am shift later on..

will jia you ltr de.. lol...

2010-11-23T21:58:00.003+08:00

Finally i'm posting sth up after so long..
life had been very stressful..

only matter is it about work or R/S..
i feel that there is a plastic barrier between me and every other things..

i can see wat is going on, heard wat is going on, touch wat is going on..
but my air and their will always be different..
the space that we belong will always be different..

i can't understand how ppl feel, and ppl can't understand how i feel..
lief is getting more complicated..
but y is it lidat??
maybe due to the fact that my trust level towards other is getting lower and lower
but i also want to trust.. i wan to have the sense of security....
haiz.....

everyone is asking when i'm going ICU, but the fact is that i myself i also don't know..
which make mi feel very stress when ppl asking mi this Question..
how i wish ppl don't ask so much question when they see mi...
lol...............

going to fins roxanne tml to learn how to put on contact lens..
will jia you and learn de...........

i want to put and braces and start learning driving..
i will go and enrol myself with a private instructor, so that i can progress in my learning..
and i wan to go on for jaw surgry... becuz since i wan to do.. must as well i do it properly right??
nxt time if my baby have to mit client .. at least i will be more presentable..
hehe.

jus received my bdae present from my lakota.. and i love the present they had given mi..
felt so touch..
actually not only them..
but all the present that i had received this year. is the best..
i can feel that they are really didn't wat is the things i really needs.. and they gave it to mi as a present..
i will try to mit out with my friends.. and accompany my mummy as my priority...
both grp of social network is my source of enegry to moved on and work...

2010-09-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

always wanted to blog.. but didn't have the time..
not long ago.. my ah gong jus passed away..
and this is when i know who are the ppl that will stand by u...
i thank all the frenz that have given me their support..

for those who have study griefing process shld know that there are 5 stages..
denial, anger, bargain, depress and follow by acceptance..
some ppl might go in orders.. but some ppl might experience it in different orders..
but for mi.. i have skip all the other 4 stages and experience accpetance...
maybe it due to the fact that my ah gong is very old liao..
or he didn't suffer much during his last stage of life..
or maybe i'm just being train to be cold blooded since i'm a nurse..
i'm also not sure which is the reason......

but i know that i felt very very tired after that...
so tired that i'm not motivate to do anything...
i jus wan to stay at home to accompany my family..
i was worried that i won't be able to have enough time for my family.

i'm gald that my parent have stop their cold war after my ah gong passed away..
maybe my ah gong blessed them before he moved on to hie next stages of life..
but i feel that my mama is reali a great wife that will support his husband no matter in wat situtation...
and i hope i can be like my mama.. be a good wife in the future.. hehe..

i'm so tired during my working time..
not sure why. but jus don't have that much of motivation to work liao..
and i feel that my appetite is getting bigger and bigger..
isit becuz of higher stress level that cause mi to have all these signs??
i also not very sure...........

jus hoping that this period of time can be over soon.....

2010-08-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

work morning shift today. ..
i was always in the 2 team de..
but today i went to team 1 to work..
feel kind of weird.. becuz rarely work there..hehe..

feel totally sian diao when my nite staff pass to mi that my ah ma is not ok.. and kiv transfer to icu....
when i was transfer the patient to icu with dr..
the pt desat until 76% only for her oxygen..(normal people will be 95% and above)
aiyo.. my poor patient being incubated.. plus insertion of CVP..
i was being scolded for sending pt in too late..
haiz.. felt so bad for the patient.. and sry for the icu staff..
as my patient realli make them busy alot..

suddenly i reali have the urge to work in ICU sia..
becuz to my suprise when i stay so calm when i was hlping the ICU staff at the intial stage..
but can i can't hlp much, as i was not familiar with the environment..
hope that i can be capable so treating ill patient more......

have to thank my sister for hlping mi to take cover..
suddenly feel that my sister is very good actually..
hehe.....

back to sth happy...
i wan to get an i-phone soon..
yea.. i wan it during sep.. as a bdae present for myself.. hehe...
yea......

2010-08-11T20:24:00.003+08:00

finally got time to blog le..
tml and friday will be my day off..
happy....
i will rest well at home on friday..
since it a black friday plus chu 4 of the 7 month..
woohoo..

overslept today.....
but luckily i'm those chop chop person..
so from waking up till setp out of my hse door.. i only used 15min wor.
wahaha...
am i very fast?????

joke of the day:
i was toking to myself as i work as per usual...
thn jus nice got this PSY dr come to review patient..
he asked mi.. staff are u toking to urself..
and i answer yes.. i usually will do that when i'm very busy..
thn he replied: thn u shld work in IMH.. hehe..

pray hard that tml will be a gd day...

totally EMO!!!!

2010-07-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

i felt that i'm being neglected by baby..
the feeling is so so bad..
i can feel that aching in my heart..
sian..

i don't like to have this feeling..
really..
i really hate it.. but i couldn't hlp it..

i think is all the hoping that make mi feel so sad..
i was hoping that baby will put mi slightly more important in his heart..
but this hoping always hurt mi the most..

isit becuz he has slowly becoming a very important person to mi..
thn maybe i shld jus control my feeling..
but can i ????

i'm so tired from all this.......................
when can baby be more responsible towards mi...
and learn to be responsible to the things around him...

tired...............

2010-07-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

yoyo..
my ward is going to be open up tml..
that mean i will have lots of admission tml
actually i myself also not very sure too.
but wat i know is that i need to learn everything fast tml..
hehe..

looking forward to it sia.. happy!!!

i was on my way back from work via MRT
guess wat i saw on the train..
i saw it happy nurses day..
and all the nurses from different cluster..
and the one representing alex health is Mala (one of my previous ward staff)

suddenly feel that actully nurses in Singapore is slowly being appreciated by public..
happy!!!!!

baby also coming back tml...
miss him super lots wor..
hehe...hope that he is fine..
aiyo.. if tml i'm not tired after work. i will go adn find him before going back home..
hehe............
wondering if he will get mi any thing or not.. hehe...

i will start inviting ppl for my bdae when it August..
thn thn book buffet.. thn take leave..
tink that it will be ma fan to do all this things.. hehe..

wenya.. jia you wor..

2010-07-24T17:47:00.004+08:00

Have always wanted to blog..
but simply too lazy to even log on.. hehe

tml will be my day off..
and baby will be flying to gentng early tml too.
sian.. won't be able to send him off, as it too early for mi travel down to send him.
hope that he will have fun there with ken, wh and pam.. hehe

have moved to work in yishun..
intially i feel that it still ok..
but as day passes.. i feel that the travelling distance is reali very far..
hope that i will get use to it faster...
my ward is offically opening on the 28 of july..
i will be doing my first round of nite starting from 31 of july..
hope that sister will give us only 3 nites..
if not i will die sia..............

hope that i will atart blogging regularly again

2010-07-07T20:54:00.003+08:00

stay at home today.....
intially was hopinh to go out with baby de..
but mummy don't let mi stay out late...
so i told baby that i can't make it for today..

guess wat i do today???
erm.. pei mama go market to eat lunch...
do some account for my ward chalet..
fixed my hse old sewing machine(super old that type, that kind that still use legs to pedal before the machine will move de)
after that i use 2 pieces of cloth and make them into my thin matress bedsheet..
the 2 tasks above used mi 4 hours to complete..
but i felt good after completing it.. hehe....

baby is now having fun with his friends..
how i hope that i can join them..
i can only pray hard that my curfew will be gone soon..lol....

going facial tml.. thn going to mit aishah to buy ward chalet decor..
woohoo....

2010-07-06T12:10:00.002+08:00

woohoo!!!
happy 1 yr 4 months to baby and i... hehe..
hope that there is more happy to go.. haha....

ytd morning went out to find baby...
we went to chevrons to book chalet for my bdae!
thn i accompany baby to sch..
home sweet home after that...
i felt that i shld care and concern for baby a little bit more..
shld c&c more on his basic needs first....
even though he might feel weird in the intial stage, soon he will get use to it de...

aft that when to kumon to hlp mama .....
becuz i went to hlp.. so mama get to go off 1 hour early..
woohoo.. that good right?? hehe..
we have our lunch......

went home after working very hard...lol...
take a shower and off i went to bukit timah plaza to mit jing jing..
we went there to have our korean food again...
thn we took bus to the cathay...
we get to watch the sneak preview of despicable me..
it in 3D somemore....
woohoo...... got to thank jing jing for that..
as it was my first time watching sneak preview.. hehe...

after the movie we went to TCC to have dinner..
their food is reali good....
plus they have this 1 for 1 promotion..
so it make the food very reasonable...
will still go there to makan b4 25 of july..
as the promotion will end at that date.. hehe...

nice mit up with her..
hope that i can arrange a gathering for my poly jie mei soon... hehe...

2010-07-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

happy bdae!!!! lol....

i bought a bdae cake for my Gu gu..

at first i thot that her bdae is on the 2nd of july.. but it turn out that it 9 of july.. haha

but my gu gu is still happy!! hehe

will remember the date next yr.. hehe...

Mi and mummy!!! yea!!!

as you see we are wearing raincoat....

we are actually at padang watching NDP family day show under the rain...

onli mi and mummy... as we only have 2 tickets.....

the rain actually end when the show ends... lol..

a little more photo.....

mi and mummy at the end of the show...

we both look abit shag.. hehe......

it reali hot with the raincoat..... we are sweating like siao....

but we enjoyed!!!!

hope that we can go for NDP again next year!!!

2010-06-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

finally i have to go back to work tml!!
will jia you de!!!

went back to work on friday.
gotten my new KTPH uniform..
when i show the uniform to my mama..
she actually said it look nice.. like u are a air stewardess..
i was like.. but mummy i'm a nurse... haha....
anyway.. at least she said it nice..
that make feel better when i'm wearing thte uniform in the future...

aft work.. went home straight away..
change myself into sth light and off i went to ktph..
i actually took a cab down during peak hour...
so it cost mi like around 26 buck..
super ex right...
i will make sure i wake up super early when i start working there.
becuz i don't want to waste my money on taxi anymore..
hahaha...

attended the kampong galore...
the performance is nice
the food is nice..
the ward is nice..
but i left early.. becuz i went to find my baby...
miss him lots....

stay at home the whole day ytd..
becuz daddy isn't very happy that i keep going out
so be a guai gal and stay at home..

today. went out to work for 2 hrs..
thn off to find baby..
and i'm home now with baby...
have dinner at my hse...
hope that baby enjoy the food.. hehe..

baby will be watching movie with his family ltr on...
hope tat he will enjoy!!!!

