today..actually i thot i will be happi throughout my day
becuz i reali enjoyed my A&E posting
i'm able to tok wif all the staff i attached to currently
and i luv the freedom they give us..
able to perform things independantly are sth that can make my day happi

today geting to see a few funny cases..
get to see diagnosis that onli male will have it

but my mood started to swing aft receiving msg from him
i'm so so worried..
even though i'm wif the cute doctor i mention ytd...

i'm so sad that i'm not able to pay a visit to his gong gong..
not able to be wif him when he nid someone
(even though i did rush down to SGH within 30 mins)

todae i even make the effort to consult Dr tsu abt wat is T-Cell cancer
finally i'm able to understand..
but i'm not able to serve gong gong wif wat i learn..

wenya always thot that i won't cry even if that person jus died in front of mi
but somehow i jus feel that sadness and my tears jus roll out
i feel that suan-ness in my heart..
and out of the sudden i feel that i wan to cherish my family member more..
i shld go pei my grandparents, parents and close relative more....
i shld jus spend time toking or listening to their life story..
i promised i will do that when whenever i'm not working..

life are jus so short...it so short that it hard to guage when that someone will leave..
so i willl learn to cherish everyone in my life...............