suddenly i felt that some kind of sadness is building within mi.............

it growing so fast that, it start swallowing my soul and body.....................

my heart is aching like hell now....................

i tink it the worst feeling i ever felt since i noe how to feel bah................

wat m i tinking???????????

jus becuz of a simple reply cause mi to hav such a big reaction

i hope tat i can be strong...................but can i??????????

i tink i hav become less tough ever since......................

haiz..........................i tink i will be a cheerful, positive and cute gal again aft a long rest...............

i tink it time for mi to rest my body, my heart, my mind, my soul and my everything.....

but can i??????????????????

i tink i hav to bah...............or shld i say it a mus for mi to cool my sadness..............

and bring my happiness back to my side......................

i'm so tired le.............sry for being emo...........but it jus turn out to be lidat......... i noe it sld be happy one ............... i did try to find it................but somehow i'm jus too tired...........tired of being happi in front of of u and everyone............tired of having a busy life................or sld i say tired of............

anyway...........wenya........ jia you.................u will be able to become strong and return back to the bu wenya, the gal who heck everything yet care for everything...............