2010-06-24T12:11:00.002+08:00

woohoo!!
back from genting le.. tired..
i'm down with fever and flu... sian..
i'm so so weak.. haha... but i did enjoy the trip...

baby, my bro and i went around to play..
while my mama joined my auntie they all..
felt so sry abt the incident....
but i promised i will be a better child. hehe...

first day we rch.. we simply R&R-ing....
didn't do much... jus walk around to eat and shop...
btw our whole family that went there is super lots..
let mi list down kay..
my family: mama, gor gor, baby and mi
my fifth auntie: auntie, her husband(uncle) and my cousin
my da bian ge(big cousin): cousin, his wife, his 2 kids plus his maid
my er bian jie(second cousin): cousin, her husband and her 2 sons
my san bian jie(third cousin): cousin, her husband and her 2 daughters
so total of 20 ppl... woohoo.. big right?? lol.....
that y it is fun... hehe...
but i didn't join them much in the shopping part.. as i felt very weak to join them..

second day... gor gor, baby and mi.. went to the outdoor theme park to play..
but didn't manage to play everything as there is rain on and off....
i think that is when i caught my flu from... haha.... rain plus cold plus dry=flu and fever.. wahaha
while we are playing... mama went temple with my fifth auntie's family..
thn we met up to have dinner....

i went back to hotel room to rest.. while the rest of the adult went to the casino to play...
lol... i'm not 21 yet... but i also don't reali care if i can play or not... not interested in it...

the following day... we went to play the theme park again..
but this time with round.. is reali our whole family....
haha... we went and play the tea cup.. flying elephant.. ferries wheel..
all those that is not so excited for elderly de......
thn we have our lunch at the resturant that near the theme park..
thn wee went back to play the indoor park..
after that all of them went back to the hotel...
while baby and i went to play the roller coster....

it so scary.. but happy that we went for that ride..
as i was able to scream my head off.. and vent out all my emotion.. hehe..
thn went back the hotel to find them... and off we went for dinner..
after dinner.. we went to jalan jalan abit to see if there is anything that we can buy..
but it abit late.. so most of the shop is like closing soon.. hehe..
but mummy and baby still manage to get sth.. hehe...

baby and i went back to hotel room to put all the things we bought...
and went back to lobby to mit them..
aft that we went out of the hotel to jalan jalan.. the air outside is super cold..
i think it even colder than air-con sia....
went outside to take photo.. plus chit-chating..
thn off we went to the casino again.. this time round i went tgt with them.
the security didn't check mi sia....
so baby keep on saying that i have the mature looks.. sian..
but anyway luckily they never check mi....

went back to hotel to rest after baby realising that i was dozing off on the chair.. haha..
so paiseh.. i'm not onli weak but a pig too.. wahaha...

our last day.. we went to buy more local product before we set off..
i went hotel early again.. becuz i felt quite sick liao...
rest until.. they said it time for us to check out le...
thn we jalan for 30 min before our car came to fetch us back...
the whole journey back took us abt 5.5hr to rch..
i was running fever of 38.3 when i rch sg.. sian..
so baby accompany mi to see dr..
took panadol with cold compress.. plus antibiotic...
thn my temp went down.. but when it around 3 am in the morning..
my fever came back again.. so chop chop took my panadol again..
felt so sian to have fever.. becuz u will feel super weak with body ache..
hehe...

so rest-ing for today.. going to work morning shift tml..
hope that it will be a relaxing friday!!!!
jia you wenya.....

2010-06-18T19:17:00.003+08:00

Yeah.. one more working day..
and i cn have all the fun i want.. hehe..

today morning shift is very busy for mi..
as i don't have any experience on taking care of new staff..
and today i got to take take of 2 of them.
felt super duper stress.. as i was very scared that i can't teach them.
haiz.. wenya have to jia you wor!!!!

starting to pack my bag le..
hope that it will be done by tml.. hehe...

oya.. father day is coming le...
my family will be celebrating tml nite...
yea!!!
hope that daddy will enjoy the food.. hehe...

this weekend is gotten be a very good weekend..

2010-06-14T10:28:00.000+08:00

yea!! today last nite le..
jia you!!!

jus realise that today is 14 of june..
but i haven received any call saying that i was the winner of the e-ballot of NDP tickets..
sian....
17 of june is the date where they finish informing the winner..
which mean i onli 3 more days of chance liao..
hope that it will fast fast call mi or my hse!!!!
praying hard in process....

have to prepare for work liao.. jia you!!!

2010-06-13T16:53:00.002+08:00

yea.. finish my first nite..
it pretty good..
low total with no admission..
envy bah.. hehe.....

anyway 2 more nite to go..
jia you!!
hope that it will good for the coming 2 nite..
as the staff that i'm working with thie coming 2 nite are quite jinx..
so.. praying realli hard nth much will happen..
hehe......

sad sad sad..
won't be able to see baby until 20 of june sia..
that super duper long.
but wat to do.. he is busy, so am i..
but mus look forward.. as we are going genting soon.. hehe..

ytd i came across this chinese words..
yong bao...拥抱..... i think these words are a very god action words.
as it will hlp ppl express their love (kinship, friendship, any relationship)..
becuz only ppl that love each other and trust each other. will have the best hug from the other person......
hehe.. thinking too much....

2010-06-11T19:56:00.003+08:00

very long nv update blog liao..
really can't wait to move over to yishun and start working sia...
i like to change my working environment every now and thn so that i can learn new things.

went to KTPH for course today..
some slack course.. woohoo!!!!
but i enjoyed.. becuz can slack mah.. hehe...
the food at my hospital super expensive sia..
nxt time have to take away from the food court outside lor..
if not 50 % of my pay will be spend onli on food liao.. hehe..

will start my nite shift tml..
do total of 3 nites..
i luv it totally.. becuz i got 2 weekend nites..
woohoo!!!
but the disadvantage is that i can't accompany my baby vinz vinz..
but i know that he can understand mi de!!!!

after nite shift.. i work for 2 more pm shift follow by 1 am shift..
and i will get to go genting with my family and baby lor..
happy!!!!
becuz i can go out of sg with baby..
hope that it will be a good hoilday!!!!

thn there alot of event coming up too..
my schedule so pack that i don't have enough rest day to use sia..
sian.. end up i tink have to take few more leave.. but wat to do... hehe

looking forward to the coming weeks and month (july)

Happy world cup to all soccer fans...

2010-06-07T17:02:00.003+08:00

today is reali a monday blues for mi
wake up early in the morning feeling giddy and nausea..
do all the thing i can do jus to make myself comfortable...
but all fail...
so went to my hospital to see dr..
he also can't disgnosis mi and onli ask mi to go home and rest..
so i jus slp and slp after i rch home..
gg back to work tml..
felt so sry that i took MC today...
as they workload shld be quite heavy for my other staff too...
SORRY!!!

yesterday went out with gabby..
she tried to hlp mi change my image..
i bought a few things..
happy that i get those things...
but saded that i didn't mage to get a shoes that i wan..
will go shopping again soon....

thank gabby for bringing mki around teaching mi wat i shld wear.. wat i shld't wear..
but mine style and her style is still diff lar... hehe..
saw this CK bag.. look super nice..
cost 200 plus gg 300.. thot of buying it after i get my bonus.. woohoo!!!!
it time for wenya to learn to shop more le....

2010-06-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

woohoo!!!! happy...

went out with Tian, Pam, Ber, Emily, Alex and Fen to prata house to makan..
poor pam walking with crutches.. hope that she will get well soon..
so envy her that she got 1 month of long MC...
anyway.. so long nv see them le..
heard from them about how is their life...
i hope that everyone can be good... hehe...

today went out with my lakota..
happy...
weiting, Joc, Ting, Joc, Mak, CK and mi.. woohooo..
so we went to makan tou hua at doby ghaut..
thn jalan a little bit... we went to makan korea food...
Thn off we went off to play at play nation..
We have fun there...
Joc, Ning and Ting are really good at playing band hero sia..
all the instrument that they play alway can score 90 plus% and above..
cool right.....

so we play from 7 to 10pm..
thn we do a really fast update on each other..
ting will be gg Aus soon...
joc find someone oredi...
ck have find his woo-ing dui xiang le....
Nic went NS le....
mi and weiting still working.. ..

happy that we will be miting again on 23 of june.. before ting went to Aus....
everyone is growing up and heading towards the path that they have choose..
hope that everyone willl choose the right path....

muack...

2010-05-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

yea!! finish my nite...
intially wanted to meet gabby today..
but i'm a pig.. slp until can't wake up..
so end up didn't mit her.. sry gal.. to fly ur areoplane...

rot ard my hse after waking up..
tidy up my room.. as jing, rox and xin wanna to come and stay over tmr..
it so long since they last came over my hse to stay over le..
hope that we will have fun tml nite.... yes!!
but saded that i can't have dinner with ur..

beside tidying my room, do also some account...
so i estimated that i need minimun of $40k if i wanna to study for 2 yrs full time uni..
which is super lots.. but i think i shld be able to raise that amt of money bah.. hoping....
jia you to earn more money.....

gg for course tmr.. have to slp le

2010-05-24T17:15:00.002+08:00

super long nv blog le.
always have the feeling fo blogging.. but i'm simply too lazy to type finish a post..
end up i have lots of uncomplete post... seh..

anyway. i'm doing nite now..
so happy that i'm working 3 nites onli..
and get to do nite with my own ward sister.
woohoo.....
jus for another 2 more nite and i will be done.
hoping that this 2 nite will be good nite..

jus wan to mention sth happy..
i met one of my patient in hopsital during my AL..
so happy to see her.....
she the first patient that i ever take my first bblood, set my first plug, do my first vac dressing..
she had stay in our ward for more 3 months..
brought her to the garden trying to cheer her up.. as she was very depress for staying in hospital for so long.. yet her leg has no improvement..
but when she told mi that her leg wound was very good..
i was so happy. she has those cheerful smile on her face when she was sharing with mi regarding her leg......
i think this the satisfactory i got from my work...
it the recovery of my patient..
actually i miss quite a number of patient.. jus praying that they are well....
hehe....

on my way to work ytd...
a guy hand mi some handout regading jesus..
being polite i read through all the handout..
thn i came across this handout that said... onli ppl that believe the same jesus will mit after they die...... that the reason why the main character said goodnite to all his christian family but goodbye to his non-christian family....
after thinking.... i feel that wat the handout trying to say is that onli ppl with the same religious...
so hand back him all the hanfout before i alight the bus...
as i felt that i also hope to go whatever place that my family is going..
so..............................................

i needed to prepare to go work le..... jia you!!

2010-05-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

worked pm shift today..
feeling super tired wor..
but i'm proud of myself or enduring it through.. woohoo...
women is always tougher thn guys.... opps....

yesterday nite went out to mit vinz vinz..
we watched a late night movie (the loser)
it very nice to watch..
baby reali sry for being so so noisy throughout the screening..
but i'm always lidat de mah...hehe...

onli managed to rch home at 2 am in the morning..
slp until 8 plus jiu wake up..
glad that i have woke up early..
so went to market to buy breakfast for my mummy, bro and myself...
woohoo..... happy!!

work in the ward is ok for mi today.
in fact is light...
firstly it is becuz it sunday..
secondly there is lots of staff...
thirdly.. i have a good team partner..
woohoo...

tml will be Monday.. must get ready for another war le..
praying hard that everything will be smooth and good.....

due to the fact that we have lots os staff..
i was being given AL... so i don't have to from 19 of may to 22 of may...
can go earn some fast cash plus resting.. woohooo!!
reali looking forward to moving over to KTPH...
even though we are starting to build better rapport with the JGH staff le..
hehe...
got to slp le.. if not tml i will have to struggle again... nite!!!!

2010-05-15T19:30:00.003+08:00

So long nv blog le..
Today is my day off.
I'm happy tat i had spend a great day wif baby and his mummy.

So woke up early to go JE..
wanted to service my HP.. as some of my buttom had ecome malfunction le.
saded...
but is the most thing is that the sony ericson service center have shift to jurong point le..
seh.. went all the way there yet not able to service my phone...
but didn't went back to JP becuz have to go and mit up with baby and his mummy..

so i took 502 from jurong east to doby ghaut...
it reali fast wor.. i jus take 20 min to rch...
so baby manage to change his starhub line from his mummy name to his name..
went we are about to leave....
saw the AXS machine showing this NDP e-balloting..
so happy.. the application started today..
so i register mine.. baby always register his whole family..
woohoo!!!!
hope that we will get some tickets.. hehe..

after that we went to novena to have pasta at waruku....
it taste so so nice... lol...

back to AMK to hlp auntie recontract her phone..
and get a new phone.
hope that auntie will be able to operate the phone well slowly..
since it is her first time using touch screen phone...

after see-ing baby off to playing soccer..
went back to jp to service my phone..
idiot lor... have to take 1 weel b4 my phone can be ok..
luckily my sweet cousin borrow mi her phone for the time being..
so if u wan to msg mi pls do indicate who u are.. hehe..
thank lots....

