todae wake up super early..........

went to TTSH to have my traveller vaccination.......

the nurse reali do it vri fast sia............

but the feeling of numbness come vri fast too...............

and causing my left hand not able to function properly...........

so aft that when to my attachment..................

during attachment........... i'm super paranoid................

becuz i lost my pen in the ward................

ur may think that it not sth vri serious.........

but in actually fact it is...............

becuz the patient might use the pen and kill themselves or hurt others.........

and somemore todae my ward got this new admission where by she not vri stablize de............

keep on crying.....wanted to find her hubby(but they nv ROM).............

she say she is pregnant....but we haven cfm yet............

and i remember my pen is wif her when i went of rmy break...........

oh gosh....went i came back frm break she is hiding in the toilet, crying............

thn i started to peep in (i noe it sound pian tai, but i have no choice).........

thn try to tok to her...and stuff....but i didn't manage to get her out.....

maybe i'm too soft to her le...becuz when my frenz try to threaten lidat that..she str away come out......

haiz..wo ren tai hao le......but frm my observation...she din have anything on her hand or in her pocket.....

so i started to search ard..............and i saw the note she trying to write when i went for my break......

and it it the rubbish bin.................

so i tink there is a possibility it in it.............

so i waited until there isn't any patient or staff ard.......

guess wat i had done?????

yes!!!! i go find inside the rubbish bin..............

like wat i have guess......my pen is also inside the bin.....and it broken one somemore.......

but i feel more relieve aft finding my pen.....

as that mean there wont be any patient trying to kill herself using my pen.......

i tink next time i will be more careful le.........................