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nv slp much todae.......waking up so early........haiz.........i noe i will feel sad and gulity and............ hope tat he can accept my request.......i'm afraid tat he will give up himself....becuz when i hint him the last time he told mi he will die if i reali giving him up......and tat is also the reason why i nv tell him until now.......even though the tot was like half a yr ago......haiz.....sld have tell him earlier.........

todae i shall end it...........but how to say lei?????? and when sld i tell him?????when we mit in the morning....eating lunch or going back home???? or sld i wait again.......sad............can someone jus teach mi...even though it quite late to ask le.....

i tink i'm not a good person....i rarely cherish things around mi.........i will nv think of taking photo of the things i like...i will not fork time out for my friend.......and i will onli do things that benifit myself........i tink i'm such a failure....hope tat my friend will still wan mi even though i'm tis type of person.......

jialat so many things is inside my brain....and tlm is my practical exam le......i tink will ot score well ba..........haiz..........