2010-05-05T12:18:00.002+08:00

today is Wednesday...
ytd was my first day of work aft my leave..
abit slow in my work.. and not very orientated lor..
haha............
but thank god.. managed to handle my patients....

wenwei was hopitalise ytd becuz of his elective op(ACL repairment)
visited him after my work.. which is like around 2200hr plus...
but when i went there.. he was soundly aslp le..
so jus left lor.. don't wan to disturb him. as i tink patient always needs to have enough rest...
think that he will be discharge today bah..
hope that it will heal finish without much pain..
as i got a fren who undergo the same op suffer lots of pain...
pray for him......

so ltr go gonna do my nite shift le..
happy that this time round i onli need to do 3 nites only...
hope that it a good nites...

2010-05-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

recently the weather reali very very hot sia..
ytd went over to amk to mit baby and his frenz and his cousin for lunch..
after lunch we went over to ECP to cycle.
my cycling skill is still as lousy..
but always no improvement de???
maybe i'm jus not able to excel in this...hehe...

i get to know 4 new ppl..
2 baby's primary sch frenz-emily and hui hui
emily's BF
and baby's cousin-feng lin..
hui hui and i are actually at the same line..
so we have lots of topic to tok during the journey to ECP..
while baby and his cousin were trying very hard to understand each other..
btw baby's cousin came from indonesia.. so he can only speak Malay and Hakka, a little of Chinese and English.....
he look cute and handsome for his age.....
emily and her bf jus tok .. at times they will join into hui hui and my conversation...
felt quite comfortable with them...
and all of them(baby's primary sch fren) don't look like age..
they look as though they are still studying poly sia...
reali impressed.....
all in all i enjoyed the first part of my day

we finish cycle at 7 plus...
thn baby's parent came over to ecp to fetch us for dinner..
all thank to his cousin that y we got a free ride to have dinner.
cool.... thn baby get to use the car after send ing his parents home..
feng lin actually tag along with us to primers orientation camp..
he only saw one cute gal.....she shld know that he find her cute..

miss going to camp wor..
but somehow i forget how to be camper too...
but still i enjoyed for that few hours..
i tink it becuz the mass dance at the end of it...

aft that we went for supper..
which is super unhealthy....
becuz wenya have beeen gaining weight since i started dating baby..
aiyo..jia lat liao lar.... mei xing xiang le...
got to plan something to reduce my weight....

2010-04-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

looking forward to tml..
will be having k-box with baby, bro and his gf ..woohoo!!
before that i will be pei-ing my mummy...
hope that tml will be here soon..

went out with my CO(chinese orchestra) friends...
we have know each other for 8 years plus..
it the first time we mit out ever since we graduate from our secondary sch..
the feeling is good...becuz we get to update about each other condition..
and tok abt the past..
so sad that wu lao, our instructor couldn't make it today..
but hope that he can join the nxt time..

so i also get to mit my sec clique(not all)..
becuz they are my CO-mate too..
huimin is still as pretty..
and gabby still the same lar.. hehe....

hope that out nxt gathering will be soon...

2010-04-25T20:03:00.004+08:00

i'm on AL now!!
woohoo.....
got to rest enough before i start working in my ward again.. hehe.....

jus came back from chalet with baby..
it actually his popo bdae chalet..
their chalet have lots of fun and laughter...
all his family members are friendly and treat mi very very nice....
happy!!

i went over to baby's hse one day b4 the start of the chalet...
Baby, his bro and i went to doby ghaut to play wii from 1am to 3 am..
woohoo...
i was damn high that i keep hitting the contoller against the wall....
i was wondering will the controller spoil aft i finish the game..
but luckily nv sia.....

so after a little workout..
we went to prata house to makan roti prata..
first time makan durian prata..
it taste nice.. but wenya jus feel that durian is not my cup of tea..
hehe.......

stayover at baby's hse.......
so slept from 4 am plus to 1pm plus...
thn left hse at 2pm plus.. to pasir ris...
manage to grab some finger food... and set off to go arenda..

woohoo.. reali enjoy myself to the max wor..
kind of sad that can't stay with them until evening..
i know that they are very sad that baby is leaving too..
somehow i can feel it...

have a great weekend with baby and his family
shall enjoy my rest of my AL...

2010-04-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

so so long didn't blog le....
shall update a little....

wenya has been very very xin fu recently....
coping well if her work..
have been a good gal at home.. hlping mummy a little here and there.
have been a gd gf.. always try to mit out wif baby......

hope that this can continue...

i'm so happy that my mummy dote mi lots....
even though she will still scold mi at times....
when is sth abt mi she cfm will show 110% of her care and concern to mi..
reali felt so xin fu...

as for my baby...
even though we have been tgt for 1 year le..
somehow it like we onli started our honeymoon period...
i starting to understand wat baby is thinking and doing..
i also learn how to be a better gf... hehe

i'm so looking forward to my AL that i started to become not date orientated....
mi stupidly thot that my CO gathering dinner is today... but it actually nxt tuesday.
maybe i'm getting old le.. brain is not working too well le.. saded..
but luckily... Gabby is more orientated thn mi... so she call mi up to remind mi that it not today..
thank god tat gabby reminded mi.. if not i will be like a fool waiting down there..
hehe.....

wat is coming??
payday is coming..
AL is coming
Chalet is coming

woohooo!!!!!

2010-04-02T19:53:00.002+08:00

happy!! i shall update wat i have done on april fool nite...
firstly i didn't fool anyone on that day..
becuz was reali busy working that morning..
after a long day of work.. went straight home...
cool down for awhile and i started to prepare myself to mit jm and frenz...

we are having a gathering to celebrate jiamin 21st bdae!!!
so there are total of 6 of us. main character jiamin, follow by baby, Max, Vicki and her fren, stella.
our intial plan is to mit at clarke quay at 6pm..
but i inform vicki that the 2 guys will be late..
so the mitting time shift back to 6.30pm..
mi the most puntual gal.. rch clarke quay at 6.30pm..
but the rest of them will late..

jm and vicki is the first to rch..
so we went in to WU HAN steamboat to start while waiting for the rest to come
we have 2 steamboat.. .. woohoo...
so we started eating while waiting..
max is the first to come.. follow by vicki's frenz..
she even brought a cake to give jm surprise wor..
thn we sang a bdae song for jm before baby arrived..

baby was super late he rch like 8 plus....
but it becuz he rch home at 7.30pm from work..
thn he have to pack super lots of things so that he can stay over at my hse..
after our steamboat session..
we went over to yellow jello.. since it was jm 21st. we have to let her try some liqour..

jm usually don't drink de..... so i'm happy that she is ok with drinking...
and we have fun playing all the dies game..
very pei fu vicki.. as she reali drank alot ytd.. but nv get drunk..
we stay there for like around 3 hr plus.
reali enjoy myself there...
we open a bottle of 1L chivas.. we actually drank finished...
we all sign and wrote sth on the bottle and gave it to jm...
hope that she will like it.. hehe....

we left the place at 2 am plus...
jm went home herself..as she nida to go genting at 5am..
luckily she is not the driver..
mi and baby went back to my hse..
while stella, vicki and max went back to vicki's hse...
reali thank vicki for letting max staying over at her hse.. hehe..

baby today slp until 9 plus thn wake up.. he left the hse at went to his fren's dad wake..
thn went into malaysia.........to hlp his daddy.......

while i accompanied my mama to NTUC to buy things...
slpt for 2 hours plus before receiving a call from my cousin jio-ing mi to go IMM .
so went down to my ah ma's hse firstly to cut my ah gong hairs.thn follow by accomanying my cousin to IMM.....

very happ that i bought a diff style of top from espirit..
i shld stop wearing teenager style clothes....
and change into more young adult style.. hehe....

miss baby lots wor...

2010-03-31T19:00:00.002+08:00

didn't blog for quite some time le..
actually have alot of things to blog.. but i can't remember le..

anyway.. tml will be april fool....
and i will be working morning tml..
jus hope that i won't be fool by anyone.. hehe..

after work... i will be miting jm, vicki, max and baby to celebrate jm bdae..
and my mama finally agreed to let mi go to clubbing after i beg her for a few days..
woohoo!!!
first time gg clubbing with frenz sia... getting abit excited....
looking forward to tml!!!

jus read finish gabby's blog..
i'm feeling sad after reading her latest post..
even though it a normal process..
but no one will wan their love ones to leave them de..
i can only said jia you to gabby....

2010-03-28T20:11:00.003+08:00

miss out a point that the taxi driver point out that day..
he said that both of us have very similar character..
which is so so true... woohoo...

ytd was family day for my hospital
it held in KTPH @ yishun...
i was at an activity booth..
when there isn't anyone at my booth.. we will tok and slack and relax..
woohoo... simply enjoy it wor..

after finishing my volunteering work there..
went home and rest for awhile...
thn started by hlping my mama to dye her hair..
thn went down to my ah ma's hse to hlp my cousin dye hair..
it abit difficult becuz her hair is very very long wor.....
i spend like 45min to jus finish dying the hair...
aft that lfet so tired..
so slack at my ah ma's hse for awhile..
and started chit chating with my gu gu..
tok a lot of thigs that when i was young...
hehe... great memory!!!

got to work tml... jia you!!

back track abit...
there a good news to all KTPH staff.. there is fish & co express in our canteen

2010-03-26T12:28:00.002+08:00

ytd was my slping day..
have breakfast with aishah at Mac..
she seem to be little down... glad that she have enough trust in mi to share her problem..
went home to rest..
my intial plan was to stay awake until nite time..
so started onlining and stuff..
but mummy scolded mi saying that if u don't rest now, u can't go out ltr ar...
but i wanna to mit baby mah..so chop chop go to slp lor..

luckily mummy asked to mi to go rest.. becuz i'm reali freaking tired..
went to mit baby... have kcf as our dinner..
went to spec hut to make baby's new specs....
we spent super lots of time choosing the spec design..
but it worth it.. becuz baby reali nida to change his spec le..

we were both very tired after finishing buying the spec..
becuz both of us are not shopper.... lol....

went home via cab becuz it was late le......
the driver is very cute....
not physically, but mentally cute..
he started analysing baby and my DOB our zodiac
he said that baby is veri good at toking.
i will be the one listening to baby more...
but i'm actually smarter thn baby..

actually we tok a lot more.. i felt that wat he said is quite true...
impressed...lol....

will be miting my lakota ltr on..woohoo

2010-03-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

have been raining for the past 2 days.
and i love the weather....
rain is sth that can wash away all ur vet and unhappiness..
hehe....

i tink is becuz qing ming coming that y this few days keep raining bah..
i felt quite sad that i can't go shao mu with my mama and relative...
firstly is due the family day my hospital(KTPH) helding, as i'm a helper for that day...
secondly is becuz my mama i'm not suitable to go for this type of event tis year...

back to rain again..
actually i like to walk in the rain..
the feeling is super nice..
but due the fact that i'm a working adult now..
i have the resposbility to keep myself as healthy as possible so i won't overload my other colleague... hehe....

maybe when i'm going back to study i will jio baby along to walk in the rain with mi..
maybe he can hold umbrella.. since he has a weak body as compare to mi.. hehe...
hope that my bond can fast fast finish wor.....

recently have been watching O&G doctor (a korea drama) intro by gabby..
it super nice.. all the doctor is very nice in the drama..
i wonder y the doctor in our local context isn't tat great.. sian..
lol... i tink is becuz it a drama bah......

aiyo.. today i'm working nite.. i have 4 nites this tme round wor..
hope that i can survive.. hehe.. and i will survive de!! hehe..
miss baby wor... everytime when i work nite.. i have no time to contact baby at all.. saded!!
but wat to do. this is my job wat.......hehe..
and i love taking care of all the cute ah ma.. hehe...

2010-03-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

18 of march...
work morning shift that day..
after one day of hard work.. still went to a presentation of our hospital doctor..
so in the end onli able to leave hospital at 1600hrs....
my colleague jio mi to go for dinner.. jus nice my mummy nv cook.. so i follow thm to xin wang that near my hospital to have dinner..
guess wat.. i actually wore my nursing uniform and wander around with the 3 of them..
we ate so full that we could't order our mango desert sia..
saded!!! but their spagatti and bake rice reli taste very nice..

out of random-ness....
we had decided that we could go for some k-session..
they all reali sing very well... their voice are so sweet... hehe...
enjoyed listening to them singing.. hehe..
so we left there at around 9 plus going 10pm..
i rch home at abt 11pm...
i will be working morning the following day.. actually i was quite scared that i might be too tired to work...
but it jus opp lor...
i felt very charge the following day..
i guess is becuz i get to relax my self enough..hehe..

19 of march
like wat i mention above..
i work morningg shift..
told mummy that i won't be having dinner at home..
after work.... went to amk to find baby...
have a dinner with him... take a little nap at his hse..
and home sweet home....
i tink i was to tire.... i slp until i don't wan to wake up...
but due the fact that i have to work the following day.. plus my mama will nv approve mi spending my nite outside..
so went home.. happy that i rch home b4 11pm..
i tink mummy is happy that i have the discipline to rch home b4 11pm too..
woohoo... gain some trust point from mummy.....
yea!!!!

20 of march
workng afternoon shift... and baby went into malaysia with his parent again.....
luckily i'm working if not i will cfm miss baby like siao de.. hehe..
happy to work today... even though we have minium staff..
but our team work enable to us to work very efficently...
woohoo!!!!
work is great if u get the right combination staff..

o-well tml i wil be working nite shift..
hope that i will have good 4 nites..

2010-03-15T00:03:00.003+08:00

having my day off today..
so so happy.. becuz get to escapse the the busy Monday..
woohoo!!!

on last saturday..
went to do gabby's hse to borrow some clothing from her...
thn travel back to clementi to have my facial done..
recontract my package with them.. as i feel that wenya reali nida that relaxation getawy..
if not my face will rot bah... this package shld be able to last mi for a year.

so happy that i went to do facial.. as an a-te there.. is formally a nurse that working in philippines.. and worked 3 years in singapore....
so while a-te is doing the facial for mi.. i'm able to complain to her all my vex and she is able to understand..woohoo.. happy.....
will go there more often to upload staff so that baby's ears don't have to suffer..

aft that chop chop went home by cab.. and have my dinner..
and off i rush for my manicure and pedicure lesson...
happy.. finish the course le...
even though it basic.. but at least i know how to do le wor...
happy...^o^

Sunday!!
wake up early in the morning,0610hr, to prepare myself..
as baby's cousin cum god-brother, wei hong, is having his solemnisation..
saw a text msg from baby saying that he have reach sg and to wake him up at 0715hr.. if i'm able to wake him up i will be able to get a free car ride from him.
so intially i only wan to call him at 0715hr, jus to make a miss call..
thn i will travel down to his hse myself....
but baby pick up his hp just on the 2nd rings wor..
asked him if i can travel down by myself.. but baby insist that he wan to come and fetch mi.
so baby came all the way down from amk to jurong thn back to amk.. jus to fetch mi... felt touch by his effort......
went to his hse slack for a awhile.. before they started preparing themselves for the event.
we are the earliest to reach the lovely couple new hse..
it simple and nice.. seem to be easy to tidy it...
when the JP arrived.. the ceremony also started..
the words that was said by the JP sound very sweet and touching wor...
all the words will jus make u smile from ur heart...
hehe........
i tink baby agreed with mi too..

after that have our lunch, it a buffet style.. the food taste very nice...
mi and baby jus sit and one side aand get a little nap..
after that we moved into the couples study room and convert it into a majong room, when most of the guest left the newly wed's hse...
so baby, his bro, his cousin with his GF played the majong..
while i let myself hid at one side of the study room to slp...

left their hse to baby's hse at 5 plus....
when we all rch hse.. everyone jus change clothes and slp le.. lol...
mi and baby wake up at 7 plus to go and catch the movie "being human"
it not reali worth the price of the ticket...
but it isn't that bad either... lol......

Allan(baby's bro) is so sweet...
baby call his mama telling that we have finish the movie..
and his brother actually offer to give mi a ride back.. since he is going back to his hall.
but the sweetest thing is that they are oredi half way to his hall and he make a u-turn back to fetch mi home.. despite the fact that he have to rush finish his assignment that nite...

actually i felt being love and taking care by baby's family alot even though i'm only his GF nia....
and i reali appreciate it a lot....
it make mi feel like i'm in the family itself.. hehe...
thank lots for giving mi such belonging feeling..

2010-03-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

today i shall jus ventilate out the feeling have latey..
despite of the fact that i'm feeling slpy again after my 3 hour plus of napping

feeling very very tired lately..
the negative feeling jus piled up and i'm so suffocated with all those feeling
having been notice myself getting less focus during work..
unable to response to other ppl's questions
feeling super tired despite of slping very early..

after attending a course recently..
i felt that i'm having a intial stage of burn out thingy..
i tink it all becuz i haven get to have my break (AL) for like coming to 4 months..
Plus the fact that nurses all so not being respect by ppl
back to my AL thingy: my coming AL nida mi to work for like another 1 month plus
hope that i will still be kicking alive by then!!!

it been very long since i have this feeling sia..
does that mean that my passion for my job isn't there anymore
or i'm simply jus tired????
i understadn all the jobs is tough in their own way..
but i personally felt that nursing might be the toughest job excdept for those ppl that trying to open their own business from scrape......
nurses jus have mutliple job roles that will conflict at time when we are working..

some role that i can list down (for those who don't know)

those ppl that sterotype nursing treat us like maid
those ppl in anger treat us like someone that can scold freely
those IMH patient.. kick,scratch, spit, slap and a lot more (use ur creativity) us like we are no human, yet we can't do anything, as we are taught that we have to tolerate all this shit becuz patient is sick annd they don't know or can't control wat they are doing
we are like dr bao mu(nanny) always have to remind to do this do that, remind them to write this, to off that. it not our job, but our head say until it like our fault that dr forget to do wat they are suppose to do..
dr treat us like their maid too, keep wanting us to do their changes first, despite the fact that we are very busy
further more dr will push all responsibility to nurses when some error happens and wash their hands off, and our higher position will jus take it.. as all the reason behind it is that dr nida to study 6 years to work while nurses onli nida to study 3 years (but come to think of it, all human have the equal right in Sg right?? thn y are they still having this old mindset)
whenever there is sth happen, our feeling won't be those high position ppl concern, what they concern who will take the responsibility of the incident, while they hand their report up saying that so and so are acountable for it and case closed...
with all the job stress, we still have to work shift work, with tht fact that we are getting such little pay.. and we still have to stay back for all those presentation after my morning shift( for ur infor morning shift is like war) at our own time somemore..
we have to be the coordinator with all the department tat the pt have. like calling here and there jus to confirm orders.. for example my last nie shift.. i'm simply calling everywhere to confirm how much will e a operation cost for the doctor, as the pt's employer refused to let the patient go for operation unless she knows the price. but can u imagine no one even there to give mi a estimated price and keep pushing mi around to call other department.
beside all the role.. i haven include the role that nurses nida to do. those basic routine things that we nida to complete..

we are doing so much things, yet due to the sterotyping of ppl.. we are not being look upon as a profession but jus a maid for most ppl.. thinking that it our job that we feed their mother while all the relative jus crowd around chit chating blocking the way, telling mi that i don't know how to feed. furthermore i'm working in a C-class ward.. pls be reminded ur pay very little compare to the whole bill size...

jus hoping that layman can think of us as a profesion can??? we have professional knowledge and skills that even drs can't do.. we are basically a combination of all medical care group for ur information.... we have to be respect as a profession and not jus a sai kang warrior....

to whoever that always thot that we are maid or not respecting us.... u are jus a shallow person, tat nida no respect from others... jus hope that ppl will realise that nurses are the profession that make medical system works and not thinking lowly that we are jobs that clean ppl's backside or clearing urine....

2010-03-08T00:20:00.005+08:00

will post about wat i have done on sat..
wake up in the morning to go market with mama..
while waiting for baby to come..becuz he claimed that he will come over to find mi at my hse thn go to JE 197 berth to mit ken and tian....

but in the end baby overslept.. so he said he is cabbing down to JE..
i took train instead of bus. becuz i will be late if i took bus..
i rch station at about 12.30pm.. but the miting time is 1pm..
so i thot of gg to popular first to see if there is any book i'm interested..

but guess who i saw. i saw someone familiar standing there keeping his money..
yes!! baby standing nxt to the escalator with sth in his hand..
for that moment i thot it is flower.. but it not..
it a bunch of chocolate tat make into flower-like...woohoo..
feeling so happy, but so shock yet so shy when baby hand the chocolate flower to mi

after that when to mit ken, tian and willy(ken's frenz, my sec sch senior) to NUS to play tennis
but i don't know how to play..
so i jus stay there and see them play... while i try to learn to hit the ball..
the sun is super duper hot sia.... my poor baby keep sweating and scratching..
haiz......
after their tennis session... went to JE to have dinner with ken and wh..
o-well.. the dinner is great.. hehe..
due to the fact that i have atttend a manicure and pedicure lesson..
so baby and i rush down for my lesson..
the sweetest thing is that baby actually waited for mi until my 3hours finish... and brought mi home... hehe....
that how we spend our 1st anniversary together...

some random update tooo!!!!

this is the bdae present i gave baby..
the food i cooked ..
and the bake rice that baby cooked...

this is the thing i make for baby during valentine's day...
hehe.....

a random pic that took for baby when he was trying out for his CNY clothes...
but we didn't get this clothes... hehe

2010-03-06T00:34:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY!!!!
hope that i will have a good day ahead with baby!!
hehe

2010-03-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

aiyo our long stay-er, Mdm Lee..
she was discharge yesterday..
for sure we will miss her saying so much of pain pain..
haiz....
she is so unwilling when she is leaving.
but wat to do....

she even ask our MSW..
y can't i stay here since u say the palce i going is same as here...
haiz...

so while i as tryig to find her own clothes.. NRIC..
i discover that our missing comb(belong to the ward de)
she hid it in her cupboard...
beside that she had been storing up all our hospital baju..
cups....and even paper towel...

when she is leaving..
she refused to change her own baju..
and said that she wants to wear hospital clothes..
she even ask us to give her a few set..l thinking that all those she kept in the cupboard belongs to her....

forget to mention that actually this patient have Dementia..
hehe....

gonna miss her lots...

so happy that i'm able to survive ytd...
i took 10 patient.... and do 3 discharge..
so hapy that i can still leave my ward in time.
woohoo!!!!
all thank to my powerful junior.. hehe...

another happy things that i had doen is that i finish reading all my princess diaries..
i finsh around 200 plus pages for the tenth book..
that mean if i wan to read i can reali read de..
hehe.. will try to maintain the habit for reading..

2010-03-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

time to do some blogging..
let mi post sth abt the outing i have with jing jing..
she said that becuz jm is doing PM shift that y she can't join us..
we went out on wed aft our morning shift..
it super tiring as both of us did pm shift the day before...

so we mit up at clementi MRT station at 1730hrs.
thn we walked over to k-box..
first time going k-box with onli 2 person nia..
feel abit weird at the starting.
but after warm up-ing for awhile....
plus finish our dinner..
we started to get high by listening to k-pop..

all the korean band is reali super..
their dance is good.. their music is good..
the singers look good too..
wa!! it reali an enjoyment to jus watch their MV..
lol....

so we sang from 6 to 10pm..
but we didn't take any photo..
both of us jus not in the mood to take photo..
we are jus shag and trying to relax ourselves in the small room provided by k-box.
sound abit emo huh???
but ok lar.....

aft that accompanied jing jing to go NTUC..
as her mummy asked her to buy some veggie and minced meat..
so we chop chop choose, pay money and left there..

thn we move on to mos burger....
have some finger food there..
and we witness a couple quarrelling in the SMALL clementi shopping centre(don't know the name)
like i said it a small mall...
but the GF jus keep walking around, taking the escalator u and down..
and the BF jus trying to catch up with her. while trying to explained to her..
in around volume 8 (using the sony ericson phone's volume)
they are treating the place like playground..
jing and i will entertain well by them..

after finish our food.. we went to bus sto to wait for 185..
while waiting.. we saw the couple walk passed us...
the GF finally cool down to listen ti her BF explaination..
like finally after like 45 min...

they both seem like they are quite old wor..
thn y are they still behaving like 2 small kids lidat..
hope that they will cherish each other more after that..

2010-03-05T00:03:00.001+08:00

wanted to blog abt my outing with jing jing de..
but too tired to blog le..
will blog aft my morning shift ltr on..

2010-03-01T20:06:00.002+08:00

baby jus remind mi to blog the day of the joke..

we are toking over the phone not sure y suddenly tok into this conversation..
baby: baby i forget to msg u a msg
mi: what msg
baby: my mummy did msg mi straight away after they taste the food(this is the food i cook for baby duing his bdae).
mi: isit???
baby: i will msg u the msg when we hung up the phone
mi: (very anxiously) orh..ok..ok bye bye.(in my heart i was thinking to hang up now and he will msg mi thn i will call him back)

vribration from my phone
his mummy msg regarding how she feel toward the food i cook

vribration from my phone again that said
wei... call mi la (from baby)

CALLED

me: *laughing happily*
baby: *laughing too*
baby: ur action very cute sia...y u suddenly said okok bye bye thn hung up...
mi: i thot u ask mi to hang up thn u will msg mi wat
baby: i was laughing aft u hung up becuz i mean when we finish our whole conversation i will msg u..
mi: lol.. becuz i wan to see that msg mah.. hehe...

isit funny?? lol... but we will laughing damn hard when i call back to him again.. hehe

2010-03-01T19:25:00.002+08:00

baby came over to fetch mi home after my nite shift..and thn rest at my home for 2 hours b4 he went in malaysia to fetch his parents...

saded that baby is not willing to go my ah yi bai nian tgt with my cousin. he said that is skin condition is very bad, and he don't wan to scare my relative..
he explained to my mother and left....

so the bai nian thing jus go on..
i lost $1.5 for the mj session.. but hear from mummy bro did win back..
hehe....
having a hard time explaining to them y baby nv go.. as they are inform that baby will be going.. haiz... but nvm.. there always a next time de..

btw all my cousin's children is so so cute sia... love playing with them....
hehe....

no sure y.. but they started to have a conversation that we shld all go genting tgt..
they started to discuss is it better to book a coach bus or individually book car and drove up???
the result is that 2 of my cousin will drive with their own family..
while my family, my auntie's family and 1 of my cousin family will book private car to drive us up.. woohoo...
yea!!! looking forward to it....

left my ah yi house at 7pm..went home to change before i head down to baby's hse..
his bro,allan, ssid that we will cut baby's bdae cake..
this the second time cutting baby's bdae cake with him..
first time is his 21st cake.. sec is this...
both feeling is different.. hehe...

after makaning the cake..
the 4 of us(allan and his gf, baby and i) sit down to see baby's childhood photo...
baby jus keep asking mi the same question..
my brother and him who is cuter?? my answer is always the same..
my brother lar.. of cuz.. becuz it the fact mah.. hehe...
baby felt so saded sia....

went home after chilling awhile with his family...
reali love this...

2010-03-01T18:15:00.002+08:00

24 of feb
my first day of nite..
at 2rd team.. super busy..
all my IV and left over work from afternon shift..
so jus work and work..
so scared that my DIL, DNR patient will pass away, but she manage to survive..
stay back after work for awhile to do my charging...
ended my first night....
that night is a sinful nite, as we ate KFC for our supper..

25 of feb
there is blood donation drive in my hospital..
realli wan to donate de.. but didn't have time to do it..
end work at 8am.. but the drive start at 9.30am
slp until 2 pm plus.. thn prepared for awhile until 3pm thn went to do some interview thingy.. so miss the drive again..

after completing my interview thingy.
went over to AMK to find baby..slp at his house for 1 hour before going for my nite shift...
that night is very busy again..
busy with all the IV medication..

thank jenny lots. for hlping mi in all my IV..
can u imagine i started to give IV at 4am and i end all at 6am..and screw all the stopper at 6.30am... it an insane thing sia...
but so glad that i survive through..

even though i have to stay back to finish all my report before i can go..
have my breakfast at Mac with jenny and serene before going home..
thank fo waiting....

26 of feb
woohoo 3rd nite..
and wei wei told mi that my DIL, DNR patient isn't doing very great..
i keep telling ah ma mus jia you.....

so i whole night busy
again doing all my IV medication(but fewer compare to previous 2 days)

and also calling doctor for my DIL, DNR patient...
her SPO2 crash... after picking up.. her BP crash...aiyo...
tat ah ma onli manage to survive till the follow day AM shift...
i think is a good option for that ah ma..
since she doesn't have any quality of life le..

27 of feb
my last night.. it like finally..
it so difficult to do 4 nite..
becuz u will be both physically and mentally exhuasted...
i felt so lucky, becuz i don't have any IV medication.. woohoo...
my bed 2 is being admitted by my afternoon staff..
even though the relative abit FON..
but manage to handle them....

my the other auntie started to have bleeding from her operation site..
so called for dr to review, while waiting for her to come..
i reinforced the dressing with pressure bandage..
did a dresing for her after dr review her..
glad that she nv bleed after dresding done or her..

here come my admission..
an auntie that comes in for chest pain...
from her panicky face..
i thot of taking her ECG..luckiy i did take
becuz that auntie is ungoing a heart attack soon..
luckily that the on-call dr did came over to see that patient fast..
normally that Dr always take his own sweet time de..
maybe his sixth sense work well that day...
keep giving auntie a few stat dose
started preparing auntie for transferring..
as normally patient with attack can't stay at general surgery ward de..
bingo... dr did order to transfer patient over to medical high denpendency ward..
woohoo.....
so chop chop we (Dr and mi) send patient over to Med HD...
rarely Dr wil hlp to send de..this show that the HO on-call os reali nice to that patient....
stay at med HD to write report after i handover to them..
luckily that staff is nice.. if not i will not be able to leave aft finishing my report....

everything jus went well....until i pass over..
happy....

2010-03-01T12:19:00.003+08:00

ok.. i have a lot to blog.. since i so long nv update le...

23 of feb
it Baby's bdae today.
wake up early in the morning with mummy, so that i can go market with her
thn went home to prepare myself...
left my house at 9.30am to baby's house.
alighted at braddell to collect cake.
thn hopped on to MRT to travel to AMK..
rch popo house around 11am..
waited for baby to finish his gaming while i continue reading my books..

popo so cute.. keep asking baby to stop playing his game..
since that day is baby's bdae, so popo asked baby to buy TOTO for her.
it baby first time buying quick pick.. hehe....
but i think nv win bah.. since there no news from popo.

we went to buy tickets for "valentine's day"
thn have our lunch...follow by 30mins of acarde session..
off we went to watch movie..
there very few ppl in the theater.. i think it becuz it weekday bah..

happy.. after movie session, we went to NTUC to get grocery for that nite..
the 2 of us jus keep walking up and down trying to get all the things we nid..
the dishes that we decidec to cook:
onion egg,
fried mao gua
mushroom sour(those traditional clear soup)
all the above by mi..
bake fried
by baby (have to thank eileen becuz baby said the recipe from her)
we took total of 1hr and 30min to finish cook all 4 course..
which i find that it quite reasonable..
due the fact that it included that time we prepare..
still remember the time i have my home econ lesson in secondary sch..
weilian is always the one cooking, and i'm the one preparing ingredient and washing up... we are the best partner....

the joke of that day is about the soup..
becuz we bought 4 chicken wing from NTUC..
usually my mama will use 2 to cook the soup..
so i follow my mama using 2 despite of the fact that baby telling mi to use 3 from the start..
so when we are tasting the soup.. it taste abit weird.. and baby started asking mi.. y use 3 wings le, the soup still not tian de...
so i replied him i use onli 2 mah.. tell he asked y i nv follow wat he said..
anyway.. in the end i chop chop wash another wings and add it in..
which make that soup tast more normal.. hehe...

anyway.. we didn't manage to finish all the food..
so we keep the rest for baby's parent..
but felt so paiseeh.. becuz all the food i cook turn out to be a little blend.
so it didn't taste very nice.....hehe....

so happy that baby take a day off so that i can accompany him for that day..
even though didn't have the time to cut the cake that i bought for him.
but seem like he is enjoying the cake, but finish most of it cause him to have some dirrhoea the next day.
and i felt quite sry about it....

2010-02-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

so happy that i finally attend a course..
woohoo...

i got the feeling of going back to sch..
was doozing off after hearing lecture for too long..
going 1 full hour of break...
and etc.. hehe...

beside that.. i'm happy that i attended that wound course..
as i reali learn a lot from it..
and managed to clear my doubt regarding some colonostomy..hehe

tml will be baby's bdae...
still don't have the clear mind wat i wanted to do for him..
but i think baby is also thinking of some back up plan jus in case his baby can't squeeze any program out.. hehe.....

2010-02-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

work morning shift today...
i'm kind of getting closer with my staff everyday
we will joke more...eat tgt.. and etc..
happy.....

after work.. chop chop went home..
thinking that today is ren ri..
so i thot that my hse will have at least sth on..
so so .... i was rushing home as fast as i could..
but when i rch hm, i saw my gor gor going out..
haiz....

thn i recieved a msg from janice asking if i will go to JX's bdae party..
so i asked my mama will there be anything today??
she said maybe no... since.. gor gor is going out..
so i asked her whether if i can go for my friend 21 bdae party..
my mama actually agreed..
somehow mummy is getting less strict toward mi( this sentense sound weird, anyone can correct mi)
so i went out aft coordinating with weilian and janice..

glad that i went.. becuz it so good to stay with my sec sch frenz.. u can jus br urself..
woohoo.....
mi, weilian and dick left early..
we tok and tok during the MRT train..
thn we realise that a lot of our classmate went oversea to study..
haiz.... our gathering is getting lesser and lesser ppl le..
saded...
it suddenlt motivate mi that i hope to have a 21st bdae party..
and i will try to invite all friends..
woohoo.. so that we can have gathering and stuff..

so jia you kay!!!

2010-02-19T23:51:00.004+08:00

my sec day of working after my 4 days break..
felt so weird... that y i don't like to have long break..

anyway... as confirm with staff in NUS..
if i wanna to to enrol next year i have to apply nxt year.
as they only defer enrolment date for NS men.
saded........

but i'm happy that i finally get through the private nursing angency line..
woohooo..
i will be going for interview on coming thurs...
if everything go smoothly..
here comes my moonlighting..woohoo...
time to earn more $$$......

was so impressed by my new patient today..
she was deaf since she was five but she is ablt to communicate with us verbally.
as she is able to do lip reading.
u can tok to her without makeing any noise..
but here comes the problem.. she onli can understand english lip reading
but i'm so weak in my english that i felt that my lip don't tally with the pronounation that i'm trying to say bah..
that y she don't reali wat i'm saying too..
luckily my favourite dr is there clecking the patient..
he actually hlp mi communicate with the patient...hehe...

if i nv remmeber wrongly.. 1 of baby's cousin is sth lidat too.. but her hearing isn't tat bad......maybe i shall try communicate with the patient so that i can communicate with baby's cousin in the future..

time to slp le... working morning shift tml wor..
nida to have lots of enegry to work.. hehe..
jia you wenya..

for everybosy information.
tml wil be ren ri... it everyone bdae!!!
so happy bdae to those who are reading my blog now!!!

2010-02-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

chu wu lor.. 2 more days will be ren ri le..
hehe.. thn can lau qi!!! hehe.. i olilove the crackers nia..

anyway. i will be going back to my ward today to work..
it sort of mix feeling..
becuz feel good that finally u can go back to work and not rot at home..
but at the same time u are still so in CNY mood.. aiyo..
o-well... shld psyco myself to work liao.. no more hoilday for mi... hehe...

after i blog my blog ytd.. one of my secondary CDAC friend tokto via msn..
she is also a nurse, but working in SGH...
suddenly she asked mi if i have any plan for my future??
like gg adv dip?? or uni??
i was like ???? all in my head.
becuz of her i get to know that the application for NUS is open..
so i chop chop go and browse through their web page..
i took like 2 hours to fully digest it plus send an email to them to enquiry regarding my questions..
hope that they can get back to mi before 21 of Feb, since the application date close on 21 of Feb....

life in AH might be simple and stable..
but we also get to learn how to nurse all kind of patient.. due to the fact that we are smalll and my ward is the onli C class ward in AH...
hehe...
hope that after moving over to KTPH.. i will even have more learning opportunity...

2010-02-17T23:31:00.004+08:00

woohoo!! chu si lor..

guess wat is the first thing i did on my Chu Si??
i have power nasi lemak with baby and his family at boon lay at 0001 hrs to 0100hrs
didn't expect my mama to let mi join baby's family for supper..
but thank god that i have the courage to ask my mama ytd
after the supper.. uncle drove mi home.. woohoo!!

slp until around 8plus. becuz mummy wants to watch the all well end well in 2010..
so we went to watch.. plus we jio my fifth auntie and his husband to watch with us.
after movie.. we go jalan NTUC, auntie all times favourite shopping area huh?

2010-02-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

today is chu san lor..
i tink most ppl starting work tml bah.
but lucky mi got to rest for another 1 more day..
despite of the fact that i might not be able to rest until 23.. hehe..
i will jia you!!!!
lol..

have been feeling quite moody for the morning..
firstly didn't manage to join dear for the fun in malaysia
secondly.. didn't step out of my house at all..
but luckly i recieved a call from my cousin...
jio-ing mi to go bugis there..
so i faster go shower and put on my clothes..
woohoo.. but i felt bad.. as i didn't stay at home to pei my mummy...

my 2 cousin and 1 of their friend,jian shen, boarded the train from BoonLay
while i hopped into the train at lakeside..
so cute of them trying to keep one seat for mi..
i felt paiseh too. becuz it so typical singaporean sia..
we tok and tok until we rch bugis..

we try to kill our time in bugis junction for awhile..
becuz we are still waiting for my another cousin to join us before we go si ma lu to bai bai the guan yi ma...
yea finally we get to go bai bai ..
i kop quite a number of sweet.. becuz i wanna to share it with my family and baby..
after that... we have our dinner.. and off we go to the floating plattform..
we actually walk there... YES!! we walked from bugis to there..
even though it jus a MRT stop.. but it still very far..
furthermore i wore heels sia..
now my last second toe got blister le.. sian..
but i think it will be well by the end of the week...hehe..

mi and my cousin, kang jie, simply jus tok and tok and crap and crap like no ppl business.. trying to hlp each other to look out for eye candy.. lol...
it so fun gg out with them..
they simply make up my day...
will upload the photos once my cousin upload.. hehe..

after that we took train home..
and get a free ride from my uncle from lakeside to home..
thank god that uncle come over to fetch us..
becuz my legs is super pain at the very point of time lor...
hehe.....

make chu san isn't that bad too.....

and tml i will be having a movie retreat with my mama..
woohoo!!!!
thn may follow with a little shopping...
so so looking forward to my pay day again..
it another 9 more days to go...

2010-02-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

eve
Went to AH to do my morning shift..
hapy that there is Max staff with Min patient.
woohoo......
so i onli nida to take care of 1 patient.
which make my day very slack..
our sister let us go off 30 min earlier..
lol....

so intially i thot i will be able to makan after i rch home.
but the fact is that i have to hlp out for spring cleaning
pls preparing of food..
before i can rest and relax to have my reunion dinner(steamboat)

blah blah blah....
didn't manage to shou cui for my parents.
as i fell aslp while tryig to play some lame game from facebook...
that all about my eve..

chu yi..
wake up early in the morning..
have our steamboat again..lol..
after that i hlp mummy paint her nail..
thn doll myself up..
and off we went to my ah ma hse..
have our lunch there..play some poker card..
slack there until 2plus.. thn off we went to watch movie....

we watch the 72 tentant.. the movie is not realli vri nice..
but the porncorn is nice..lol..

after watching movie with my family..
we went home for our dinner..
recieved a call from my ward saying that our ward have closed down due to total low..
first time in my life i heard a ward is being closed down due to total low sia.
but anyway..that meant that i have to call back my ward to confirm my shift after my PH.

went to alvin's popo hse after my dinner at home
i'm in a shock when i rch there..
becuz didn't expect to see so much ppl there..
felt so gang ka... but luckily baby is there for mi..
he led mi to all his relatives and address them..
so happy to see po po..
happy to see baby too.. since ytd is valentine day...
after that baby came over to my hse to pay visit...
intially want him to my ah ma's hse to bai nian de..
becuz my ah ma wants to see him. but my ah ma slept le..

happy that we had mit..
so that i can give him the things i make for him..
not sure if he like it or not.
but it my xin wat.. hehe...

chu er
went to my ah ma's hse to bai nian again
a lot of my other relatives came over too..
so it like a little bit more festive feeling..
hehe..
happy.. that all for today..

2010-02-12T19:50:00.006+08:00

our cute auntie left us le...

she onli 1.38 m, 35 kg.....

staying in our ward for like a few months..

she is cute cantonese lady..

always repeat wat she wants a lot of time..

as she is scared that we can't understand wat she nids..

the cutest thing is that she will repeat what she wants in 3 language somemore..

first in canto thn in hokkien thn in malay...

her first English word she learnt was "water"

felt so proud that she is able to say that word..

when she left our ward.. she actually cried..

will miss her lots...

miss her holding my hand as if i'm her BF..

miss her asking isit 7pm le.. i wan to go watch TV

hope that she will be good in the new environment..

have been busy doing work at home..

trying to clear away all the unwanted stuff..

packing... cleaning...

pre-CNY is always busy doing things...

but that wat i enjoyed..

becuz get to tok to mama more during shopping for CNY goodies..

get to find all my lost stuff...

and alot more..

but this year.. due to all this.. i can't mit up with baby..

plus mama don't allow mi to go Malaysia with baby..

so i only can mit baby after chu san bah....

haiz.....

somemore this is the first valentine day for baby and i..

but we can't even mit...

aiyo..... we shall do a great post valentine day..

watch movie... shopping... cook dinner tgt....

hehe.......

tml have to work am shift... and i will have my ph and do until 17/2/10

it so cool meh.. having so long break...

i tink i wil rot at my grandma hse nia bah...

this year i didn't get any new clothes..

becuz i plan to wear those clothes that i bought but nv wear b4..

so trying to mix and match all those clothes..

and i manage to create 3 new set of clothes..

applausde for mi!!! hehe.....

happy that didn't use money for clothes..

so i can save the money up for my future study... hehe...

looking forward to CNY and the nxt mit up with baby.....

2010-02-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

aiyo wenya is sick
down with sore throat.. running nose
lucky there no fever.. hehe..
hope that i will get well before new year come...

will stop eating all the heaty stuff for the time being..
no exercise tooo....

3 more days before my rest day..
hope that i can get my chu 3 as a rest day..
so that i can go play fire cracker with baby and friends..

wonderful day

2010-02-07T23:31:00.004+08:00

have my 2nd day off ytd!!
first i went off to baby's hse to mit him..
and off we went to novena..
becuz we have ice-cream workshop in the "udder"
so went there to mit his family..
reali have a great time making ice-cream..
and eating ice-cream at the same times...
as we are entittle to ice-cream buffet after our workshop..
sound cool right.... hehe

we(baby, his bro, his bro's gf, his parent ad i) we spam their ice-cream like siao sia..
their mao shan wang durian ice-cream taste like we are eating real durian..
their liquor ice-cream will actually make mi feel tipsy...
have a very strong urge that i wan to bring home some for my family lor..
so went to take their name card..
so happy that they have a branch in westmall..
will buy it for my family to try de.. hehe.. happy

after that baby andi went to ECP to cycle..
it super damn long since i ever cycle...
baby and i will both so-so cyclist...
thn i asked him y last time still dare to ride double with mi
and his ans was becuz that time still woo-ing u ma...
lol.. i love that ans... hehe.....
in the mid of the cycling, we actually met an accident..
whereby a roller bladder actually fell in front of mi.
so i try all i can to stop so that i won't ride over that person..
i was in shock while i was trying to do stop myself..
and i hurt my both big toe as my flip-flop gave way while i try to use my legs to stop the bic..
yet i still good.. becuz i didn't knock that person lar..hehe..

went to baby's hse again after cycling..
as both of us nid to take a shower b4 we can move on to our shopping trip..
after cleaning ourselves up.. we went over to his popo hse..
as his mum was over there baking cookies..
so nice of auntie to ask mi bring home one bottle for my parents.
hehe............. it taste super nice wor.....

off we went to bugis to hlp baby get some CNY clothes..
so happy that baby manage to get 2 clothes for himself...
baby look super handsome in both outfit too..
i kana high voltage from him sia..hehe...

after that baby came over to my hse to stayover..
as there no more public transport to go home le..
he send mi to work today... or shld i said he send mi to take bus to work..

2010-02-05T11:22:00.003+08:00

yea!! it my day off again after working for 4 days..
so so happy..
have been working too much morning that i forget wat i shld do ytd afternoon..
hope that everything is fine....

when i went on shift ytd..
i heard a very familiar sound...
and that let know that Ng chai San is back to our ward..
she onli left us for 2 days.
and she is back due to her JJ tube blockage..
somehow i'm happy that she is back here.

i realli like this patient..
she act jus like a baby..
will try to make a lot of noise so that we will try to figure out wat she wants..
the most common thing is that when she is reali hot or want some things..

now all my working motivation comes from my cute patient..
even though they might be grumpy due their poor health.
but as long as we treat her well, and try to understand them..
they will jus be like cute ppl....(that onli applied to old patient)
hehe.. will hang on for another 1 year and 2 month.. woohoo....
but i don't think that my mother will become a cute patient..
i think she will be super demanding if she fall sick..
becuz i'm always the one taking care of her.. that y i know..

got to stay at home to do spring cleaning again.
jus hope that i can finish bit by bit b4 CNY
so jiayou to everyone who is doing spring cleaning..

feel like doing a lot of things..
but most of it nid lots of commitment which i can't give..
haiz.................

2010-02-01T20:25:00.003+08:00

ytd was my last day off..
it started with mi accompanied my mama going market..
follow by going to my ah ma's hse to cut my ah gong's hair..
slack there for 3o min plus..
thn went home to shower to prepare myself to go amk find baby

able to reach there by 1130hr..
but baby was toking with his daddy ...
i wasn't sure wat to do..
so i started listening to my music and reading my book..
it so long that my back started to ache (becuz i'm sitting on a stool without backrest)
so i went into kitchen to hlp baby's mum to hang clothes and stuff...
happy.. becuz i get to do sth that i'm familiar with... hehe...

after finishing toking.... baby and mi went to his popo's hse for lunch
stay there for awhile.. and off we went back to baby's hse to rest..
so so tired sia.. baby lack of slp too...
after slacking for awhile.. we went to take train to my hse for dinner..
so happy that baby came over to my hse for dinner..
slack at my house....

until 10 plus... thn baby realise that he have sore eye..
so brought him to see dr.. which cost him a big bomb..
due the fact that it is late sunday nite......
felt so sry tat i didn't take good care of him...
haiz.....

while waiting to be seen by dr..
saw this gal that make mi feel very irritating..
she like an ex-staff there..
keep toking very loudly in a very 38 way..
thn keep making very big action to AA..
haiz.. felt sry for the rest of the patient..
as i tink that this person simply make everyone more sick.....

my weak and cute baby....felt so sad that i can't be at ur side to take care of u....

2010-01-30T11:12:00.003+08:00

Will be gg out with jm, rf and wai for crab feast ltr on.
looking forward to it...woohoo..
and mummy agreed to let mi reach home before 12
so i can rot with u until quite late too...

happy...i tink the fact that i don't nid to work is another factor that i'm so happy too...
cya ltr....

2010-01-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

today is my 2 day off after my nite shift....

i have a very busy nite for my last nite..
having 8 patient when taking over..
transfer one patient over to wd 3 for telemetry monitoring..
thn admitted another 4 patient..
so end up having total of 11 patient..
felt lucky that my other staff is very hlpful during my busiest time..
i tink it all becuz i did hlp the other staff b4 that y they are so willing to hlp mi..
this feeling is good that my passion for nursing is leveling up... hehe...

when out to mit my seconday sch clique on my sleeping day..
went to glass house to have fish and co..
eat and tok and take photo...
we have know each other for 9 years le..
hope that nxt year we can have a small celebration for knowing each ther for so long..

i ate super lots that day...
but i actually feel the fullest is jus nice..
wenya is surely a big eater.. hehe....
after makaning.. kitty leave us to find her BF
while the 3 of us, gabby, huimin and i, sit down and tok for like 1 hour plus before we parted..
reali enjoy alot with them around.. saded that janice didn't come and join us..
hope that the next miting all the five of us will be able to mit tgt..
have to thank hui min first.. as she will be the organiser for the nxt miting..
woohoo!! gg to k-sing lar.... all of us simply have the urge and craving to sing.. hehe..
hope that it will soon....

thank baby for sending mi home..
i felt lucky that i went over to mit baby after my clique miting.
becuz that day thn i realise that baby actually tin k and care for mi alot..
and all along i'm the one who are very unreasonable..
thank baby for bao rong-ing mi for so long....
so pls continue to bao rong mi kay...

2010-01-27T16:20:00.003+08:00

Not sure why my passion for nursing jus die off this week..
i don't understand y ppl around mi jus do nursing as their work..
i think i get cold-hearted with all the ppl working around mi...
despite the fact that we have good teamwork..
but somehow not everyone is doing their very best which make mi feel so tired..
but i have to say that i also nv put in my vri best everyday..
but i feel that i will try to do it for 80% of my working days..

or maybe i'm thinking too much...
O well... may be it jus a simple thought i have during my PMS period bah.

so happy that today will be my last nite....
and i will get to rest 3 days before starting working again..
hehe....
will try to pack my hse plus gg out with friend during this 3 days...
woohoo!!!

CNY coming.... ok i get my PH on both chu yi ans er..
i remember requesting to work on chu er de wor..
not sure y sister nv give mi....
it so hard to understand wat is sister thinking..

back to my PMS thinking again...
will anyone on earth reali care wat i feel, wat i comment and take it in as advice??
i tink tink my mother will bah..
other thn that i tink none of the ppl will care bah..
since it sth that won't bother thm so much in their life...
i felt thankful that my mother is always there for mi...
like today.. when i was preparing to slp.. my mother actually make an effort to use the hanging clothes to block the sunray that reflecting into my room despite she had oredi open my house door wanting to go market oredi..
who will actually make the effort to change wat they have planned to do jus to care for the other person....
maybe there is.. but it jus so rare that i onli met my mother, this kindsoul.....
will i inherit it.. i don't tink so....

2010-01-24T17:03:00.002+08:00

today is my first nite..
i have to work total of 4 nite this time round..
sound abit sian..
but i'm looking forward the rest days aft my 4 nite..
i will have 3 days for mi to pack my house..
happy..

i tink tis is wat they said as xian kuy hou tian.. hehe..
hope that tonite will be a GOOD nite!!
jia you !!!!!!

2010-01-24T01:58:00.003+08:00

have been working 2 afternoon and 1 morning shift for the past 3 days..
life is good..
becuz we our ward total is low..
i tink is due the fact that CNY is coming

so happy that baby came over to fetch mi on friday nite
becuz i know that we won't be able to mit each other over the weekend..
hehe..
thank baby for dring mi home..woohoo..
after that baby stay at my house for awhile, as his brother is still packing his stuff (he need to go over NTU to fetch his brother)
while waiting i went to shower, and baby resting in my room..
aft i'm done with cleaning myself.. i started fb-ing..
i tink i'm super addicted to it.. despite there isn't much thing for mi to do, i'm simply addicted to open up that web page...

after fetching his brother.. we went to boon lay to makan power nasi lemak..
the chicken wing crispy-ness is 5 out of 5 but it taste a little bit salty..
and the nasi chilli is damn power.. it taste super good sia..

and jus now.. went out to mit rf, jing and wai at orchard..
saded that jm fly our aeroplane sia..
hope that she will come for our nxt 3 monthly gathering..
so mit rf for dinner at thai express.. it reali taste super spicy..
but it nice.. woohoo... (it so spicy that i'm having mild diarrhoea now)
after that we head of to listen to bei shan singing in the public area..

erm...we parted from rf as she is mitng her other friends..
while the 3 of us went to cash studio to sing-k
woohooo
first time singing with wai..
she reali have a good voice. unlike mi.. how i wish i can have a good vocal like wai and jing.
so we sing from 8 plus to 11 plus...
thank for taking cab home with mi...
reali enjoyed this gathering.. hehe...

anyway hope that rf will like the present mi ang jing gave her!!!
mus used ok??? hehe

2010-01-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

like wat i have blog.. i have been packing my room
my room is still in a mess despite alll the attempt..
ok lar.. i jus need to go and buy more container to contain it can le.

so while packing..
i saw alot of bdae, christmas, jia you for exam cards..
thn i realise that i have gabby, huimin, janice and kitty as my frenz for the past 9 years..
that is very very long sia.. hope that our friendship last long long

thn i started to count.. i have know weilian for 11 years wor..
he is like my BFF...
always been there for mi when i go and look for him..
always nv fail to send mi home when he can...
such a nice guy... he is still single.... anyone interested??? hehe

anyway.. when to jog for awhile ytd.
and find my stamina is getting more lousy le..
haiz... got to train up again..
but felt so relieve aft the jog.. it hlp mi release all my stress..
so exercise is a good thing..hehe....

i seriously feel that my PMS is getting more and more serious.
and i hate myself when i'm having PMS..
becuz i simply can't control my own emotion.. sian...
i will felt regret aft showing my temper..
aiyo... any one can teach m how to handle PMS??

today is my day off....
so wake up early to have my breakfast(slp damn early ytd)
thn follow mama to market..
met my fifth aunt on the way there..
so mama and aunt jus have a short conversation before we started moving on again..
after that off we went to JP to do some CNY shopping...
walk for like 2 hour plus to get my bag..
happy that i finally get a bag...lol..
it all worth it.....

brought mummy to makan pepper lunch..
mama seem to enjoy it.. that is great......
i felt that mummy wants to bring daddy along the nxt time to let him try!
which i wish to do it too.. hehe...

after shopping with mummy..
went to market to buy dinner b4 going home..
after sending my mummy home and unloading my stuff.
i take train down to AMK to have dinner with baby
so went over to popo's hse for dinner..
it like quite long nv went there le..
the food is nice.. but i like my mummy's soup more..
happy that baby's family is more friendly towards mi..
hehe.....
home sweet home after my dinner..

2010-01-18T19:26:00.002+08:00

time to record my life again
went to mit jing on saturday for our korea food session again..
we tok and tok about avatar.
it reali a nice movie..
but i won't be like jing.. she actually watch that movie for 4 times??
i actually feel that it will be waste of money for that..

after that went home to unload all my stuff.. and went over ot novena to find baby..
hehe.. happy...
pei dear makan burger king..
seriously i feel that he shld reali cut down on food lidat..
he is putting on so much weight......
aiyo....

unable to join baby to go bai bai his gong gong.
felt quite sad... becuz it like i know that baby reali hope that i can go with him de..
instead i went to temple with mama that day to bai bai.
as the coming year snake is gg to fan tai sui..
sian... jus praying hard that the coming year will be a smooth year for wenya

aft that i jus stay at home to tidy my room again..
it so so troublesome to tidy a place..
furthermore i have so much of stuff.
happy that i throw away around 5 bags of stuff....
and remain all the things that i want..
despite throwing so much thing away..
i'm onli done 2/3 of my spring cleaning(onli my room nia)
there are still one big pile of things waiting for mi to sort them out..
saving the best for the last...
it all those memorable stuff.. think will try to keep them all..
so gonna tink where i have to put them...

today.. is monday.. furthermore i'm working morning shift..
but it not as busy as think.. maybe it due to the low total bah..
but mi was having pre-mense cramp and diarrhoea and lower back pain..
felt so seh throughout my whole shift..
but i'm glad that i have survive through..

beside that .. i attended my first journal club of the year..
it so boring that i doze off..
and kana being wack from my back jus to wake mi up..
felt super seh sia....
their presentation is so so so log and draggy...
all in all i thing the best thing they shld do is to set a new SOP and protocol.
so there won't be so much of debate le...

shall jia you tml!!! woohoo!!!

2010-01-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

went to chinatown as planned..
treat mummy makan Mr bean's icecream..
this is her first attempt.. actually wanted to let her try long ago..
as i love it very very much..
but due to her joints problem.. so nv let her try it until now..

mummy is so like mi when she first try it..
i don't reali like the taste..
but aft telling her that it low fat and full of nutrient..
she said.. thn we shld eat this more.lol..
i tink this is wat they said.. like mother like daughter..

after that went to jalan as usual...
finally found the multi-compartment tool box that i wan..
as all my accessories is always in a mess..
but i think 3 is not enough for mi aft trying to keep all my things inside..
i have a strong feeling that i need another 2 more...

aft jalan-ing..
we went to the market to makan..
i bought you mian gan with chili from a traditional teochew stall
the fish ball taste freaking nice..
it soft that it will melt in ur mouth instantly..
so i let my mummy try one..
she actually try to bounce the fish ball..the fishball jus go bounce sia..
so impressed by their fishball....
will go back and eat again when i go chinatown..hehe

wenya have to start packing her hse le..
as CNY is jus in one month time.
jia you wenya..
since my room is te most messy one in compare to other part of my hse..
seh.....

2010-01-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

finally today is my day off..
but my mama book mi for the day to go CNY shopping.
it so freaking tired to work morning..
with so much of FON patient.
but due to my motherly instinct.. i kind of sayang them despite of their nonsense..

happy working for the past 3 days..
as Dr kai rong is always at my ward counter slacking..
always tok crap with him while writing report.
but it slow mi down in writing report..
but thank god.. i'm still able to finish doing my work..

i love my patient lots.. opps.

finally i'm able to announce that i finish the novel given by jing jing..
impress by myself as i took nearly 1 year plus to finish a book that content onli 400 plus page nia..
lol.. my new year goal is to improve my English...
jiayou wenya

2010-01-12T17:32:00.002+08:00

toking with gabby via msn ytd..
now i tink i have 2 option for mi to choose..
i wan to take up degree in nursing..
but i not sure if i wan to take up full time or part-time..
now i have eliminated until 2 option nia..
part-time in SIM
or full-time in NUS....

ok.. i shall slowly consider wat i reali wan again...lol..
while i shld save up more for my future...

happy working today despite of the heavy workload..
my patient, stafa and dr are all so cute...lol...
simply having their companion... woohoo...
tml will be working morning again before i having my day off on thursday..

have to go shopping with my mama on thursday..
becuz CNY is coming le.. aiyo..
hope that mama won't buy too much things until we can't carry back..
lol....

life seem to be moving into a more comfort zone for mi...
but i hope it to be out of that zone wor..
hehe...

2010-01-10T17:08:00.004+08:00

finally ended my work today..
was super tired during work..
but luckily manage to finish everything in time.
and left ward at 15.30hr..

ytd.. went to jurong point with mummy..
bought a number of stuff.. that i don't wish to list down..
aft that went home and rch around 1300hrs.
so mommy and i chop chop cook for lunch
i bring a portion for baby to eat too.
so happy to let him eat wat i have cook..
he also commented that it taste good!!
woohooo!!!

after feeding my cute baby...
we went off to watch avatar..
it reali a nice movie.. luckily i keep nagging baby to bring mi there to watch..
hehe......

aft movie.. we went to walk around AMK hub to find his cousin's bdae present..
while baby is looking for a present for his cousin. i also found a present for my frenz too..
happy...
went back to baby's hse to wrap his cousin's present
aft we settle the present... baby sent mi home..
so sweet of him.. hehe...
this the sweetest day i have spent we baby..
maybe it due the late lunch.. maybe it due to the touching movie..
maybe it due to the fact that we love each other more le..
hehe.. happy!!!!

back to work today....
super tired..
but i'm glad that i have a great team today..
that make my work load not so heavy..
hehe...
jia you!!!!!

2010-01-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

reali wanted to blog abt today..
becuz baby and mi have spent the sweetest day together today
and reali wanted to share..

but i'm simply too tired.
as i'm working morning tml
jus hoping that there won't be any in-service tml..

baby will be gg in malaysia with his family..
so wanted to join them.
but too bad i'm hav to work..

will blog in more detail tml since i will be free after my work.. hehe

2010-01-08T19:31:00.002+08:00

so so long nv blog le..
intially i will be having Day off today de..
but due to the high total with Min staff..
sister actually change my schedule to morning shift..
sian...

my planning of going shopping with my mama was cancel too...
even more sian...

but somehow my patients jus enlighten my day..
hehe..
simply love my patient lots...
they are the reason why my passion for nursing still continues...
woohoo!!!!

ytd went over to find dear dear....
have dinner with him and rot at his hse for awhile..
and home sweet home at 9 plus...
thank baby for being so nice and gentle to me...

yes!! tml gonna mit baby again...
to watch Avatar..
it like finally we get to watch le..
lol.. have been fan-ing baby to bring mi watch that movie..
hehe...

my program for tml will be shopping with mama at the day and noon time..
while miting baby at the evening time..
woohoo.. well plan.... hehe....

new year is coming soon..
gonna to start packing my hse again...

2010-01-02T11:20:00.002+08:00

first post of the year!!
it gonna to be happy post.. so that the rest of my post will be happy too

after ending my nite shift on 31 of dec
i went home and sleep for 2 hours b4 starting to packing my bag and present,
off i went out to mit my poly jie mei..
miss them lots..so sry that i'm late...hehe..
we makan at the spoon soup.
the food taste good.. plus it's filling...
worth eating

after makan-ing.. still mi who suggested gg to library to slack...
oh wells.. wenya simply love to slack in library.. becuz there is fill with book smell..
we hav out gift exchange there...
i received a photo frame from jen, a small purse from xin, a big purse and body lotion frm Rox and a lavea lamp from jing.. cool!!

after ending the session with them, wehn over to baby hse to unload all my present..
b4 heading to mit ken, wh and tian at pan pacific hotel...
we watch movie, drinking session at last few hour for 2009
and the first thing we do on 2010 is watch firework.wrieitng our new year goal..follow by majong session, more drink session
we do a new year goal there becuz it was requested by wh..
she said that we can see it nxt year if we have met our goals..

i tink i have a good 2009.. hope tat 2010 will be even better..
finally i have decided that i shld go for part time degree this year..
not with SIM.. but others uni....
jus hope that i will be able to cope well with the stress level..
plus not to neglect my frenz, family and baby at the same time...
baby promised mi that he will study tgt with mi de!! hehe happy!!

aft parting from ken they all, bay and i went back to AMK...
we catch the movie "old dogs" it quite nice....
discover that waiwen was sitting the row in front of us when the movie ended..
i was super high that i scream out loud when i cfm that was her..
but she seem super calm insttead.. hehe....

thn we went NTUC shopping (baby's favourite shopping place)
we bought some ingredient for dinner and off we went home to cook our dinner..
lol.... that end my day..

today.. will be gg over to bob's bdae party.
will be miting jiamin first... before gg in..
so long nv see her liao..
miss her damn lots lots
felt so sry that i call her super late ytd even though she is working morning shift today..

wenya felt that this 3 day have been well spent...
making a good start for my 2010..woohoo!!!!
will update soon .. with all the photo taking for the few days...

2009-12-30T17:20:00.002+08:00

yea!!! huuray!!
tonite wil be my last nite le...
yea!!!!

my bro's gf jus came back from korea..
she got mi a pair of fake eye lashes..
my first pair of fake eye lashes sia....
not sure how to use..
but i tink will try to find out and use it...
hope that it will make my eyes super nice!! hehe

beside eye lashes...
she gotta mi a nail polish too..
it a sweet pink...
will applied that when i having a long day off..heehe..
hope that my ward total will be low today too!!! hehe...

got to prepare for work le...

yes!! gg to mit my poly jie mei tml..
and my baby....
gg to stayout with him tml nite to have countdiwn wif his frenz...woohoo
hope that tml can take lots of photo....

2009-12-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

here to blog again..
have been faithfully updating my blog for the pass few days..
not sure y.. but jus feel like updating it...

was super shag during my work.. but i jus chiong through it..
wif all the hlp from all my other staff...
simply love them lots....
without them wenya might have jus collapse in my own ward bah..

i'm impress by myself as i'm still able to function well even though i onli get 2 hours of slp.
able to leave my ward at 1500hr intially..
but my frenz offer to give mi a free ride to JP..
so of course i took that offer..
but have to hlp to do in program for my ward year end party b4 we can leave..
so i chop chop hlp her do a brief programme line..
felt so luckily that i got to learn to this when i was in primers..
in the end onli manage to leave ward at 1600hr, becuz the printer in the room spoil.. sian...

rch jp at 1630hr.. walk alone to buy all present that needed for gift exchange...
so walk and walk until 1800hr, thn recieved a call from bro asking mi home so that can celebrated my ah gong bdae...
only manage to rch home at 1900hrs..
aiyo.... thn rush down to my grandparents' hse...
they half way trough eating.. some even finish le..
so i chop chop go and get my utensil and sit down to eat...
get drunk for drinking beer..... felt so light.. simply jus like the feeling...
woohoo!!!

so i'm so happy that i manage to get most of the gift exchange present....
now onli hope that can mit out with my fren soon

2009-12-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

this tok abt an incident that happen ytd while i'm on my way to work!!
so as usually i alight at NUH to take my bus 197...
so when my 197 is going from NUH bus stop to the nxt bus stop i saw this accident..
i tink it the motorcycle lost balance.. so it on the floor with lateral position..
while the cyclist was trying to crawl by himself to the road side..
there is many cars surrounding the motorcycle..
but no one get out of their car to hlp the cyclist sia...
felt so saded.....
and my bus jus pass by it....

so singaporean are jus cold toward things...
how can we make everyone back in passion again ne???
not sure tooo

2009-12-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all the ppl who are reading my cute little blog!!

ok so ytd i work pm shift!! so intially i tot i would end early.. since im taking the first cubicle..
but too bad... my 2nd cubicle approached mi and asked if she could pass first..
as she is rushing off for a christmas gathering dinner..
so being a vri nice staff.. i agreed!! since she a christian, while i'm not..

thn i finish passing report at 2130hr..
thn i realise all the other team have oredi pass finish their report
i'm i realli that slow??? lol..
so chop chop change my clothes..
and off i went to take cab down to my ying wen's hse...
rch there at 1002hrs.. becuz i kept looking at my phone time...

once i rch, i was thinking who shld i call lei??
weilian?? doro?? janice?? or ying wen??
so in the end i called ying wen.. since it his hse...
abit lost when i'm there!! but luckily got doro and weilian and yi xiang..
make my present not so weird!!
of course also got flavin and ying wen..thank them for serving mi drinks..
stupid ying wen tempt with alcohol!!
but luckily i have strong will!! so i nv take up his offer

tok and tok until 1100hr.. and all of us left ying wen hse and go home...
well.. janice, alysia and suk wai get to take free ride home..
offer came over to mi again.. but i rejected.. becuz dont wanna to pang seh weilian..
since so nice of him to wait for mi to come...
yes!! we took 185 home.. it realli fast!! hehe....

thn msg baby that i'm on my way home, i rch home and stuff..
felt damn sad that he nv reply mi at all..
well well.... happy playing bah....
out of the sudden felt damn lonely...
start to tink why cant him be more like kendrick who will always give wh surprise...
who will put wh as first place....
ken and wh seem to know what each other are doing so well...
i'm so envy over that!!! haiz....
the loneliest simply make wenya feel super hungry!!
haiz.... my lonely christmas nite!!

ltr gonna to work morning shift!!
luckily im taking back my own patient.. so it isn't that bad!!!
here i come my am shift......

2009-12-23T10:54:00.002+08:00

some due photo..hehe.....

my cousin wedding day.. she looks super pretty that day.. hehe.....

the noodle soup from bangkok....taste super nice aft adding chilli

this is how i plan for gathering... i plot the days everyone not free and see which is the most free day

this a random cake from a bdae boi... becuz wenya volunteer to hlp them take photo.. so in return they give mi and baby a cake to eat..

who say there isnt any good singaporean de?? lol...... this the prove that there is kind soul in singapore....

ok i so want to watch avatar.. after hearing movie review from my staff....

maybe got to go and watch myself since mi and baby wont be able to mit until 31....